Today was one of those days. Living in a smaller city, you never know what, if anything will come up. I envy guys living in major metropolitan cities like New York, San Francisco, or Vancouver, because if you want to play every day, the opportunities are out there.

Anyway, I had a quite day. I have a casual blow job thing with one guy, and it was a good wake up call for me (6 am) and a good way for him to go on his way. It got both our juices flowing. Then  I had a couple guys wanting to come over, but were afraid to commit. So after about 8 messages from each guy, I was left frustrated.

Tonight is looking better. I just finished getting a nice load of cum from a fit mid-30's black guy, which was very nice (both from the cum aspect and from the black aspect, for I love black dick. I almost got him to fuck me, but he was married, and a mite too faithful. But he liked the blow job, so I will likely get another crack at him. Maybe in time he will sink his cock in my ass.

I must say, my sense of ethics sometimes rears its head at the worst possible time. I like to get fucked, and am not very choosy about it. If you have a hard cock, are relatively sober, with good hygiene, and will cum in my ass I am DOWN for it... but. If I find out a guy is married, and the "wife doesn't know I like to fuck guys," I feel conflicted. I WANT that cock in my ass, and that cum up my butt, but I know I am not using condoms and am at least passively bug chasing (on my "good" days). The player knows what the relative risks are, but his wife doesn't, and what he might get from me or some other guy, he might give to his wife. If I am feeling virtuous, I will settle for a blow job, some cum in my tummy, and a few fingers up my ass, but if I am a bit less straight in my head, my sense of ethics goes to bed, and I will take that married guy on for size. 

It is only when i go to a bathhouse or am at the rare gay group grope event that I can just let things fly. It is where I have the most fun. 

Speaking of fun, my next ride is knocking on my door. I gotta go. I hope he doesn't screw things up by saying he is married, and the wife doesn't know...