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After many years of not being safe and testing neg for those years, I was told I am now POZ. After the initial scare and shock that was the first couple days I realized that now, I can finally fulfill fantasies I've had, without those fucking condoms. I'm bi, and a bottom, and I absolutely love to let men, alone or in groups, fuck my hole for their use and pleasure. And now, I can do it the way I want it. All bareback, and all their loads inside me. Thanks to the first guy that fucked me hard, used my hole, and proceeded to drain his balls deep inside me...I knew I liked it. I learned I LOVED it when I rolled off the bed and his cum was leaking out and down my leg. So he did the exact same thing 2 more times that night. I became a slut, not only for cock, but for raw cock and their loads inside me. I would ask guys, bare or safe. They say safe, I say bye.. They say bare, I ask, in me or on me. If they say anything other than in me I tell them to reconsider. If they don't change their mind, I find or call a top that is happy to fuck me raw and dump his loads in me. I realized a long while ago that my purpose in my sexual life was to be a "guy" that's sole purpose was to please men, let them fuck me bareback, and leave their seed deep inside me. I knew at that time that I'd do what they want. I've worn lingerie for so many men, at their request, so they could "use a sissy slut bottom". Other men will have me strip just inside their door, shower and prep my fuckhole for him, or him and his friends, if the like. If a men make feel like I was used to my ability. If they pull out and I have a pool of cum at the base of my ass, or running out and down over my balls. If during their fucking of me they referred to me as a slut, faggot, or sissy, they didn't win my heart...they won my hole for them to use as much as they want. I also like to be "put on display" for people to watch while I get used. Adult bookstores and theaters are wonderful places for that, and others can join in. I typically go into a booth and strip to nothing, leaving the door cracked so they can look in and see that I am available. I absolutely love to see what size and color cock is going to pop through the gloryhole next. I don't just suck em, I lube the first one up, bend over and back up to it at the hole. I've recently began to do a little pnp. In a home, with other guys or tops. It makes me feel like I can take on every cock that comes my way. I want them all regular white cock all the way up to massive black cock. Mmmm, BBC! Before any of them start playing with me, I get us on to a couple webcam sites, 3 at the same time. I let the people watching know what I'm going to do, and how the guys are going to do it. Then it happens. Suddenly we have up to 1k of people between the 3 sites watching me offer myself up to men, sometimes being fucked so hard it looks violent. Seeing the comments of me being a slut make me happy. They see it and know it, they didn't even get to fuck me. Love cam stuff, being watched and showing off. Every time works for me. Some of those times were played safe because the top wanted it. Not anymore. Now that I have this lil bug, that rubber is worthless. So now my fantasies have been altered. I will do the same as before in the bookstores. However, I'll take a friend or a top, and they will inform the men that there are absolutely no condoms allowed inside me. Just raw, bare, hard cocks pumping their baby batter deep inside me with each thrust. The one I really want to happen is my first trip to a bath house. I'll get a room for a day or night, maybe the weekend. The door will be left open with a sign that reads "POZ slut bottom, no condoms, no pulling out. Cum inside, pull out, and let the next guy in." The want to make that happen is so great I have to decide on Chicago or Indianapolis for the bath house. Then a craigslist ad, party info on A4A, or BBRT to get the real men in there and in me who aren't afraid to use a slut bottom like me. I have some things to plan now

been barebacking for about 3 months and am ready to take the next step. I am looking for a top or two to tag and use and breed me until I am poz. I am into anything and want to make sure they guys is toxic when he explodes deep inside of me. Wanna chat about it on the phone. Call me! Looking now right out side NYC and can travel.

So, after high school I entered the Army. Tough time for a confused young man. Like I noted in part I, the military was very anti-gay at the time. Doing anything that would reveal my tendencies would have created major problems; they were still doing Article 15's for homosexuality, then. And it was tough, too. So many good looking guys! Then when I was 20 I got shipped to Germany. Oh boy. First, the barracks were old, former German Army barracks from WWII, which meant communal showers. There I am, every morning after calisthenics with 30 other swinging dicks. Some mornings it was all I could do not to pop wood. But the best thing about Germany was the porn. This is 1985, VHS is the height of consumer video and the Internet? But there were tons of porno theaters! And the types of porn were....comprehensive, at least to my beginner's eyes. Gay porn was very popular and no one wore condoms. Watersports were often part of the "plot" of any given film and, as far as I can tell, the Germans pioneered shaved genitals. I was in heaven and spent as much of my free time as possible "on the economy", sitting in darkened porno theaters, jerking off. That's where I had my first real gay experience, when an older man came over, sat down next to me, reached over and jerked me off. I soon learned the rules and customs of these places: mutual masturbation was OK, oral sex in the bathrooms only. I sucked two or three dicks a night, two or three times a week on a good week, usually less but as much as I could! Eventually, this guy I'd blown a few times invited me to a private club (I spoke OK German by then). It was like a bath house, really but I didn't know much about them. Anyway, that's where I had my first anal. Yes, it hurt and, yes, I did it twice that night. Paid for a week while my bunghole bled slightly for four days and was sore the whole time but by the end of the week I was ready for more. I spent the rest of my tour in Germany pretty much having sex as often as I could, bareback of course. Looking back, this was when HIV was really starting to be a problem and it's a wonder I didn't catch anything. Drunks and fools, I guess.... Got out of the Army in '87, got a job and was going to school part time. I was very busy with my life for the next two years and except for some light flirting with a couple guys in school I went back to solo action, with the addition of some toys, magazines and videos. It was a 2 year dry spell, especially compared to my time in Germany! I was still conflicted about being gay. I was 24 and closeted and still trying to convince myself I liked women. I often wish I hadn't been raised in such a conservative environment. My early life would have been much different if I could have come out as a teen. I definitely wouldn't have gotten married.

