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  1. Yes, that is the one I ment. Good one for gag reflex training! Very addictive ๐Ÿ˜‰ Just keep fucking the bent where the mouth meets your throat. But keep in mind: you are training to gain control over your gag reflex first. It doesn't need to disappear ๐Ÿ˜‰ It takes longer to train.
  2. That is exactly the purpose of your gag reflex. To get it out. Our body is beautifully designed to have such reflexes, but in some situations it is not very useful. The only option is to simply gain control over your gag reflex. There are a number of techniques available on the internet. If you do it every day for a week you will already have great results. My personal advice would be to buy one of those thin, flexible dildo's. They are most comfortable ๐Ÿ˜‰ I have been training my throat for over 10 years now. No more gag reflex left. Good luck!
  3. This topic doesn't seem to be very popular. Not a problem at all but it feels strange to me because it has such a big impact on my life as a cumdump. I'm amazed by it! I had no idea it would have such an effect. Again, it can't be that I'm the only one experiencing this, can it? (am I the only fag in the village? hahaha) To finish this post and moving on, I'll have one more comment for documentation reasons. Perhaps in the future there will be another faggot who experiences the same thing as me and is also looking for answers. I hope it finds some answers in this post. I've been testing out this trance-like state I have been experiencing a bit these couple of days: arriving at the rest area without flicking my hand and the next day I did flick my hand. The third day I started without and flicked my hand halfway the evening. The tests made it certain: it is indeed the hypnosis I talked about in my previous comment. I experience it as being in a 'dreamy' state. There is only one extreme focus. All inhibitions disappear. But still aware of everything happening in a blurry kind of way. The feeling of happiness I always experience is twice as intense. Zoning in and out of this blur from sheer happiness during use. I did put up my phone once on a sheltered spot recording myself to be able to check wether I remembered all that what happened later. Thank god I remembered the amount of men using me. Otherwise, it would be difficult to keep track of how many loads I've had this year. I have to keep in mind that this may also change if I continue the hypnosis training and probably make the effect stronger. The video I made of myself also brought me insight of my behavior during the hypnosis. If I had to describe my behavior: Actively looking but calm and almost confident in attitude. Offering myself to every man in sight, getting on my knees with my mouth open. There was no room for doubt about what I was for. Some men walked away but most men looked around if anyone else was there and unbuckled their belt. As I mentioned in the original post, I would stay in this hypnosis for a while after use. It turned out to be around 17 minutes. Resetting the clock every time I got used until not being used for more than that 17 minutes. In the video I could see myself get on my feet and walk towards my phone to check the video like nothing happened. The next step is to investigate how it affects my daily training routine getting into the hypnosis at home while fucking my throat on my dildos. And I will pick up the hypnosis training again. Let's see how deep this can get. When anyone is interested in the results, DM me ๐Ÿ˜‰
  4. Just had a good night sleep and I think I already know where this is coming from. A couple of months ago I started to train the hypnosis trick from FagMaster where you stare at a cock pic en tick your fingers on the palm of your hand. But I only train for it for 2 weeks and it was months ago. I do still tick the palm of my hand when I arrive at the rest area. Could this be the reason? Can it be it is not a trance but hypnosis?
  5. I've talked about this subject before but now I have decided to discuss it openly with you. Because I don't hear or read about it anywhere at a forum or other websites. Not even among the real hardcore faggots. It's about some kind of trance I've been falling into during cumdums. It has been happening much more often lately. After work I go to the same rest area every day in 'active faggot times'. When the bus arrives, I walk from the bus stop to a picnic bench. While walking I take my first sniff of poppers. I immediately feel my throat and shoulders relax. My body already knows what is going to happen. I discreetly dig into my crotch because my penis is trying to get hard. Of course, without success. I have been locked since November last year. The cage is doing its work. Sexual frustration makes me entering a faggot stage without shame or embarrassment. After smoking my joint and frying my faggot brain with poppers I walk into the overgrown area at the back of the rest area. I'm always being triggered by the sound of a belt being unbuckled. For me, it is linked to sperm consumption so my mouth opens and my tongue comes hanging out. Making it clear I'm available. They usually start fucking my throat as soon as I get on my knees in front of them. After a couple of strokes I enter this peaceful and satisfying trance-like state-of-mind. My throat relaxes completely and that's the point where my throat changes into an open and public cunt. Throat slime production starts to kick in. Lubricating his cock and the cock sleeve it is fucking. My faggot brain is shutting down quickly. I feel my throat adapting to his cock and his way of thrusting. In this trance, all what's left of me is my throat serving its true purpose: being a sperm drain. I stay in this cock-zombie state for a certain amount of time after the man that caused it has long left. Still on my knees with an open, slimy cunt. Ready and available for next use. Giving the other Men the opportunity to mount me also. I still need to clock the time between being used and waking up but I'm guessing it is about 10 minutes. When the next man is done with me, the 10 minutes start again... and again... until I haven't been used for about 10 minutes. I really wake up from the trance. Finding myself alone, still on my knees, throat fucked open, burping up semen. I know i had a couple of good throat fucks when there is a curtain of throat-slime hanging off my beard, slowly dripping onto my shirt. I simply endure 'the male rut' during this mysterious faggot-cock-trance, accepting the cock thrusting down my throat, waiting for the sperm being dumped down the drain. I can't be the only one entering this trance-like state during cumdumps. I really want to know more about it! So speak up my fellow faggots! Someone else recognizing this phenomenon?
