Last night I was at the gym when this guy came up to me and called me by my name. At first I was kind of lost and didn't know who it was, until he said "its me jay". Jay was the first guy that ever fucked me and i haven't seen him in more than 20 years. We use to live in the same neighborhood. We were really good friends until that night that I turned 13 years old. I had my Birthday party and that night Jay stayed in my house, like he used to stay often and we always shared my bed. He was my best friend and like a brother to me, he knew everything about me and vice versa.

I knew what sex was, but i had never kissed no one, boy or girl. After my parents went to sleep, he turned on the tv and we started watching that awful late night straight soft porn from cable tv (that for a 13 yr and a 14 yr was pretty hot) . He started to jerk off, i just kept looking at his cock. Jay is ablack, a year older than me and his cock was already huge and uncut ( for me at that time a huge cock was anything bigger than my 6 inch cut dick)

He knew i jerk off too, but contrary to him I had not experience a load yet. It was true, I tried jerking off every time I was taking a shower but I wasn't lucky enough to cum yet. while all my friends at school and home where talking about their loads and how sticky or white it was i just pretended to cum, like I was sure a lot of guys did. the only guy he knew the truth was him.

he jerked off while i watch him

suddenly something caught our attention on our soft porn tv show. This girl was making out with two guys and suddenly while she was down on the guys ( they didn't show her actually blowing them) the two guys started to hug and kiss. That was the trigger... we didn't have to say anything else, we started kissing and rubbing our bodies against each other. I felt his warm hard dick touching my skin.

He started licking my body up and down until he went straight down and started to suck my cock. I knew it was bad, I knew it was a sin (hey, I grew up in an evangelical family) but nothing on earth (or hell) felt as good as having Jay going up and down my cock.

-Have you done this before?- I asked him

--Never-- he reply

-let's stop please it feels good but its bad-- I reply. He stopped and moved to the front of the tv, i just turned around and watched the white wall in front of me. I felt him leave the room and return very soon. I felt his body next to mine in bed, I just couldn't look at him. I felt how he took away the blanket that was covering me, how he took of the boxers I had just put on. I felt his warm dick spreading my ass cheeks

He wasn't fucking me, just rubbing his dick against my body. I felt something wet, he got hand soap around his dick to use as lube. He wasn't going to ask for permission to fuck me and really I didn't do anything to stop him. I knew my life was going to change that moment, i knew that as soon as i felt that dick I was officially gay, that everything was confirmed, that guys where more to me than girls, that I had always liked guys but was afraid to admit it.

And I felt him, at first it didn't hurt, i realize he wasn't in, he was still outside hopping me until the lube gave away and he felt my ass. I was there on my back, he on top of me, he wasn't going to pull away, It hurt, I gave a huge bite to my pillow to stop the pain, and he didn't stop, sliding his black dick, deeper and deeper with each movement. Until it was completely in, and then it hurt no more.

I felt something warm and sticky coming out of my dick, I knew what it was, I was cuming for the first time while Jay was fucking my ass. i was just in heaven ( or hell whatever). He fucked me what seemed a long time at that time ( maybe a few minutes), he pulled out and cum in my back, I felt his warm cum all over me. we stayed side by side, I didn't bother to get clean all the cum I had on me (both front and back). He started making fun of me because I cum for the first time. He had the most beautiful smile in his face, the same smile I had in front of me at the gym last night.

He fucked me once more that night, and the next morning, suddenly our friendship had turned from innocent teenage friends, to fuck buddies. Time passed and I realize he was looking for me just to fuck me, he didn't want to be my friend anymore, i was just a piece of ass he used until he got his first girlfriend and he disappear from my life, until last night.

We catch up last night, talked about our lives, he told me he got married, had a daughter and got divorce, and now was in a relationship with a guy, he told me to call him sometime to remember our teenage years.

I´m not gonna call him, he used me...

wait a minute, thanks to him right now I´m a fucking cum slut, fucked it, I will call him and let him breed me.