Been a Thursday night around 7pm, I had started my quest to decide on my options for Friday night. Checking on BBRT and the many local gay bars web sites for what was on. Another option was one of the four sex clubs in town. As I weighted the options I found that the BrisBears was hosting there annual Bear Run. And the Friday night event was an underwear party. Straight away my mind was made up that was the place to go. Come Friday morning I had decided on what exactly I was going to wear to the underwear party. I was going to wear my Addicted Jockstrap with the red pouch and lace up front as there was a gap between the pouch and lacing for easy access as well as good access to my rear entry. Plus id put on my harness with the chains for extra joy and usage as it didn’t come out of the cupboard that much. Soon I was of to work but the only thought was of the night to come. The day seemed to fly past and soon it was three and time to head home. Been only a short distance from work had its advantage. I was home ten minutes later and as soon as I walked into my bedroom my gear was coming off and I stripped right down to nothing and made my way to the ensuite. Once in there I turned the shower to let the water flow and get it to the right temp. As I planned to douche my hole of any remaining contents for the night ahead. Having been in the shower some forty minutes I was now confident me was clean fully inside and out. I then groomed my hair and beard and quickly headed back to the bedroom. Lying on the bed I soon had the laptop up and running beside me and got onto the web. Longing into all the sites I checked out what activity was on before I posted an ad. Thankfully there were a few ads up. So I sent off the messages to the ad placers and soon had my replies. After only a few messages and shared details of what one would be wearing tonight and wear one would be found in the venue for the night. It was now about five when I got everything ready to take for the night. I still didn't need to get dressed as I still had an hour or so before id have to catch the train in to town at seven. It was perfect. I went and got myself a cider and rolled a joint to have before heading off. After a few sips of the cider the joint was lite. As everything around me mellowed I thought id do one quick more thing before the night started. I'd just go scrub my hole some as it made the sex feel greater. Having done that for twenty minutes my hole was feeling great and ready. Then I realised id have to get ready so got into all my gear and clothing put everything else in the sling bag that goes round my waist. All set I made it to the train station just before seven so caught the train on time and was heading into the city. Seven twenty the train pulled into the city station. I went up and out of the station heading up the hill to the pub it was been held at. It was now seven thirty seven as I walked into the bar making a beeline for the bar to get a drink. Soon I was wondering around catching up with familiar faces having a chat but my calling was in the downstairs bar. I proceeded down and paid the entry into the underwear party. Went to the cloak room got my clothes off and handed my bag of clothing in for the night fitting my sling bag round my waist I went and caught up with friend’s id seen. Soon in hand I had my next drink and was ready for a bit of a wonder. I headed out to the smoking area. To find it was empty. Perfect time to drop one of the pills i'd brought in. so having the drink and popped the pill. I had a smoke before going back in. the crowd had doubled and I now saw the guys id messaged in BBRT. Having a chat with the guys it was agreed that we would start playing in an hour in the dark room and where we would bump into each other. With the knowledge in hand I went to my friends and chatted for a good thirty minutes. This and that nothing as exciting as what id is up to later. I then left to have a smoke before I ventured into the darkroom. As my eyes adjusted could pick up the silhouettes of those already in there. The smell of sex vibrant in the darkness. I made my way to the meeting spot a small enclave across from the only toilet in there. Getting myself ready, out of the sling bag I took a bottle of poppers and let the buzz of everything take my pig side on an adventure. I wasn’t waiting very long when the first cock arrived rubbing him up in his underwear the cock grew feeling its length press in my hand. As he pulled into the darkness I got down before him and pulled his cock out. The taste was of dried spit and lube from an earlier event. Grabbing my head I went all the way down to his base and reflexed on his cock having it slide down further my throat. As I came up a good amount of slick gag spit coated the cock I braced myself one hand on the wall for support and the other reaching for the cock to guide it to the hole. As soon as his cockhead had passed the ass lips there was a thrust forward as he slide his cock in my chute. For a good two minutes without any words my hole was been fucked raw. The newly scrubbed hole was in rapture as the cock sensitized my insides. The hard fast thrusts slowed into long more deliberate deep stroking. I muttered my joy not been heard over the music been played, as I reached down to rub my hardening cock. The trusts became urgent and I felt a warmth flood my hole. Letting it slide from my hole I turned and cleaned the cock of the seed on it his cock was hardening again and this time I was pushed out of the enclave so my head would be seen. He took his position and this time when his head found the hole with one ramming thrust he sailed his cock up my hole. A new joy flooded me as he fucked my hole with earnest. My head was now pointing to entrance of the enclave and I could hear his words “Fuck yeah, you like the dirty seed” followed more intensely “i'm going to fill your gut with this toxic seed” my ass was now in complete joy. Grabbing his cock with my ass lips firmly as he pulled out and letting cock ram back into me. “Sweet Pig, yeah fucking milk that cock” and with a few more thrusts in our union. He cried out “FUCK” as I felt his balls tighten into his hard cock; the explosion in my ass was torrents this time. He pulled out as soon as he was done shooting the toxic seed. This time though as he stood I had to catch my balance and as I got up and turned there was a slap on my ass. “Good pig” was said as he walked by. “I’ll tell them you’re ready” as he walked off. I moved a little closer to the only open window and pushed my butt back. As I got an inhale of fresh air I felt the next cock. It was average but leaning to a good size in girth. As I felt the run up and down my crack the cold steel of the PA could be felt. I gave a slight buck up so the cock would rub a bit harder for my hole and give the signal to put it in. As he guided the head up my hole I could feel the protrusion of the PA hard on my anal walls. Felt so