  6. AMEN! @Dirtysouth You are so not alone in this. Guys like you make up for 80% of my 'customers' ๐Ÿ˜‰ The men who would discover this fantasy mostly divide it into two things: sexually and mentally. Just to make it easier to digest the whole thing. Dumping a load in a willing mouth every once in a while while being married (the sexual part) is something totally different than being actually gay (the mental part). Only the ones who dares to doubt is developing, is making progress. Keep learning about yourself!
  7. Haha! Great topic! ๐Ÿ˜‰ Sucking cock is my biggest hobby and my biggest talent! As soon as his cock head touches my tongue for the first time my throat turns into a wet cunt... Nothing I can do about it. While the cock is going in and out, my throat is inspecting the cock, 'mapping it' in some sort of a way. I guess that is the reason I always recognize a cock in the dark. I think: 'He! I had this one before' ๐Ÿ˜‰
  8. In my opinion there is only one answer to your question: don't cum. Periode. As long as you keep cumming you will never reach the level of a real massive cumdump. You must be deeply frustrated all the time to become the best cumdump you can be. It's not that hard. Just dont touch your penis ๐Ÿ˜‰ Being a cumdump is about determination. It is about priorities. There is one exit though: Make a daily habit out of it. I go to a rest area every day and service all cock available. Going to that rest area every day became a steady habit. Once the habit is strong enough, you can start cumming again. Or you can choose to lock your penis. For me that was the best decision ever. Since I'm locked, my daily cum intake increased exponentially. Good luck!
  9. What is this faggot state-of-mind anyway? Do you guys ever read about this? Experiencing this also? Is it known by science? Is my cage causing it? I can't be the only one who is experiencing these kinds of cock-trances. It is really difficult to form an objective opinion about this on the internet. One part of the guys think it is all a fantasy but how does it come that I keep having these?
  10. Definitely rough! But i'll go with 'whatever He wants!'. I have never experienced a trucker wanting a lovely subtile blowjob, though ๐Ÿ˜‰ Maybe that's why I'm more of a low rest area faggot. I'm always being triggered by the sound of a belt being unbuckled. For me that's the trigger. It is linked to sperm consumption. They all just start fucking my throat as soon as I get on my knees in front of them ๐Ÿ˜‰ After a couple of strokes I enter this peaceful and satisfying trance-like state-of-mind knowing I'm being useful. My throat relaxes completely and that's the point where my throat changes into an open and public cunt. He also feels it happening and starts to fuck my throat more confident. Throat slime production starts to kick in lubricating his cock and the hole it is fucking. My faggot brain is shutting down quickly. I feel my throat adapting to his cock and his way of thrusting it in. All what's left of me is my throat serving its true purpose: being a sperm drain. I stay in this cock-zombie state-of-mind for about 10 minutes after the man that caused it has long left. Giving the other Men the opportunity to mount me also. I know i had a couple of good throat fucks when there is a curtain of throat-slime hanging off my beard, slowly dripping onto my shirt. During a trance like that my throat turns into being a good substitute for a missing vagina at that moment. Sometimes it's even better than a girl. We faggots simply endure 'the male rut' while being in a faggot-cock-trance. Waiting for the sperm being dumped down the drain. Thank god all Men are pigs. They'll fuck anything ๐Ÿ˜‰
  11. For the men it is a good way to distinguish between the real diehard cum craving faggots and the others ๐Ÿ˜‰ When you are looking for a real dirty one you should take one from the walls! The faggots that put their numbers on a bathroom door really put effort into 'being findable' for a quick cum dump. I leave my phone number on bathroom stall doors but also on dirty websites or anywhere else. So I don't really know where the men have gotten my number from ๐Ÿ˜‰ I can't say anything about how effective it is ๐Ÿ˜‰
  12. Same here. Never got sick from a belly full of sperm. It only makes me more hungry ๐Ÿคค
  13. I've been thinking about this for a long time too! Thanks for posting this @rock-cock-jock! I did a post a while ago quite similar to this and wanted to find out if there are any other signals I can give other men to let them know I'm available. Hoping to get a response with a sign that I didn't know off yet. The post was called 'Seasoned sluts: Tips to get more cock and cum'. There are some good tips! We faggots already have the 'unequal sign' โ‰  but I understand when it is too much 'submission' for your taste. I do wear the sign every day and quite alot of faggots have the tattoo. It's been introduced and in circulation for about 10 years now. Took a long time to get known among the Men who we were targeting, but now it is taking off I recon. So, yes! We really do need a sign but it does take a while to get known. The Phi sign with the dot is a good idea! I'm in! I just use all of the signs to let the Men know I'm available for a quick cumdump. I wear the 'unequal sign', I wear a light blue handkerchief in my right pocket, I'm wearing a necklace that says 'available cumdumpster', and wear the septum piercing. In combination with some 'bulge staring' It usually does the trick ๐Ÿ˜‰ Usually I'm dealing with straight men. They don't pay attention to subtle clues ๐Ÿ˜‰ But the best sign you can give the men comes from within yourself. You dont really need an actual sign to let the men know you are available. Especially the frustrated Men with full balls sense an available cumdumpster for miles. I've been experiencing this since I locked my dick last November. It was like hell the first weeks but now i got used to it and the men just keep coming. The cage is making me take more risks and strips you completely of your shame. Living a dream since November ๐Ÿ˜‰
