So, had the place to myself today which is rare and decided to see about getting an impromptu gang bang going on my hungry hole. Started off the day with some stud, slim, handsome, Hans, was his name, handyman/contractor type, a little scruffy but hot! He nutted in me pretty quickly, said he is in the area Mondays so maybe we could do it again, hell yea.

From there, I had Greg, he was interesting, said he had t but wouldn't drive with it, he asked my status told him Neg as of last test but have gotten fucked by poz guys and taken loads from them and he said he was going to pick me up and take me to his place so we could pnp, but then got here and wanted to come in. He got right down to it, fucking my hole with meaty poz cock, a few different positions till he finally shot off inside me and took off after grabbing a cola.

Some time went by, finally Joe came by, originally he was going to pick me up and take me to the Chute, a bath house in Phoenix and rent the sling room for me to get fucked in. He likes to felch loads from a guys hole, but unfortunately he had to cancel that. I gave him a bit of a guilt trip about being a fake game player and before I knew it he was here eating my cummy hole. He went back and forth eating me out and fucking me until finally Mike, hispanic 25 year old stud, showed up and fucked my hole pretty quickly with his load, spraying it and then pushing his cock in getting me messy inside and out, Joe sucked him clean and Mike left me to get my ass cleaned out by Joe and then he fucked his seed deep into my hole. Joe hung for a while and we talked about the dirty plans for the Chute hopefully next weekend.

the plans we discussed: Me in the sling, possibly blindfolded and having a guy's cock in each end while other guys touch, explore my naked body and piss on me. Joe cleaning up the loads from my ass as they are planted. I expect it to be a very hot time if all goes well, with lots of loads in me and my first true semi-anonymous bath house gang bang under my belt.

Some time passed, Joe was rubbing my back and chest and neck and head, which makes me melt into submission and Ecstasy, and finally he took off. He ordered me to update him on any more loads I managed to get and told me once we were done getting me whored out at the Chute and he sucked the loads from my pussy I would be his and most likely could expect a regular thing like that. Definitely got me hot and bothered!

I took a smoke and dinner break, and texted Greg to thank him for his cock and load and expressed my interest in getting more from him and he obliged by coming back. Again he mentioned bringing me to his place to fuck, pnp and swim, but when he got here he just came in and started fucking me again. At this point I guess my hole was a literal mess and the loads were ready to start oozing out and they did with that fowl tuna stench to it, so we got into the shower and I cleaned out, and was embarrassed to see a little shit came out with the now yellowy loads from earlier. I got myself pretty good and clean and he tried to fuck me in the shower but it was too small and I felt still not fresh so I said give me a min and gave myself a nice good douching with the shower massager, once I was clean he was laying on the bed stroking and told me he wanted me to cum. I layed next to him, desperately craving his dick inside me but I knew I blew it with my messy hole, luckily he noticed my cum desires and allowed me to lap up his second load, chuckling at my piggy eagerness.

With his poz load on my tongue and lips I stroked myself off a nice solid load. Either way, he ended up giving me his cum in both ends, finally getting into the dirty talk when I was stroking myself off, saying stuff like "you like those poz loads I gave you in your ass and on your tongue don't you pig", which really got me going because in spite of all my proper upbringing deep down I did like his loads in me, I am a cum addict and have zero resistance to fighting that nature. He had me, I was his cum puppet and couldn't hide my enthusiasm for any of it at that point when I finally came and he let loose the verbal shower which made me cum all the more harder. Like I said, Greg was interesting, a little tweaky kind of, he was looking around at stuff which to me is very unsettling and sketchy to do in someone else's house, but it could have just been curiosity I guess. I just prefer it be all about sex and that alone, use me as a cum slut, don't case my house or come looking for stuff to take home with you, kind of tacky in my opinion.

All in all though, four pretty sexy hot guys each took their turns using me the way I was born to be used, I got that natural high I get from taking loads (unless maybe they were partying earlier and didnt mention it), part of me wonders if I was brainwashed at some point in my past to be this cum pig slut. I guess that would make it easier to accept in some ways. I have met a few guys into hypnotism and expressed my curiosities to some degree. When I talk to someone on the phone I get this sort of trapped feeling too, like if they started telling me what to do I would be helpless to resist it on some level, almost like there is a control out there that could find me at any moment and I would just be theirs.

UPDATE:

Thought I was done for the night, feeling a little sore and the sensation trillions of little semen trying to impregnate my guts and insides, but got a reply from my craigslist ad from a married white male, Dave. Not being too discriminatory toward gay, bi or str8 men, I scanned his stats and he sounded pretty damned hot. Gave him the address and he was in the door shortly after. Firm handshake, no small talk, "Do you want to do it here" he asked pointing the bed I have set up in the garage junk room for play. He dropped his pants and pulled out his meaty manrod, weathered by the fangs of some moody vagina no doubt, I lubed him up and got on my knees at the edge of the bed. Being that I was fucked a few times today, and freshly cleaned out, I was a little tight and tough to get into, but once he was wearing me like a wedding ring on his cock he proceeded to pound away for a good solid 20 mins. There were a few times he seemed to be close or actually coming, but it was impossible to tell. He finally seemed to have his fill of taking out whatever pent up sexual aggressions he had inside on me and adorably asked if he could wash his cock in the sink. I am sure he didn't mean to imply anything negative, but it was hot to me because here is this married guy, fucking my nasty pig hole, not really even knowing the full extent of the days activities, and he needs to wash his dick off because he probably feels dirty and wrong for giving in to his gay desires. It was like saying, "You are such a nasty pig that I need to get your raw hole sludge off my cock immediately" verbal abuse without actually trying can be hot. I know in reality he didn't want his wife to smell sex on him probably, but the idea of his inner mind telling him it was dirty and wrong and his giving into "sin" just really gets me worked up. Did I mention I am 85% certain he is a Mormon? Even if he wasn't, he seemed like a church going possible dad, and fuck that is just hot to me knowing that his bare cock was in my hole and he will probably jerk off (or fuck his frigid wife) to our fuck session for months and years to come! As he was getting ready to leave I asked him if he came and he said "I don't know. It was pretty intense". I feel a little more lubed than when we started fucking, but won't know until later or tomorrow till my hole releases whatever is inside, could just be cum from earlier that didn't get washed out, which is even hotter because then he was pumping my hole using the other loads as lube and probably liked it better than any fuck he's had before. Thank you married Dave! You put a great end to a long day of being a total CUM_PIG_SLUT- to use your own words as you were walking out the door "I had a blast"