After I had tested poz, it didnt really bother me much I kinda expected it. Never did like condoms the feel and taste were terrible and for me, by the time i got one on, I was either no longer hard or not able to get hard again with one on.

after lots of trips to my local video arcade and getting fucked by pretty much any cock that pushed its way through the hole, it was nothing new that I had caught something, I remember a few fucks where the guy would actually come into my booth and ask me if they could shoot inside, I never said no. for me it wasnt the feeling of getting fucked i liked or the feeling of a hot load being dumped into my ass, It was all about obidaince and worship

to please whoever this is no matter what they wanted, exluding pain and blood. to be a true whore,slut or a bottom bitch and I have to say i did it well.

it wasnt untill maybe a year later i discovered 'bug chasing' or 'chasers' atfirst I was thinking its probably some kind of joke like an encylipedia dramatica type 'buzzword' and then I found this size (breedingzone) and just reading a few of the fiction stories got me rock hard.

and then it dawned on me, I am now apart of an underground culture that promotes breeding and within weeks I could feel myself switch from the submissive bottom slut that I used to be proud of to a vers top that had yet to fuck anything (male or female). so after lots of talks and teases I finally met my first neg bottom slut.

he was into alot of stuff not vanilla by any means and when we finally hooked up I was nervous, not really knowing what todo since i had 0 experience as a top thankfully he was very verbal about what he wanted "give me your poz seed", "knock my fag pussy up" and finally "breed me" its like a switch went off in my head and we fucked for atleast 15 minutes before I delivered my first poz load into his willing neg ass. It felt amazing and from that point on I made the switch to always top every chance i got, i do still bottom but its very rare now.

Ive got maybe 3 sluts under my belt and I have to say being a top is alot of fun, but there are times where I do miss just being that dumb submissive bottom.