  14. Loose cunt here! HMU when you come to Amsterdam ๐Ÿ˜‰ Do you mind sharing your faggot with another man? I mean... there are two holes ๐Ÿ˜‰
  15. In my country, most of the guys are uncut. And yes! I love it! The skin makes it easier to enter my throat. They can fuck my throat like no other ๐Ÿ˜‰
  16. Had some good encounters at public toilets at Amsterdam Schiphol airport! I love to suck tourists. Recently there was this guy who was standing at the urinoir when I came in. We were the only ones. It was around 5 in the morning. 40-something tall bearded guy in jeans and lumberjack shirt. I stood next to him undoing my pants, exposing my locked dick. My heart was racing. I didn't need to pee at all. I gathered all the courage I had and said: ' Damn, I always get so horny on long flights', turning to him showing my locked dick to show that I'm a faggot available for use. Showing him that he doesn't need permission to use my throat to cum in. He nodded and I went on my knees right away. He actually gave me permission to suck his cock. He came quick. I literally fucked my throat on his cock for a minute or two until he dumped his load. He pulled me off his cock, zipped up and left, like it should be. When I was walking back to the trains I saw him sleeping at a seat somewhere with his (probably) girlfriend leaning against him checking her phone. With the taste of his cum in my mouth I walked past and thought 'this guy understands how to handle faggots'. Confident about his sexuality. His girlfriend still loves him because she doesn't know. Him being all calm and peaceful after dumping his load. We need more of those men! ๐Ÿ˜‰ You need to check the cleaning hours (that are usually stated on the door) first before sucking cock there! ๐Ÿ˜‰
  17. Yes! This is the best way for me too! It did took some practice but it was definitely worth the effort. It feels so good! It needs some certain length of cock though ๐Ÿ˜‰ It feels so good to be able to slide my throat over hard cock like a cock sleeve. I train my cunt every day so that my esophagus stays accustomed to it. No problem taking a slow stream of thick sperm load that way but I still do have some trouble with the strong and hard shooters. Any tips @ShootDownMyThroat?
  18. I grab his hand, put it on the back of my head and say 'Please, help me to get it in'
  19. You are definitely not alone in this. I also lost controle a couple of years ago. Been sucking cock non stop since I accepted my sperm needing character. We are faggots... we are designed to slurp all excessive sperm in the world. Like a sperm sponge ๐Ÿ˜‰ No fighting back, I always end up on my knees.
  20. I totally agree with Turbocs37. I'm just a sperm pig. Normally on my knees at a dark spot at a rest area. As an easy cum gutter. I do not see the men I suck. I just feel their cock dumping their load down my throat. And that gives me the ultimate happiness
  21. Now that I'm locked I'm starting to understand you. I feel that I'm finally getting to know who and what I truly am. So happy about that! I recognize the feelings and experiences you describe. For me It confirms my role within society. My place. The purpose of my existence. I go into a trance like state when I feel a cock slide down my throat too. I become calm and feel this immense peace within from which I never want to awake from when yet another man deposits his sperm down my throat. I spend my whole day looking out for men who are sexually frustrated. I know the signs and recognize men in that state. For them it's not a good state to be in. They start to show agressive behavior unintentionally. I am good at taking that frustration away by providing a cunt to unload in. What i do is more than 'having gay sex' a lot. What I do every day transcends 'gay sex'. It is my calling to drain as much men as I possibly can just to take their frustration away. To quote Cammelblue: it gives me euphoria, such a thrilling rush, and I really feel that this is experiencing a higher power when it happens.
  22. Wow! I need to step it up hahaha! Can you tell us your secret? I mean, do you take more than 4 loads a day or do you take 25 loads a weekend? I swallowed 53 loads as of 01/24/24 but you took double. You are motivating me to suck a lot more cock, thank you ๐Ÿ˜‰ I just need to stay at the rest area a lot longer after work. When I keep my current cum intake I will reach your 2023 load count. Keep us updated!
  23. Love that too! It's why I usually suck in public. Thanks for your reply!
  24. Thank you! Glad to hear you liked my post. And, yes! I will keep the logbook going ๐Ÿ˜‰ Are there no parks, parking areas or dark alleys around where you can be your true self?
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