good. That I moaned my joy. Soon we found a rhythm together with him driving in his cock and the PA with my grasping as he thrust in. A few whispers “I’ve been wanting to breed your hole for so long” “Damn you’ve got a good hole pig” and with a few more thrust he moaned his joy in a growl. Feeling the new deposit of seed gushing into my hole. His wet cock hadn’t even slipped from my hole when the next cock was there ready to go in. brushing on my ass as they shifted places. I heard “Did you load” as the music came through and I didn’t here the rest of what was said. Then I heard “yup filled him good with it” and with that the next cock went sailing in. The guy was hung. Probably close to ten inches id say and he was good in the girth department. As he pounded away at what was feeling like a very sloppy hole. I took an inhale of the poppers snorting up both nostrils and doing over. I got a red haze in my eyes and as I surrendered to the pillaging my hole was taking now. My eyes closed shut to focus on all the emotions I was experiencing. With each moment I was seeing myself as if I was recording. My body moving forwards and back on his cock. My butt grinding down as he thrust in and letting him glide right to his head before gripping and feeling the cock race up me again and stop “fuck” came from the guy inside me and this time as he pulled out a few dribbles of the seed ran down from my open crack to my balls in the jock. As he stood and took a breath. I got down and sucked his cock clean of the cummy mess on it. My eyes now well adjusted to the darkness I saw the biohazard tattoo on his cock. As soon as he was limp and clean he left. I got up and followed him out but as he went to the smoking area I went on to the bar to get another drink. I found out it was now almost 10:45pm as I stood at the bar chatting to one of my friends. I soon saw a guy I knew to be toxic in the crowd. We’d chatted before but hadn’t met because of the distance between us. He was from another city. I soon decided that I need to go for a smoke and as I got out there I bumped into the four I had agreed to play with. Leaning into the pack leader I told him “I’d be out in the room again at the agreed spot”. He said “They hadn’t been in yet” and proceeded with “We will follow you in when your done here”. Having the drink and smoke my brain rushed with the events of the night so far. I was full of seed and felt better than ever at my actions to totally only bareback. As I got out a joint I thought it be a good time to also take the next ecstasy tablet. Though this was going to be shafted up my hole in amongst the seed I’d gotten. I got into the very darkest corner of the smoking room. And got the tablet out. Licking my finger to press the tablet onto it. As the tablet found its holding place on my finger I took it out of the bag and reached back. My hole was slick of the small amount of cum that had run out. Pushing the ecstasy tablet deep into my open full hole and quickly returning my cum covered fingers to my mouth for cleaning. I then made it to the other corner to light the joint. Soon as I was done with the joint, a friend id chatted to earlier come in and told me a surprise visitor had come and I needed to go see him. With that I got dragged out and to the bar to meet the surprise. As soon as I was there had a quick chat and I looked around the bar area. All niceties done I excused my self and had a glass of water and went straight to the dark room. I found the place was full and proceeded to cruise around. As my eyes again readjusted to the dark. I found a grizzly looking bear near the solitary toilet and basin. Giving him a bit of a tug he grabbed my head and pushed me down I got on all fours took a hit of amyl. And proceeded to taste his cock, it was stale but in my heightened joy I was enjoying this stubby cock and it tight foreskin. As his head came out the taste of dick cheese flooded my senses. I so went right down on the cock savouring the dirtiness of the cock in my mouth. A groaning sound came from above as I sucked him for a while. Then like a lap dog I was drinking a torrent of hot piss. As I continued my sucking. His stream coming to an end he’d squirt the last shots of piss into my throat. Moaning as I cleaned the cock of the events. He finally spoke “Damn pig, that’s toxic piss you just had” “hope you like it”. I moaned one final time as his limp dick went from my mouth. Getting up I now saw the four guys had gathered round me. And we shuffled all into the enclave. As they circled me one on each side one in front and one at the rear I knew what was about to happen. I opened the bottle of poppers blew into it to make it vaporise. Placing it on the floor. I then squatted to the right height. The first cock came from behind and plunged my gapping seeded hole. It felt good in thickness but wasn’t long. The second cock slapped against my face and I opened my mouth to take the cock before me. It was a meaty cock and uncut. As I sucked on the cock slowly rocking myself between the two cocks I was now between. The aroma of the amyl now filled our section. My piggy ness rose and I was now gobbling and slamming back on the other cock. A daze filled the spot and I closed my eyes. Seeing a red body before me and feeling the heat from the one behind. I was totally enjoying myself when the inevitable happened the cock I was sucking started to erupt a moan came from above and my ass again clasped onto the cock inside me. Warmness was now flooding my hole as the last drops dribbled from the cock down my throat. The guy behind cried “Fuck” as it was audible over the music. Soon both cocks had slipped from there mounts and I was spun around. To service the next to guys. The smell of manly sex had filled the room. The popper still on the floor aromatised the area. I got into position and squatted between the two, this time the first cock came from in front while the second rubbed his cock on my spillage near my gapping hole. Soon though there was an almighty ram forward into my hole by the second cock and as I sailed forward a bit the cock in my mouth went sailing into my cum lined throat. Again I started to rock between the two my ass slamming back on one then go right down on the other with my mouth. The mood was good and for ten minutes I was blissfully thinking about the loads I still was going to take. The two guys that had just used me prior still stood in place. But had squatted down, to talk dirty to me. “Yeah pig you like those dirty poz loads don’t ya” by one of them followed by “more to come yet I think” from the other. They both got up and both talked to the two I was enjoying at the same time in a spit roasting. It wasn’t audible the music drowned out what they were saying. As I moaned a little in my recklessness. And the joy I was having. The guy fucking my hole ramped up his thrusting and as he splattered my lined cum chute. He came to stabbing and abrupt shove. And stood there