I had the most embarrassing moment last night in all of my 40+ years of sex live. I was supposed to have a date at 9pm and at about 8.30 pm, I used an enema bag to douche myself. I swear that the water went pretty deep past my second hole as I could feel the water in my gut. I repeated the process for three times and the water that came out at the second and third time was clear.
Unfortunately the date ghosted on me so I went back online and about 10pm, I managed to hook up with two guys but they were not free until midnight. One thing in my bucket list is to get dp’d and I was so thrilled when they told me that they like to dp their bottom. Since I just douched myself an hour ago I didn’t do it again.
They ordered me to go to their place pre-lubed so I squirted a lot of lube inside me before heading out. By the time we started to play it was past 12.30 am. Normally I would party and once I am spun , I could take any dick of any size without any problem but I didn’t party last night. The first guy’s dick was thick but I had much thicker dick before. He rammed his dick in me right away and it hurt at the beginning but with poppers my ass got used to his dick after awhile. We stopped after about 15 minutes as he noticed that I was making a little mess and we cleaned up a little. Then it’s the second guy’s turn to fuck me . His dick was not as thick but it was longer. After about 10 minutes he stopped as apparently there I was making a mess again. I went to the washroom to clean myself but I couldn’t find a douche and I didn’t bring mine. When I came out and asked if they have something for me to clean myself, they sent me home instead. I was so embarrassed and kept apologizing to them.
I had a chance to get dp’d finally for the first time in my life but I blew it. Also, this is the first time I had accident that bad. I had it couple times before. The first time was at a sex party when I was fucked by this monster sized dick. It was so big that I couldn’t open my mouth wide enough to suck it. The second time was with this guy who rough fucked me non-stop for over an hour. However these both two times were nowhere as bad as last night.
I felt so bad last night and this morning that I texted the guys this morning to apologize again but of course they didn’t reply. I keep wondering what I have done wrong. Was it the lube or was it because there was water trapped inside me or should I have douche myself again before I head out ?