t was 3 AM, I have been working weird hours lately.

He pinged me on Manhbunt, I asked if he wanted the cum up his hole. He replied with his phone number. 30 Min later he was here. Younger that I thought, around 23, I thought, he was 24, he said. Scruffy, thin, round butt. Not my usual type, but he was there and I am not picky.

We went to my bed, and, as usual, I wanted to start first with his ass, then go ATM, then kissing. He seemed ready, open and moist hole, but he kept squirming and keeping his hole out of reach.

He said he wanted a fucking condom. God fucking damn it. Damn, Damn, DAMN!. This shit really pisses me off. My profile is brutal, honest to the point of being blunt and making some guys block me. Fine. I never use condoms, don't ask me for an exception, you are gonna get blocked, maybe insulted. I am not forcing anybody to have sex with me, but if you choose to come to my place, be aware what you are getting into. The title of my profile is : NOT LOOKING FOR FRIENDSHIP, BAREBACK SEX ONLY. Some stupid bastards think they are so hot and I am so desperate that I will relent. SO I get really, really pissed about that stupid game. I am not muscular or tall, but when pissed off, I can be quite intimidating.

He said he was from his phone, so he could not check the text of the profile, only pics. Lamest excuse ever. He claimed I did not ask to bareback on my messages. I got even more pissed off. That fucking little shit. I yelled at him, deep voice, pulled the fucking phone and showed him the message. Right there it said "I want to cum inside you". I told him to leave right fucking away and stop wasting my time. I handled his clothes, threw them at him, more likely. He was afraid, I could see that, he was also slightly drunk, and he asked me to calm down. I told him to fuck off and leave before I kicked him out. He was on the verge of shaking, I knew. He looked hurt, but I was beyond caring. I just wanted him to fucking go away and stop wasting my time. He threw his clothes in the floor and said "OK".

I looked at him, I nodded, and asked: "Are you sure"? I am poz and I am not on meds, my profile does not say so, but I will always say it if you ask me, plus, it is really absurd to believe I am neg when I state that I do not use condoms ever. If you are concerned about HIV, you should not be barebacking. I did not tell him, and he never asked, he said it was all right. I asked three times if he was sure, he said yes. He was hard now. I put more lube. got in quite easily, he gasped, and I kept talking about raw sex and the many men I had fucked, told him I loved cumdumps and sluts. He freaked out a bit. He had a beautiful tattoo on his back, Arabic script. Then I took my dick out and made him suck it. He did. He did not want to do it again, so I got pissed and forced him to do it. After several rounds of ATM, I came inside him. He said he was too tired, so I left him sleep in. I fucked him half asleep, and fucked him before he left. He was oozing with my cum. He said he would come back.

The tattoo on his back said "This shall pass too", like in that fable. I wonder if that fateful night, he got immersed in a situation that won't pass, as long as he is alive.