rammed up my hole. I had now gone sailing down the cock in my mouth. My throat feeling the pulse of his cock he shot down my throat in torrents and stopped after a minute. Pulling him self out. The other guy had long since slipped out of my hole and headed off. I though was again spun. Wedged between the earlier thick hung uncut cock and the thick stub. I wasn’t really in position when I felt the grab on my harness pulling me back onto the thick cock and having it slide up my cum dump of a hole. I stubbled down into position as the music stopped. “Fuck” I moaned and then I had the thick stub in my mouth. With the music off the three of us where hedonistic. They’d tell me things about there loads as I got rocked and pounded in both ends. It felt like ages without the music. Both of them seemed to also be synced. They came out with the same words “Pig you sure know how to take a poz load in ya” the guy behind added ”your going to be a good poz pig one day”. With that I felt things ramp up between us. I was furiously sucking the cock I had in my mouth when the shots of cum went down my throat. My head was held in place on that cock as the guy behind me picked up his movements. Soon he cried “your holes going to get it tonight” and as his cock shot up into my stomach he said allowed “Fuck drain those balls of there toxic seed” as his movement stopped and the short stabbing movements he made came to an end a warm sensation was running down from my hole. His cock slipped from my hole and as I got up to turn for the next load. The two i'd just sucked and taken another load from. Both moved away. The guy with the thick uncut member said a few words as he passed by “thanks. That’s a mighty good hole you have pig” and “hope you enjoy the gift we are sharing with you. My cock was now rock hard constrained by the cock ring I wore and the jocks I was in. I felt my hardness through the jocks and found that they were soaked in my own precum. Bending over stroking my wet jocks. I picked up the bottle of poppers and lifted it to my nose for another inhale. The last cock in the group was rubbing my cum lined hole. When I pushed back on it. I soon was bracing my hands against the wall when the guy driving his cock in me cried out “what a fucking sweet hole you have” followed by “can’t wait to dump my toxic load in there” the music came on and soon all noise in the back was muffled again, I could feel my hole been slammed in deeper and soon the shuddering and grinding halt of his cock thrusts told me he was seeding my cum dump cunt with a toxic load. I straightened myself by getting up as his cock slipped from my full hole, with that me left putting the cap on the aroma as I put it away in the sling bag. I left the darkroom more for a break and to get some fluids. I was dripping like a faucet with the amount of sweat running from me. I headed to the bar got a drink. And then went round to get my phone from the cloak room. I soon was out back having a smoke and found id gotten a message on growlr from a pic less profile. The message read “i’m looking for fun” and I replied “so am I”. I now saw the time was about 2.15am and as I was having another smoke I saw the guy that I really wanted to load my hole next go in the dark room. I quickly knocked back the half full bourbon and coke and had the last of the smoke. I made my way into the darkroom. As I did so I put the phone in my sling bag. Got the popper out and walked into the dark abyss again. I soon found the guy was only just ahead and was position him self next to the table along the wall. I did a bit of a circle where id had sex earlier before going for the mark I wanted. I soon was in front of the big beast I wanted. I had been waiting ages to finally see his cock in real glory. As I went down and started to suck I found his cock came to its full size. His uncut foreskin pulling over a giant mushroomed head. I took a hit of the amyl and went down and sucked on this cock. I could taste the ass juices of the holes he had earlier on it as well as the dry cum. I soon stood and giving the big bear a kiss I turned and bent over holding his cock in position, I made an almighty push back on his cock. Having it sail up me. He certainly was better hung than the pics had shown. He was nine inches in length and id say he had a girth of over nine inches. Impaling myself to the base of his cock I felt a tear of joy run down my cheek. I couldn’t help myself in that moment. The whole night had been coming to this point. I cried out in joy as his tool rammed inside me. And moaned with each time he’d slam his length into me. For the next five minutes it was all the same then as he grabbed the ring in the back of my harness I was been pulled back hard onto his cock each time. As his moaning escalated in the dark at the pounding I was been given he finally let out some words “Fuck what a hole” “I’m going to enjoy breeding this” and with that I know felt him grip my hips and my ass became a gapping hole for the pile driving I was getting from the cock burrowed inside my hole. After a minute of this I was pulled violently down ion the cock. I had a shudder run through me as an amazing sensation filled me. His cock had started shooting his load and I was having torrents of cum fill my gut deeper than ever before. The pounding had slowed and as the moan from behind came through I rammed myself back down on the cock to savour the moment of the amount of seed id taken. Been let go by the harness I slowly came of his thick tool squeezing his head out to keep the spunk inside and stood up right. I then left the dark room and thought id check what the time was. It was 2.40am. So I quickly went to the cloak room to get my clothing. I was dressed rather quickly and thought I needed to make a move. There was one place I wanted to still go. But I needed to make a quick move. As I left the venue and had walked a block I came to the seven eleven store and ducked into it and got a drink. As I walked out and opened the drink. Taking a gulp to quench the thirst I had. My phone buzzed with a new message. It was the guy from earlier with an invitation to play in his hotel room. I replied I was just up the road and would be back in five minutes. Having a smoke and finishing the drink I walked back to the bar I got a message again this time showing me who I was going to play with. I soon realized it was the same guy id taken my last load of and been excited my pace picked up and I soon was at the hotel. Lighting a smoke I waited for him to come down and literally only a drag or two in he came out the door and joined me and we had our smoke together chatting away. We were done and I was shown the way to the hotel room. When we got inside he told me his partner would be joining us and I again got excited another three way. What better way to end the night. I was soon naked in the room stripped of all my clothing. Lying on the bed in a 69 position having my hard cock sucked