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My entire life has been centered around sex. I found porn at an early age and it was the answer. The Answer. To Everything. And it has been gay porn from the very first sight of a rock hard, ass smashing dick. Didn't matter if that ass was attached to a woman, all I have ever saw were those long girthy beautiful schlongs of the 80's porn scene. Soft core compared to the filth that makes my little t-cock throb now a days. I was envious of that Dick, those balls and I have not lost any of my fascination for that sweaty threesome of cock and balls. I want to breathe them deep as if the Balls of Man Stench: work, pheromones and crack sweat )will release my own set of glorious balls free from their confines inside me. Like beard oil is gonna give me that Viking beard my DNA forgot to sign me up for. Deep Inhale , clear my sinuses, open mouth breathing all over those nasty sacs. And I do, I do want all your Stench of Men all over my face, I want my lips soaked that I can only taste your salt and funk, so deep in my nostrils that it makes memories at the base of my skull. I will suck all you in and bury it deep in my pelvis where my boipussy creams itself for it and my ass begs to be filled up too. And these needs they drive me crazy , forces me to hunt madly, go anywhere, promise anything to get my fix. I am embarassed and hard. Giddy and full of that shame that makes you bust your nut early and you hope some witnessed your fall from grace.

Today I am 43. I don't look it that's for dam sure and I sure as hell aint mad at being carded. It is quickly becoming an asset to my own dark dementors. I like my men older. I lost my virginity at 14 to a beautifully hung military man. And my 1st Dom at 18 was 40 years my elder. But this strikes a darker streak, a primal need to be consumed by my maker, to be destroyed by my own creator. And the dark perverted child in me finds it funny when disapointment and confusion spreads across the face of that fetishly older bare rider that I am entertaining . I own both his greatest kink and his deepest secrets. I hold their manifistation deep in my boy cunt. His cock still throbing in shock from the huge load he just laid in that young tight boi pussy , he watches his thick deposit drip along the deep dark pink slit crack, he gathers his escaping gift and pushes back into storage. That load, was for that egotisitical cocky cum slut boy who sleaszed his boi cunt up and down the virtual meat market goading, teasing begging for something he could not possibly handle. Stupid Hot FTM wanting to play sowrds with battle tested veterans. Dumb, pretty boi flagged down this bull and he had meant to break him, teach him his place at the end of his cock, he was to father this kid who needed a spanking probably more than he needed a dicking down. Not only did this Not -a- Boi, with his creamy tight pussy strangle every last drop from his dick loving balls, now he takes away the enjoyment of of a lesson well taught, a punishment well delivered, an ego well bruised. He watches as this not-a-boi wriggle from the tickless he has given himself. With an egorged ego this boi stretches and flexs legs and back, licking the discipline from his fingers like dessert was served. The confusion and desire will not leave him, he will only sink further into this not-a-boi who in turn will welcome the darkest stain of him. He will return to lose his mind and teachings will turn to worship and he will not understand how this fox cub became master. I own both his greatest kink and his deepest secrets. I hold their manifistation deep in my boy cunt. And he has just pushed every last drop back into my vault where he prays I will absorb his truth and absolve him with permssion.

This ride is intense. At forty I am trying to navigate the most massive shift in my life, from a pussy licking , leash holding Dom to a wiggly bottom cum slut. This story is beautiful, disgusting, epic and pathetic. Life on T is not a game for the weak, young, old or untested. This is expert level shit here son. Most of you would have begged mercy, screamed uncle, tapped out and be well on your way home to momma by now, and we haven't even started. This is the game that says I get to play with the big boys, with their big boy dicks and their big boy balls. And play I will, hard and with all abandon of hope of returning to Kansas Toto. Testosterone kicks my perverted, zero-fucks-giving, ftm-faggot- ass into cock throbbing risky situs that are way more than my new asshole can handle. 30 years of frustration, delayed puberty and forced repression finally force this former Dom butch onto my knees to beg for small favors from men who barely notice him. Desperate for connection, removed from inhibition , follow along as I desperately try to ease the fierce hunger between my legs with the biggest most toxic menu of men.

Hello everyone, My posts are limited here, so I'll talk about 2 things in this post. First, thank you for everyone who voted! It looks like BugBoyEric won! Which is pretty cool cause that's what BB meant when I created my profile here. I though bareback was assumed on this site when I used BBEric, so it's cool to be more open about it. Open legs, open hole and open mind 🙂 Next I had this really great hook up last night from a Poz detectable couple in Ft Lauderdale! I just signed up for BBRT and I'm loving it! I don't even use Squirt or Scruff anymore. The best part of the hook up was the connection and excitement. We literally talked for about 2 hours before we got down to business 🙂 They were completely cool and validating! They've helped subs convert before, so they've been there before! They were confident, passionate, and totally open about pervy sex in general. They even let me stay over and the next morning we had breakfast and more sex! Morning sex is the best!!!!!! One even joked when he was making breakfast and asked me if I wanted HIV with my pancakes. Now I think if I smell pancakes cooking I'll get hard lol. It was the most emotionally sexually charged (yes, I picked that word on purpose) night of my life and my hole has never been so sore. When I got home I literally crashed for 8 hours! Anyway, those are just my unorganized thoughts, I'm sure I forgot something, but just wanted to get this up! Licks for everyone! 👅 Bug Boy Eric P.S. eating ass while getting fucked is heavenly and having your ass eaten by razor stubled Daddies is even better. My hole is razor burned and I couldn't upload a pic in the message I put it as a feature pic.

A letter to daddy about his next gang bang... Daddy, Please let me be it! I'm what you have in your looking for according to the ad, I want to get gang banged with all kinda of toxic bugged up top men, pump me full of ghono, clamidia, make me lick a syphilis sore on some strangers dick before ramming it into my mangled, beat down hole. I would be the best little AIDS slut ever. Please daddy! I want the most wasted, homeless, full blown AIDS guys dumping their death seed in me, i want them to laugh at me begging them to fuck me harder. When they see their dicks turn pink I know they will get bigger inside me and blow more cum.. I need this daddy! It's what you said I was put on this earth to do! So let me show you you're right! Then, at the end of it all, ram a tooth brush deep in my cunt. Twist it, jab it , and fuckin destroy me and my faggot hole before slamming a dry rubber butt plug in the cavernous place that was once my hole. Then throw me in the back of your pickup and dumping me on the side of the road somewhere so i have the best walk of shame home. I would walk through the homeless camps and beg all of them to fuck me more daddy.. Just Please pick me!! I won't disappoint