I woke up one day about six years ago on my b-day and realized I was the big 40! Went to Las Vegas to celebrate with friends and family and had a private revelation this was it, I was either going to die a virgin or make something happen. Well, decided to move forward and be bold for once.

First off decided on getting a tattoo. So one day soon afterward went to Pismo Beach and had a small tattoo of a dolphin in color no less put on my left forearm, I was sore for days but proud I had done something.

Step two, decided on two nipple rings. A couple of weeks after recovering from the tattoo I went back to Pismo Beach and had both my nipplies pierced. I considered a PA but way too much of a chicken to even try. I was in extreme pain when the moment came and almost blacked out when the second nipple was done but finally got it done, success.

Now on to the most important step in my opinion, getting laid and by this time I knew it had to be bare. I'm not for group sex, again too shy, so I opted for on-line hookup. It took me a couple of weeks after finding a couple of sites to even say hi, but I did and low and behold a few guys responded. I chatted with a few guys and told them what I was looking for and one stood out. He was a novice as well. We clicked. After a few conversations I was invited to his house.

I drove over and almost turned around a few times before arriving. He was younger than me around 29 yo. he was chubby like myself which put me at ease right away. After chatting a few minutes we walked to his bedroom and I realized my dream was finally going to happen.

We slowly got naked. I thought I would die of embarressment if I another guy would see me naked. But I was very comfortable and relaxed. He looked hot to me and I finally got to see another guy naked in the flesh. I walked up to him, bold of me, and started stroking his body until I got the nerve to touch and hold his hard cock. He started stroking mine as well, we just stood there touching each other and getting familiar with another naked body.

We moved to the bed and lay down and started kissing, nothing too fancy, I don't even think we deep kissed but my first gay kiss none the less. I moved down his body and got my first wiff of another guys pubic region. He was hairy and smelled like male I got a wiff of his hairy balls and my tougue reached out and started licking them. I worked my way up the hard shaft and paid attention to his big head. I finally got around to getting most of the cock in my mouth and gave my first ackward blow-joy. My spit spilled down the shaft and made it slippery and ended up in his pubic hair. I once again went down on his ball sack and sucked him in. He started moaning and I realized startled that I was the reason he was enjoying himself. I think that was the first time I realized I could please a man quite the revelation. Finally, his feet started shaking and his moans increased and a burst of cum hit the roof of my mouth. I held his cum in my mouth until he was finished cumming then swallowed my first load. It felt creamy and smelled musky, loved it.

Afterwards, I laid down exhausted and he moved over my body and started sucking me off. It was nice to lift my head and see another male holding and touching and sucking my cock and balls. I was not embarressed and I was very horny did not last very long. I shot my cum in his mouth and he got up and spit it out.

We rested laying next to each other on his bed for a long while. Neither of us speaking. I knew this was where I belonged and for the first time felt like a sexual being connecting with another male.

I left his house a couple of hours later a changed man. I don't live in regret and know I came to this point in time because it was time. I was happy and wanted the world to know it. I knew my life had changed and for the better. I looked forward to the future with renewed hope and realized I was no longer a virgin. Had to wait a while longer before my first bare fuck I will write about that shortly.