by the big bear. As I also devoured his monster meat again. Through the door came his partner a hot otter type. He dropped the towel from his waist and joined us on the bed id stopped sucking the big meaty uncut cock. And was now just stroking it allowing the partner to suck his daddy bears cock. Soon though the big bear got up. And had me position myself with my ass over the edge of the bed. The otter got in front of me and as I leaned into to suck his average sized cut cock. The big bear said “he’s already lubed” and with that he guided his fatting cock into my cummy hole. I started to suck the otter as I felt the big cock slide its full length in. a bit of amyl was no shared between us all and we broke into motion. I furiously sucked on the otters cock. While the big bear rammed my sloppy hole. My cock had reacted to the joys of this event. I was bursting with precum. And I was constrained in the cock ring. My cock bulging and flaring with each movement as I sucked and was been filled. I came up of the otters cock to show him my hard on. He positioned his arse in front of me and as I guided to his hole. The thrust of the big bear had me sailing up the otters cum lined hole. “fuck” came from all three of us as we now got into a movement. The big bear stood still allowing me to move my hips and thrust back and forward on his cock. In doing so I was thrusting up the otter’s raw hole. It went on for ages in this position. Hard slamming and ridding cock. Soon we had more of the amyl and our lusting increased. Our paced had picked up and I knew I was very close to blowing The next hit of the popper sent me over the edge. “Take my seed” I exclaimed before I said “Fuck” as my load exploded from my tightening balls and into the otter’s hole. It felt like I was draining my whole sack load. Still shooting the orgasm I was having made my ass grip on to the big bears cock and he to moan. I felt his hot load flooding my gut and it was massive. “Fuck” the big bear cried. The otter spoke “churn that load in me” so as I started to rock my hips again my ass taking the big bears still draining nuts and my cock sailing into the otters hole. Out of pure pig delight I was surrendering to the moment. First pile driving my cock up the cum chute of the otter. Whilst also as I rocked back and impaled myself on the big bear. Soon under the pressure of the pounding the otter screamed. “I can’t take too much more of this”. And as I slammed in and he hit my hips the otter collapsed and sprawled out as he came of my cock. Laying there on the bed with a gapping hole. The big bear looked over at his partner than pulled me back. “He’ll be happy” he whispered in my ear. Soon he had me over the bed and I felt the inner joy. I was now just having the one cock to focus on and my did we go at. The otter had fallen asleep sprawled out. The big bear and I kept changing positions on the bed. And soon with my ass up in the air and been rolled into a ball the big bear was impaling my hole. Every driving thrust left my hole gapping the sound of the cum squishing. Soon the big bear drove into my hole and as I looked at him and he into me. The biggest load was been fired into my stomach. It just kept going for two minutes. When he lifted his cock and sank it back into my hole. I was still feeling him oozing his load in. I and the big bear sat and chatted for a while. Eventually the otter had regained himself and the big bear asked if he wanted a final load. The otter looked at me and grinned. ”Try and stop me” “This guy knows how to fuck” and with that we got into position. I needed a bit of coaxing but it didn’t take long. The big bear was behind me and had planted his cock up my hole. Tweaking my nipples. My cock soon was hard again. As the otters hole lined up for my cock. I thrusted forward. Going into his gapping hole. The feeling from behind was the sizable cock from the big bear slipped out and as I thrust back onto his cock. It caught my ass lips before hitting its mark. Soon I was thrusting into the otter’s hole and slamming myself back on the big bears cock. I was the only one moving and my speed was picking up. Slamming forward and driving back the sweat was pouring of me. After ten minutes the otter screamed out ”I’m fucking Cumming” and as his hole grasped onto my cock. And me thrusting back and forwards I soon to was shooting my load in the otter’s hole. The big bear moaned in approval as he to started shooting in my gut for the last time. All connected and slumping on each other the intense orgasm we all had together my cock was still been milked of the load I shot. The big bear cried out “fuck that’s drained my big poz balls” We soon found ourselves all still joined in a huge cuddle. “Fucking glad we scored you for the end of the night” the big bear exclaimed. I turned and said “Thanks for inviting me” “I've been needing that so much” as we untangled and caught our breaths. I realised id have to get dressed and make a move home. Getting dressed the big bear said he come out for a smoke before I left. Dressed and ready I and the big bear went to the smoke garden above the hotel rooms. We chatted for a good while some thirty minutes or so. And as I got up from the chair and the big bear heading to his room. I turned and gave him a big hug and kiss. With that I went down stairs and headed out to the street. Calling the cab company and making a pick up booking. I looked at the time it was 5.35am and the sun was coming out. As my cab arrived and I gave him where I was going. I got a message from the big bear. Thank you so much. I’ve waited a long time to breed you pig. I hope you enjoyed my cock and the seed I gave you. I waited the twenty minutes of the ride home in the cab. I was exhausted but also wanting to enjoy this seed inside my gut. When I got in the door to home I finally shook of and replied. “Truly thanks. Had you not messaged I would of ended up at one of the cruise clubs. That just made my night”. Putting my phone on charge I decided to have another joint. As I had the joint I could only think of the cum in my gut and that I needed to work it into my gut more. The joint finished and a fresh buzz as I had a smoke after. I could feel my calling to play with the poz seed in me. I was in my room and though I felt like riding my toys I decided the best thing would be to scrub my hole. Grabbing the toilet brush id bought just for that reason. I lubed my hole and the brush and positioned it. Soon I had all the bristles in my hole and was overjoyed at what I was doing. It had been the greatest night of cum taking id ever had and I was finishing it off properly by working that poz cum into my ass walls with the toilet brush. Who knows but hoping that night is the night I got converted. Will I know? Guess I’m going to have to wait and see what develops, whether I get sick or not. But I definitely know I so much enjoy been a bug chaser for poz loads. Looking forward to my next lot of poz loads.

