This is a true story about my first ever time with a guy. I always knew I was gay and was obsessed with bondage but petrified of catching hiv, it took me until I was 19 to work up the courage to meet a guy. I started chatting to Dave a local dom who eventually I met in a local car park and he drove me to his house. I was so scared and nervous about what will happen yet so excited to suck on my first ever cock. He took me to his bedroom I was so shy but he knew this and slowly started to take my cloths off, he first took my shirt off then pulled out a leather hood and put it over my head, then chained my hands to the hood and started to take my pants off. at this point I was starting to relax a little, once fully naked he put me on the bed head down ass up, he pulled out a wooden paddle and started hitting my balls hard, it was painful but I loved it, he started hitting harder and harder I thought my balls were going to blow their load, then suddenly I felt cold on my ass and I realised he was putting lube on my hole, at this point I started to freak out and said use a condom!! I then felt something slide in my hole but it was cold and I didn't know what it was. He told me to calm down it's just a small dildo so I relaxed a little and let him continue, he then removed the dildo and moved to a larger one that was long maybe 8-10 inches and pushed in, I yelped with pain but he told me to relax I can take it deeper and he was right once I relaxed it sank deeper, then he removed it and I heard a tearing which I knew was a condom I started to relax, I still had a full leather mask on and could not see anything and my hands were still tied to the mask. I then for the first time ever felt a warm hard thick cock slide in my ass, I was so excited but scared, at the time I didn't realise what raw sex felt like but knew his warm cock felt like skin on skin and started to become really scared, he started pounding away I started to tense up and I felt his cock get harder, at this point he was pounding me hard, I started to say stop stop but he kept going I tried to undo my hands but they were locked in place and I felt him start to spasm I knew he was blowing his load and fought harder. He said to calm down and started to remove the mask and I quickly looked at his cock the was no condom I looked around and saw one on the bedside table bit couldn't see if the was sperm in it as he tried to calm me down, I then noticed a red sore on his cock and asked him what it was, he claimed it was from catching his cock in his zip, eventually when I went home I sat in the shower and pushed hard and sure enough his spunk dripped out, I felt sick to my stomach so I went to the clinic and got tested and I was poz for syphilis but still hiv neg. thinking back I love the idea of him breeding my naive ass turning me in to a filthy pig with out me knowing