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I grew up in ST Louis but now live in burbs of KC. I became poz about 30 years ago and I became the sober good safe sex guy but after my lover died and then all my poz friends had gone back to barebacking when the new HIV meds came out. Although I have relatively good looks, negative guys would turn me down because I was poz and poz guys just wanted me to give up being sober and bareback anyone anytime. I was confused and horny. My friends in AA said you will met the right guy but it wasn’t happening. I started going to sites like BBRT and Breeding Zone. I finally broke down one night and went back to the baths. It was great to fuck without rubber to feel my cum go down a guy’s ass and to take loads too but now guys were offering me serious drugs. Pot made me goofy but I always fantasized about doing Meth. All the stories in Breeding Zone made it sound incredible but there were also the risks. I finally decided I didn’t care and I hooked up with a guy who was having supplied delivered to house. He wanted to help him slam and I agreed if I could smoke some Tina. He got out the glass cock pipe put a few shards in and lit the torch took a hit and showed me how to do it. Soon I was shotgunning with him and was incredibly horny. I tried to slam him but his veins were bad so his supplier came in and slammed us both. He started to give me the same amount as my new found Tina friend but I told him this was my first time. He slammed with a much smaller dose and then the supplier slammed himself and gave us some extra Tina if we would fuck together. My partner and I agreed and we were up from 7 at night until 4 in the afternoon fucking and fisting. We had Gatorade and lots of water and took some vitamins earlier. I felt tired and had a bit of a headache but I am kicking in big time for the stash next week. I don’t know where this road will go but I am enjoying the ride. I cannot pretend to think I will be a normal user but who knows? http://www.asspig.com/home

It's scarey and then finally the needle is in. http://www.positivelife.org.au/images/560x300/slamming.jpgThe plunger is pulled back to show a good draw of blood. Now that Tina and you have mixed, the plunger is pushed in and you feel the rush building in your vein. You pull the tourniquet and raise your arm: Warmth, Dreaminess, Amazement. Your erotic brain is on and free of needless constraint. You are fully alive and sensual. You are there to be held, to be touched, to be bitten, to be kissed, to be a fierce lover, to be electricity, to be totally on. I am finally alive. That self-critical part of me is finally set far back in the rear of the bleachers to watch but not interfere. I can give myself fully to the moment. When I top, I am both lover and rapist with my partners. I am free to give them all of me or to take everything they want to give me with Tina's permission. Together we fly and we soar. We are Gods of Sex! We are what we were meant to be. We celebrate who we always were and what we were meant to be. http://pnphiker.tumblr.com/post/132805619184

It's scarey and then finally the needle is in. http://www.positivelife.org.au/images/560x300/slamming.jpgThe plunger is pulled back to show a good draw of blood. Now that Tina and you have mixed, the plunger is pushed in and you feel the rush building in your vein. You pull the tourniquet and raise your arm: Warmth, Dreaminess, Amazement. Your erotic brain is on and free of needless constraint. You are fully alive and sensual. You are there to be held, to be touched, to be bitten, to be kissed, to be a fierce lover, to be electricity, to be totally on. I am finally alive. That self-critical part of me is finally set far back in the rear of the bleachers to watch but not interfere. I can give myself fully to the moment. When I top, I am both lover and rapist with my partners. I am free to give them all of me or to take everything they want to give me with Tina's permission. Together we fly and we soar. We are Gods of Sex! We are what we were meant to be. We celebrate who we always were and what we were meant to be. http://pnphiker.tumblr.com/post/132805619184

This is the story about how I became HIV poz. My boyfriend and I just broke up. So he ask me to see him one more time at his house. I said yes mostly because even though I don't wanted to be with him anymore I still liked him... A lot. When I got there he ask me if we can have sex one last time. I could never denied him that because he has the bet dick ever and I really needed to be fucked. Then he ask if we could make a threesome with a friend of his. His friend came out of the bedroom and he was gorgeous: great muscles, strong arms and huge cock. So I just melt. We started regularly: We got naked, I suck their cocks, they took turns. Then his friend took me by the hair and asked: What do you want me to do? I said just fuck me, fuck me hard. Then he said: I don't think you are ready for what I want to do. That just turn me on even more. So I said (big mistake?): Do what ever you want to me. Then he said: If you say "yes", you can never say no until I'm finished with you. Of course I said: JUST DO IT! Then he throw me to the floor and 5 other guys came out naked from the bedroom. I didn't know what to do. I was son scared and excited at the same time that I just stood there in the floor, naked and eager. I tried to escape but they grabbed and pined me to the floor. Then one of they tied my hands to my back and they started. Then they put me face down and one of then just stuck his massive cock in my ass without mercy. Another one grab my hair and order me to open my mouth. Then the fuck my face so rough I almost throw up. He look directly to my eyes and slap me. He said: if u throw up I'm gonna kill you. Then he slap me again and continued shoving his cock into my mouth while the other one tore my ass. They took turns fucking my ass and my face with such rage that I was screaming and crying. Then the guy who was fucking my ass started groaning and I could feel his warm milk filling my insides. When he finished he came to my front and put his cock in my mouth. "Clean it, bitch", ha said, and shoved it deep into my mouth. I tasted his cum and my ass. Meanwhile, the others started taking turns to do the same thing. They just filled my hole and then came to my mouth to feed me with the rest. When they were all done they started kicking me while I begged for mercy. Then they tied a rope around my neck and drag me to the hall. There they make me drink their piss. And when I couldn't swallowed more piss they just drench me. After that they let me lying there, crying. My ex boyfriend came and said: Know you have what you deserve. You have been infected with HIV and I hope you die, fucking slut. He untied my hands and I took my clothes. When I was driving home with all that cum into my ass and just smiled thinking about the real pleasure I had just discovered.