OK so Mr. Craigslist and I met another 3 or 4 times over the duration of my stay, the routine was almost the exact same every time, and I got to know him as a very nice and generous guy. However, I thought seeing as I'm in New York I should try something I never done before. Go to a gay bar. Now I wouldn't have ever considered myself part of the gay scene, I never went to a gay bar, don't dance to club music, and never listened to Liza Minnelli. Just not my thing. I also had a misconception about this being the kind of audience a gay bar caters to, shame on me. I'm not effeminate and don't look for that in a sexual partner. Every hook-up I've ever had up until this point had been organised online. Using the internet, I decided to look for any bars in the city that'd cater to my interest generally older, bear/daddy types(at least that's what it was at that time) and found Ty's. This sounds good, this'll be my first place to visit. Well, to say I was a nervous wreck would be an understatement. I must have walked past the place 3 or 4 times before I went in, I was terrified. Go figure, the guy who wasn't nervous in the slightest to meet a stranger from craigslist is scared to go into a bar full of people in a well lit street. Whatever the logic, this was the case. But I built up the courage put my head down and walked in. TY's Ty's is a small neighbourhoodly bar on Christopher's street that generally caters to older clientèle, everything about it is great. Friendly staff, customers, funny and welcoming locals and in a perfect location, Greenwich Village. I went in on a Wednesday, quite night, so it wouldn't be too over whelming. I went up to the bar where there was a free stool in between a bear and a daddy(perfect position ) The bear immediately introduced himself to me and made reference to what I was wearing, not being appropriate. I had only a jacket and it was freezing outside, it must have been the end of March, but it was cold as hell. I didn't have a big coat to pack with me because Ireland's version of hot and cold, is probably mild in America. Luckily the bar was nice and toasty, but even if it hadn't been. Mr. Bear began rubbing my arms and shoulders. "Tanks" I said dropping the (h) from "Thank You" as us Irish often do. "You're Irish?". Suddenly a few people turned away from the TV to talk to me. They noticed I was the youngest in the bar by a good few years, many began asking me questions like "Are you lost?" as well as telling me about bars where there were people more my age group. I'm 25, but I started to feel like a little kid. I was getting all this attention for the first time, never quite had it before. It was great! I engage as many people as I could in conversation but I was really being bombarded by these lovely people. "This is God's waiting room, you know that?" I laughed at this remark. It had come from the Daddy to my right. Short white hair and a grey goatee, broad but short, friendly and funny. We chatted for a while about an assortment of topics before it got to sex. We talked about what we were both into and he called himself a bit of a pig. I had a hard time picturing this because the guy I was talking to seemed quite sweet. He mentioned The Eagle as being a place to go if I was looking for sex "or there's always my apartment" he said jokingly. "Ok" I said, I could tell he was taken aback slightly. I don't think he expected me to be quite so up for sex. We finished our drinks and caught a taxi heading to his place. His apartment was big and expensive looking, near the financial district towards the south of the Island. We went into his room and he took his shirt off and to my surprise I had realised he had been hiding a rather muscular physique. I felt as if I should be doing some push-ups or something. Then after whipping his boots and socks he beckons me over "C'mere boy" his tone of voice had changed completely, no longer was he a happy-go-lucky bar goer, he sounded gravelly and ready to pounce. I walk over and knelt down in from of the bulge behind those jeans. He unzipped, takes out his cock, and I greet it with a kiss immediately. He puts one hand on the back of my neck and the other on the top of my head and begins to guide my face closer and closer, until his cock is in my throat and my nose is inside his jeans, buried in his fresh pubes. Then he starts to thrust. The callouses on his hand(presumably from lifting weights) rub against the back of my neck and make me tingle, I remember that feeling like it was yesterday. I'm forever remembering little quirks like that, those are things I tend to enjoy most. At this point he's thrusting his hips forward, I'm swallowing back spit and massaging his cock head at the same time, he seems to enjoy that. After a while of fucking my face he takes his jeans off and lies back on the bed. "Lick Daddy's ass boy" I oblige, it's one of my favourite activities, his hole smells clean but it's sweaty. I imagine him sitting on that bar stool for all those hours and me cleaning Daddy's sweat, and making him feel good. I take turns licking his ass and sucking his cock and balls, using my tongue like a blind man's stick. Never lifting it from his skin. "Yeah boy, you daddy's little pig?" I nod "Uh huh" is all I can mumble with a mouth full of dick. "Get on yer back" I lay on my back. He yanks me by both ankles so my ass is in the air and I'm all folded up "Mmm hmm" He squeezes my ass cheeks while stretching them apart, then he spits on my hole. At this point I'm in heaven, his strength really impressed me, where did this beast come from? He stand on the bed and mounts me, I hold his ankles for balance. His cock plunges down into my hole, one dip, all the way to the balls. It hurts enough to take my breath away. "Take it" I think, he's in so the worst is over. Then he transforms from a human man with sex on his mind, into a fucking jackhammer. This guy's hips had a motor in them, I'm convinced! He fucked me like he was drilling for oil, I got shivers, I felt sick, then I felt like I was going to cum. Thank God his cock was average in size, because any bigger and he'd have split me in two. After about two or three minutes of him pounding my guts, he switches my over to doggy, and continues at the same pace. He had some stamina. He hooked me in some kind of full nelson and let