Several years ago I had just gotten down to Ft Lauderdale to live, was staying in a motel not too far from Wilton Manors and didn't know anyone. I was kind of lonely and it was Thanksgiving week, so I went online to see if I could find some company and/or someone to hit a bar with and have some drinks. I met a guy named Gary, he came to my room and picked me up and we went over the Alibi for a few drinks. He took me back to my place and we smoked some of his hydroponics weed and he started getting very touchy feely. Being my biggest weakness, touching and fondling especially my head, neck and back but everywhere tends to make me very submissive and worked up, he proceeded to get me naked.

After some minor foreplay where his huge 9+ cut cock was now wet and throbbing,. he reached into a pocket and pulled out some poppers pushed them into my face and forced me to inhale them. I had never done poppers before and by the time they hit me he had me pinned down on my stomache and was rough pumping his raw cock deep into me. He used his hands to keep me calm and sedated under his masculine frame, rubbing my shoulders, neck and head to ensure I would stay compliant to his breeding enjoyment.

He kept me so well poppered up and pinned down that I had no choice but to take his load when he was ready. He knew exactly every right move to make and when all was said and done I THANKED HIM!! Ever since then I crave and fantasize about having men use my ass to get off and dump their loads in me. I love the feel of my hole being all creamy and having it fingered or just fucked by the next guy if there is one around.

It was then and there I realized I really above all else deeply enjoy pleasuring a man with my raw hole. Receiving his cum is a sign to me that I did my job well. I have tried to do it with condoms, but when I ask or just eat the cum from the condom I get a strange reaction and I have learned to just avoid that altogether.

Oh, and for all those that say you are going to catch something, yes I do believe it is only a matter of time before that happens. All I know is it's been ten+ solid years of getting 1-on-1 and group fucked raw, taking loads of openly poz guys and I have still come back NEG. Sometimes I feel like that's more of a curse because being Neg seems to make finding raw tops much harder, I have to profess my uncaring attitude to get "the guy" because he is poz and is uncomfortable about breeding a neg bottom, but in the end I am just attracted to men in general and to me their status is not as important as giving pleasure with my ass.