A few nights ago I met a guy off the internet on bbrt, he was a recently poz guy with a high viral load, I was feeling really sleazy and it has been a long time since I got my hole loaded. He didn't want to fuck me raw me still being neg, and a recent test has just confirmed, so I said we could hook up when he gets on meds and his load goes down if it made him feel better. That evening I hadn't arranged anything and I was really in the mood to get filled so I sent him a message saying I didn't give a fuck and he could come up me all he wanted, I wanted it so badly. To my delight he replied and we arranged to meet later that day. He was into leather and had some decent gear, I had my own to bring so it looked promising.

He lives really close to a sauna (a sleazy sauna) so after he loaded me I could have headed over and got a few more loads fucked into my cunt, once I start taking loads I crave more and more I can be a right little cum slut. I put on my chaps, 20 hole boots, and put on some black cargo pants over them and tucked them into my boots, I had shaved my head with a razor at the weekend, that’s my usual prep for a sleazy weekend, I put on a black polo shirt and put on a leather jacket because it was cold outside. I was ready to get used and submit my arse to this guys seed, and anyone else’s I could get. After an hours train ride I arrived and got to his flat. We had a beer, I was fairly relaxed, so we went into the bedroom.

He didn’t want to fuck me raw, he let me fuck him, he put me in a straight jacket and put a hood and a russian gas mask over my head, he loaded me up with poppers and sat on my cock, underneath that leather I was silently begging he would change his mind and load me up, even better if he just went ahead without saying a word, but he didn't. We fucked for a few more hours and I begged him to drop his load in me, it didn't work. I was gutted. By the time we finished, and my hole was still cum free I had to catch the train home and didn't have time to go to the sauna.

Still there’s always other chances.