me have it, then noise and feeling of his balls slapping my ass was incredible. "Where do you want me to come boy?" "Where ever you want" I reply in a shallow breath. He pulled out, came on my hole, then stuffed it back in to squeeze out the last few drops. Fantastic. I fell asleep in his arms. Stonewall What an odd night this was. I had been to Ty's a few times now and was making friends with the locals. "Why don't you check out Stonewall?" says a new acquaintance. "Why not?" I thought, I had already been briefed on it's history and it's only down the street. So I go down to see what all the fuss is about. Stonewall is a lot closer to what my preconceived idea of a gay bar was, tacky music, flaming queens all that jazz. I sit up at the bar. The barman, a middle-aged very touchy, very friendly man serves me a beer, and popcorn of all things. I started chatting to a guy who tells me he's an author. If I had a dollar for every author I met in New York. He kind of looked like Val Kilmer actually. Anyway after a drink or two, the barman is pushing us closer together, forcing our heads towards each other trying to make us kiss, which we do. As we are making out the barman puts Val's hand on my cock through my jeans. "This is so odd" I thought, I had heard of barmen playing cupid, but it was as if he was looking for a show. I ask him if he want's to hook up. He tells me he can't as he has a boyfriend. I'm not fussed as he isn't really my type. He leaves. I finish my drink and think of doing the same after I head to the toilet. when I get back there are two girls beside my chair I go to pick up my jacket. One of the girls(very attractive) pinches my cheek "You're so hot, I wish you weren't gay" she says in a funny accent(they were both french canadian) "I'm not" I replied with a lightning quickness. I'm bisexual, so technically I was telling the truth, with a slight omission in order to get me laid somehow. I hit it off with these two girls and before I knew it, it was closing time. They invite me back to there hotel and tell me they have beer. YES! I'm excited to see where this goes but confused at the same time. Am I getting into a threesome here? "This'll be a good story for the boys back at home" I think. By the time we got outside to get a taxi, two guys had joined us. I have no idea where they came from, they didn't know each other, my only guess is they also met the girls at some stage in the night. One guy was skinny tanned, Italian American looking late 20's very charismatic. He lived here, the rest of us were tourists, the other guy was a clean cut Norwegian guy, who had his eye on the girl I was hitting it off with. He had no chance I thought. She was really giving me the signs. Anyway for whatever reason they were part of the group now, so we all hopped a cab back to their place. When we get to the hotel room, I'm surprised by how small it was, I didn't know they had rooms this small in Manhattan, One double bed and an en suite. "How is this going to work?" I thought, I began imagining some orgy of sorts. I start with the kissing and heavy petting of the french canuck, not concerned with what the others are doing(drinking and talking). I get tapped on the shoulder, the skinny dude(lets call him slim) wants a word with me in the bathroom. I walk in. He closes the door "Hey man, check out those girls" he says as he confidently whips out a bag of cocaine. WTF? He does a line off of the sink and offers me one. I decline. At this point the girls open the bathroom door and are livid. They tell us the party is over and kick us out. I'm in shock, the whole event happens so fast and is so bizarre. Who are these idiots and how did they come to ruin my chances. As we are leaving the hotel. Slim leans into me and says "You fuck guys too right?". What?? How did he know? What a presumptuous thing to ask. He seemed unfazed by the whole thing, maybe it was the coke. I answer "yeah"; "Cool, I know a place we can go". It got weirder. As we are walking to this place Slim spoke of, which was only a few blocks from the girl's hotel room. Our Norwegian friend(Johan) asks what we're doing, Slim turns around and tells him out straight what's happening, not only that he asks "Are you down?" "Yes sure" Johan replies! What Are you kidding me!?! Did I just go from having a potential threesome with two straight girls, to having a threesome with two guys, is this real life? What are the odds? We get to the second hotel room of a very seedy building in which Slim seems to know the guy at reception, this seems like a sex place. I wonder how many times Slim has done this. He's very coked up at this stage. The room is bigger than the girls' room, haha. Johan wants to know who has condoms, Slim says "It's fine, it's fine." I don't offer up my ass, I have a strange feeling about Slim. We all strip and Slim's cock is a piece of work, thick, long and veiny as fuck. It drew me in like a magnet, I start to suck on it. He's impressed by my deep throat skills, he has a nice thick black bush that I start to get wet. I can here him and Johan making out and I'm on cock duty. "You wanna give me that ass?" Slim says to Johan, "yeah baby" he answers. Slim turns on the TV, straight porn is playing. This is definitely a sex place. Johan gets on all fours on the bed, he's a hairless twink, def not my type, but objectionably very attractive. Slim pushes his monster cock into his asshole, as Johan sucks on my dick. It's hot to watch, but he can only accommodate just over half of the cock, I doubt I'd have been able to take much more if I'd have volunteered. Slim makes due and begins the fucking. Johan's blowjob skills aren't the best so I move to the back of Slim and begin rimming him as he's fucking Johan. He loves it! He lets out a moan and puts his arms behind his head to relax as we treat him like a king. Slim slowly pulls his cock out of Johan, it's clean as a whistle. "Come here come here" he tells us, we both start sucking and caressing his cock, and making out with each other around his dick head. "Aww fuck yeah" Slim is in heaven. It doesn't take much jerking for him to blow a thick load in my mouth, it tastes nice but I don't swallow. I look to Johan, Slim asks him "you snowball?" Unfortunately Johan refused, I was game. Slim shrugs dips two of his fingers into my open mouth then