I have been into the kinky side of sex for years. I guess you could say kinky by nature with a fixation for any type of assplay. I can be versatile, but prefer to be a bottom pig, and have a dark desire to be a submissive sex slave for a dominate guy or master, though that remains a fantasy. Up until a two years ago the only drugs or sexual enhancements I used were poppers, though I should say a lot of poppers. Now I am 43 and have a insatiable hole the needs to be filled, stretched, abused, great for fucking & fisting plus can take toys up to 3.5inches wide. My turn-ons include chems, bondage, mask/blindfold play, watersports, dildo’s, rimming, face sitting and more kinky stuff described on this site.

Today I know my first slam was small. I was nervous; we were 3 white guys and a hot black guy who is my buddy. We were all naked, cocks dripping precum, smoking a bit before the rigs were made. I usually put on a collar, wrist and ankle restraints, cock ring and ball stretchers, nipple clamps to add to the atmosphere and give me a piggy feel. My buddy who is a hot black guy with great puffy nips, hot bubble ass and cock calmed me down and talked me through the hit. I felt a warm sensation, stronger than smoking, but not much more. I was a bit disappointed, since I heard and read about wild rides and sensations. It did make me feel relaxed. We had numerous toys, dildo's and it was easier to use the bigger ones in my ass and I enjoyed using them on my horned up friends. At one point my buddy was getting fisted, and I was eating the ass of the guy fisting him. Later as I was on all fours, I felt hot piss filling my hole. I loved the new tingling sensation from T-piss. This got me going talking about some dark desires, but would remain unfulfilled. The night lasted about 12 hours and we departed with empty cocks, sore asses, and hot memories. I looked forward to the next time.

A while later my buddy, the hot black guy with the large nips and bubble butt introduced me to larger slams and we rented a motel room; black pig sheets on the bed, rope and restraints tied to the bed and an assortment of 20 plus dildo’s from small to XXL, masks, tit clamps, poppers, lube, Crisco, Gatorade and more. Everything we needed for wild n kinky night. We smoked T which brought on a calm relaxation and felt the inhibitions going. We invited another white guy to join us who was bigger with a nice wide big ass who made the rigs. Later I found out I hit a .5 or a bit more. I had my usual collar, wrist/ankle restraints on with cock ring. The ride was amazing, WOW and POW..I had no idea what was happening; I coughed twice, ringing in the ears, breathing heavy and warm sensation, and a very hot flash in my asshole which felt amazing. Though at first I was scared, standing up saying, oh my god..OH God, my buddy was holding me, saying it was alright, while I said I was getting dizzy which only lasted 2 -3 seconds. My eyes did not rattle much or do not remember. The initial ride was quickly over and before I knew what was happening, I was so horny, needing cock and ass, I was full of lust and desire, perverted thoughts entered my mind. While I was adjusting to the hit, my buddy and the other guy were on all fours on the bed, both their asses hanging over the edge of the bed, a beautiful sight, nobody said anything, but I knew exactly what to do. I mashed my face into there ass crack, my face, mouth, tongue, were sucking and licking each ass, going from a big white ass to a black bubble butt. I was talking wild saying how great this felt, as I kept licking, sucking, eating there holes. I mashed my face between there ass cheeks as far as I could. I wish I could have told them all the kinky thoughts running through my head, there were just too many kinky thoughts. I should have put a 3in wide dildo in my ass, but I was busy licking and sucking. In a sense I was lucky a kinky dominate guy was not there controlling me and doing nasty things as I would have done almost anything, though I kind of wish there was a kinky dominate guy there. I kept fingering there holes with one finger, then two and three, licking all of them from time to time, then pushing them back in and out sucking and licking them again, there was a bit of brown, but at the time did not care, I was totaly engrossed to be nasty, fulfilling my dark desires. As I am naturally kinky without drugs, slamming T let my kinky nature loose turning me into a nasty kinky tina slut. I hope in the future there will be a kinky dom or a group to use me as a Tina Slut after a hit. I do not know how long I was eating ass, though I knew I was hooked on this feeling, liked being a nasty tina slut.

Later we fisted each other and using toys to stretch our holes. I recall laying back spreading my legs open wide and my buddy pushing a huge black extreme goose dildo in my hole. For those of you that know about the extreme goose it is a hell of a ride. I only wished my legs were tied over my shoulders giving full access to my hole and maybe a ass on my face, but there is always next time. Around the 8 hour mark we took a second smaller hit, yet the ringing in my ears returned, a smaller cough, my eyes rattled this time, unfortunately no hot flash in my ass. I handled this ride better. During the next hours, we toyed, sucked, fucked, pissed, but yet I still held back a bit. I think in the future, I would take a hit sooner or as strong as the first as I desire to lose all my inhibitions and become a nasty submissive pig. During the night, I was often on all fours getting fucked and my hole abused, being tied up which I really got into especially with a mask on with a open mouth. Eventually my hole looked like a long slit, very cool. Next time we should make a porn movie. At one period the white guy with the big wide ass was sitting with all his weight on my face, I loved it and wished he would sit for 20 seconds and get up for 5 seconds and repeat for more. It turned into a 2 day fuck fest. Even-though T brings out my submissive side, I did try to please my hot buddy as a top using his hole with toys, piss, fisting and nipple play which he loves, giving him popper hits. I also loved seeing my buddy's hole abused and fucked, maybe one day a few guys will fuck him and I could eat out his ass, since I did not get a chance to eat his hole after he got fucked or sucked the cock that fucked him that night..unfortunately I still held back abit, hopefully next time I will not. We traded tina piss, and again loved the tinggling from my toes to my head. As we rested and I layed on my stomach, I wished a top would slowly stick a small toy in my ass, then a second and a third while I sniffed poppers, oh well next time. I found out Tina brings out my piggy submissive side and my dark desires, I wonder how submissive I could be with a Dominate Top, time well tell. I hope in the future I can play with buddy and other dominate kinky guys from this site or others, expanding my limits, becoming a sex pig. I lust after a forced chem. action, being gangbanged as we all want on here or whored out and kept high for a few days servicing cocks and asses. I wonder where tina will lead me with the right top, dom, kinky guy, maybe there is one on this site that wants to use me as a Slutty Tina Pig, and bring out all my dark desires. Let me know if you like my experience or want to have a Tina Slut to use.

To be continued