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They are quiet because they are probably just focusing on how good your hole feels. I'm verbal and I like a verbal bottom. It wouldn't bother me quiet or verbal both are hot to me. If you want them to respond you could ask porn questions. 'You like my slutty little hole?' 'Yeah?' 'Yeah?'
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I'm obsessing over letting my inner manslut loose
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I'm obsessing over letting my inner manslut loose
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Thanks this is great. I always imagine the worst case scenario of sti's. Right when I was getting over the covid mindfuck monkeypox started happening and that just made me even more worried. What you said makes sense but I should mention I've been addicted to alcohol before, and gambling and internet. But I think I'm just getting in my head. Great advice, -
I'm ex-catholic, ex-conservative and first-gen immigrant to the west. I was raised to always have my button done up and that's mostly who I am. I'm a boring professional type and you wouldn't even notice me in the street. I still live in a close knit Christian immigrant community where everyone assumes I'm a 'God fearing Christian'. But that's not at all who I am. I used to be a condom n*zi and wouldn't even watch bareback porn. But another top convinced me to try it out a few years ago. Since I bred my first bottom bareback, I've only used a condom once. And I don't think I ever will again. I go through long periods of celibacy and then I will finally get so pent up that I will go look for what I really like darkroom anonymous bareback sex with slutty bottoms. The sluttier the better. Especially when they've been collecting loads, that makes so horny. I have so many fantasies that I feel guilty about pursuing. I want to fuck proper cumdumps, sloppy holes. I want to be sucked off by strangers. I want to dominate sub sluts. I also want to be humiliated by bratty dom bottoms. I want someone to whore out my cock. etc etc. I even want to bottom again, I haven't bottomed in over 7 years. And never raw. I want to be sleazy but there's something holding me back. There's the fear of STI's. There's the fear that this might be a suppressed sex addiction and I'll really go off the rails. There's fear that this is something i'm doing as some kind of self punishment. I'm so afraid of getting disfigured from STIs. But I also know it's going to be a big scandal when it all comes out. I don't necessarily want to hide but I also don't want to advertise it to family, friends or colleagues. I'd appreciate any advice or past experience you might have .