tastes his cum on them. "MMmm that's it, swallow my load" I gulp it down. We go to bed tangled up in each other, kissing every no and again before falling asleep. I awake in the morning with an arm around Johan, Slim has up and left. The place looks sleazier in the daytime than it did at night. Johan awakes and immediately without prompting start to take care of my morning wood. He does a much better job this time. I finish by jerking off into his mouth, he lets it run out of his mouth. I find it hot. We clean up leave the hotel and go our separate ways. I'm not exactly feeling good about the night before, it was just too weird, and I was really up for a threesome with those girls. But as far as consolation prizes go, this wasn't half bad. Nowhere This was another place a guy from Ty's suggested it was close enough to Union Square and are I was familiar with, so decided to see what it was all about, after all at this point I was a gay bar convert. Much bigger than Ty's but not as queeny as Stonewall and I'm thinking this place could be just right. I order a beer and head down to the pool table at the back of the bar, it's a lot darker than the previous two places and the ceiling is quite low, giving it a claustrophobic quality. After a game of pool with a nice man named Ricardo I went back up to the bar to sit and watch. And older man next to me was trying to strike up a conversation with me, however he was very drunk and I had a hard time understanding him. He seemed to speak in metaphors as if he was trying to be mysterious, but it was really missing the mark. I was getting frustrated with him until someone who was sat on his other side basically told him he's had too much too drink. A tall black man who was standing behind me made a joke about this situation, and we started talking. His name was Bruce. He was very smooth handsome, black dreadlocks(short) with a black goatee, well dressed, and very manly. We hit it off, he asked if I wanted to come outside for a smoke. I don't smoke, but joined him anyway because he was hot. I was really enjoying this new way of meeting guys, the spontaneity of it all bet scrolling the internet for a guy who might no show when you're supposed to meet. This was cool, different. "We should grab some beers and head back to my place, I'm just around the corner" That was fine with me, if he insists. He led the way. We got to his and put on some music. "You want a hit?" he said as he held up a little glass pipe with pot in it. Usually it does nothing for me, but I was in the mood to mix it with sex and see if I'd enjoy it more. This would be a nice of first incidentally. First time being with a black man, first time mixing pot and sex. Boy did it work a charm. As everything began to tingle we started to make-out for the first time that night. His tongue was thick, wet and knew its way around. So did his hands, guiding my hands to where he wanted them, his crotch, his neck, up his shirt to feel his skin. My head is feeling light at this point and his takes of my shirt and pants, rolls me back and begins to use his talented tongue on my ass. It feels delightful. He has a long tongue. My ass opened like it was taking a dick. He moans with his tongue buried in my ass, that deep moan vibrates my whole body. Is this the pot, or is this man made of silk? "Come here suck my dick for a while" Yes sir, one of my favourite activities. I pulled down his pants as he took his top off. I peel down his underwear, wow. A nice fat uncut cock, nothing surprising, but big none the less. I wrap my lips around it and breath in. There is a very strong smell of sweat from his dick and balls, very enticing. I suck it down and massage the head with my throat, I try to stick my tongue out to lick the balls at the same time, it makes me gag. "MMMMMNNNYEAH That's so fuckin hot" He likes it when I gag, knowing that makes him feel good I position his cock at an angle, so that when he pushes his dick down it hits my gag reflex. Now he's in control of when he wants to gag me. He has fun with this as I can hold my breath for quite some time. He says he want's my ass. He goes for the natural lube, simply spitting on his hand and rubbing his cock before inserting it into my hungry ass. I was expecting pain, this was another first, first time fucking without lube. To my surprise it didn't hurt one bit. Although his cock was quite large, it was soft, not flacid, but spongy. It felt amazing going in. He starts to fuck me on his couch. I'm bent over the arm of the couch while he stands, a position he dictated. He fucked good, not too fast not to slow and getting that nice pop pop pop sound on every thrust. Before long, we were both laying on the couch, on our sides, me with one leg in the air him drilling deep. The pace was picking up. I was rubbing his body all over. I like to get quite tactile, unless the guy isnt into it, then I'm just as easily happy being used like an inanimate object. He liked the touch. He were both now covered in a thin later of sweat, I was enjoying rubbing the sweat off of his body onto my face, covering myself in his scent. That strong sweat. I could feel that he was approaching climax, so I pushed against his thrusts to milk that cum from him. He grabs my hips and lets out a loud moan as he pumps one into me. We lay on the couch for a while, with his dick still in my, twitching every so often. I could lay like this for a long time. He pulls his cock out of me and jokingly pushes me off of the couch to the floor. As if to say "I'm done with you, cumdump" what he actually says is "Lets go to bed" Laying in bed I feel nicely stoned and satisfied, I'm ready to go to sleep. "Turn over" I turn over. "Stay still". Ok. He slides his dick into again. How he has the energy is beyond me. He starts to go for it, holding my hips and fucking my still body. I start to breath heavily, a few small moans and groans escape me. "Ssshh play dead, play dead" "Wow, this is hot" I think. I go limp and play dead like he says. He fucks another load into my lifeless body, much more aggressively than last time, although it doesn't hurt at all. I could fall asleep like this. If I wasn't so horny. We kiss a little before nodding off. I saw him two more times before the trip was over. If this is what gay bars were like, I've been really missing out.