Today is Slow Sunday. I say this first because it IS slow. Not too much has been going on. I had a new FWB come back for a blowjob, and another guy wants to come over for some facial abuse action.

Today is "Slow Sunday" for another reason. I am trying to draw out my pleasures today. I started off with some anal action, using my medium sized dildo. My ass isn't up too too much more today, after getting a big stretch yesterday. That's OK, I can't push it to the limit every day. So, I just used that dildo on my ass with plenty of lube, slowly stroking it in and out, and trying to recreate the feeling I got from my sexy senior the other night. It was GOOD, but not that good. inanimate objects are just trainers; I want the real thing.

I did my first blowjob slow, and pretty deep. I am trying to deep throat, and almost have it figured out. Anyway, every time my FWB felt like he was about to cum, I slowed down, or did something different. He was a bit frustrated, but in the end, he blew a pretty good load down my throat and went away happy.

Sometimes, I like rough sex. I almost always like having people push my limits. I am much more likely to go with rough anal sex than anything else; I love a forceful man who knows what he wants. Facial abuse (hardcore throat fucking that makes me feel like I want to puke) is something I am trying on for size. If guy #2 shows up, this will be my third abuse session. Having a man shove his cock as far back in my throat as he can, and hold the back of my head so I have to take it is pretty edgy for me. I feel more genuine fear, but I also feel more degradation, which I like. I am a bit conflicted about doing more of this.

MY IDEA of facial abuse is taking on a room of cocks that are all primed and ready to blow. I have been watching some bukkakeboys.com videos, and THAT is the kind of action I want. Watching bukkake videos with women as centers works equally well. In fact, some of these videos have a huge pool of players, with more cum, and more degradation, so that is pretty attractive for me.

Later this week, I will talk about some of the things I haven't done yet, but want to try. That list is getting shorter, but there are still some things worth trying. Stay tuned!