I would lie to be loaned out for a weekend but think Id need to accompany your fuck pig as the sissy fluffer and cum cleaner.
I identify as straight but hide a secret cuckold life for 25yrs where I was conditioned and sexually reprogrammed in my early 20s by a vvwe experienced bull who had my gfs best friend coach her to cuckold me and within 2 months was shaved smooth in panties and stockings eating my own cum from my gfs pussy before being pissed on and made drink piss daily.
When my initiation came I was not prepared for what happened. I was sexually reprogrammed to be a cock sucking faggot who learned to love being made eat cum filled pussy after being blindfolded and secretly filmed sucking the bulls cock in front of my gf and best friend who used the video to blackmail me into accepting my decisions and spent the next 2 weeks eating the bulls cum after work as he fucked my gf while I was at work.
After 6 partners cuckolding me over 25yrs I have become addicted to being degraded and humiliated for having a 4 inch cock and turned into a pathetic wanker who craves women to abuse my weak beta nature. I never enjoyed sucking cock but got aroused after. feeling ashamed, degraded and abused.
I now want to explore this in a more intense way by being a sissy faggot locked in chastity, plugged in panties and trained to crave cock and cum from dom alpha males who like to use faggots.
I think Id need to accompany your fuck pig initially as a fluffer and cum cleaner and willing to assist in a weekend you describe.
Please let me know if thats possible