So, the next day and half was with SoberBud, and he kind of leaves me feeling guilty about partying and I realized that there is too much drama with that scene, especially after the experience with 30y/o so I decided that would be my last time partying for a long while. So far it’s been about two weeks since I touched anything, also been two weeks since I had any sex too, well aside from getting a semi-Blow Job in a hot tub last weekend on Saturday. I’ve jerked off several times a day as usual, used my vibrator once or twice, but nothing big stiff and that makes cream in my pie hole…

I have tried to keep the contact open with TopBud, but he seems to be “done”, as he only reads my messages but doesn’t reply. I guess his talk about pozing me, making me his bitch boy, getting me tattooed and pierced was just bullshit or contingent on me partying every time we saw each other. I am bummed about that, I really liked him and while I don’t necessarily chase getting poz’d up, the idea of being one with such a sexy dominant man had me really hot and giddy each week.

There is no shortage of eager top men, neg and poz, wanting to breed my hungry hole though, and the truth is that while I am into the pnp thing here and there it just is too much to do very often. The recovery period for me is a day or two and I have too much normal stuff to take care of usually to be all worn/run down. So, for now I am just going to focus on finishing my semester of school and then see what the rest of the spring/summer brings me.

Oh, and when I applied to Treasure Island Media to be one of their bottom sluts in a video, I sent them rawTOP’s blog post about the Gang Bang, under “previous work” which wasn’t work per se, but it is a review of sorts so I figured what the fuck! Apparently they reposted it on their website The Bottom Prospective – The Other Side of a Gang Bang, which was amazing and flattering! Unfortunately, thesword.com picked it up and tried to say I was lying about it all! His most valid point for claiming my tale was a farce was “it is too well written to be true”, assumedly because all raw bottoms are stupid and lack any ability to do anything but spread our legs and take loads.

I don’t know what motivates a person to do that. Aside from that, I found that the owner of the site, Zach, not only didn’t understand some parts of what I wrote, but he also got some facts completely confused and wrong. I tried to set the record straight, but he just continued to cry “liar” and I don’t know if he just has some kind of anti-social disorder or if I remind him of and ex and he is taking out his bad relationship rage onto me or what, but I feel sorry for him. Especially since his site is a gay porn review site and its contrary to the theme of the site to go cyber-bashing someone else’s blog post and stating that you believe it to be fiction without any firsthand knowledge or facts to support your theory!

rawTOP is an established gang bang host, we really did meet and both his and my blog are completely accurate and true, from our own unique perspectives. I know there will always be haters, skeptics and hypocritical idiots out there trying to knock me down when I do something most people don’t even dare dream about. I have always approached these blogs that I write as an opportunity to try to translate my experiences into text format so other people can read them and maybe get a feel for what it is like to actually experience it. I am not writing a handbook or suggesting anyone do what I do, but I hope that if someone does follow in my footsteps they take what I say and use that as a source of information to make their experience a good one!

The final update is that I have finally submitted my first homoerotic fiction short story for publication. Yes, I do write fiction of ALL types. No, my previous blog was not one of those works. I have not been published as of yet, besides these handful of blogs and a few poems on poetry.com’s site and those anthologies they publish, which is a scam to get poets to buy their book. Anyways, the Novella has been accepted and is under review by an editor as we speak. I am not necessarily expecting it to be accepted per se, but I am hopeful maybe it will be. It is a rough draft; I wrote it in December and just haven’t had the time to revise it, so I imagine there will be some work to be done before it is published digitally. In any event, it is exciting and I will post an update with more on that when I hear back, probably with a preview excerpt or two.

Sorry this blog has been so long and boring… I hope to get some good experiences over the next few weeks to write about, my manpussy is starting to get hungry!! If anyone in Phoenix is interested in meeting up and helping me feed the monster, SEND ME A MESSAGE! Peace out!

Geo