ShyBottom

When my top is giving me a bigger load I definitely feel it. His cock pulses and it gets warmer and warmer in my hole. If he hasn't thrust all the way while he's cumming I can sometimes feel the ropes of cum as they shoot out. The best part is plugging myself up once I'm full, I still remember being bred twice in a row and then going to bed with an anal plug and tossing and turning while feeling his cum slosh around inside my pussy

The raw part was definitely planned, if sorta with apprehension. I'd met this guy on grindr who was incredibly hot, sweet, and totally hung and up till then I'd had barely any experience with other men beyond my ex; even with my ex I'd used condoms. We were completely into each other and I was excited to have sex again but he mentioned that he basically didn't want to use condoms because he didn't get enough stimulation while wearing them. I started to hesitate because I really wanted to be safe and not start exposing myself to STDs just because I'd left a relationship recently but even while we chatted he kept cool and was incredibly nice and didn't pressure me into changing my mind. Eventually I relented and told him that I really wanted to sleep with him and try going raw but that I wanted it to be special, he was super excited and assured me that it would be. Meeting him at my place shortly after, I'd never imagined him to be so tall and sexy and things quickly moved to the bedroom. When I saw his dick though I got a little bit scared! It was bigger than anything I'd ever taken, and definitely the thickest, it was maybe around 8 inches but with how strong and tall he was the size got me afraid he would hurt me somehow. He let me take my time and we began with me sitting on him which god, I can't believe my tiny hole managed to take it in with so little experience. I struggled to bounce myself on him though because of how stretched I felt and after a while he must have got impatient because he put me on the bed and started fucking me from behind. After that he completely went to town pounding into me while I groaned and moaned louder and loader. The bed was literally crashing into the wall and I was completely squashed along the side of the headboard and it got so intense that I had to cry out for him to stop because it was frightening me! He stopped and was so sweet and comforting asking me what's wrong and we just cuddled for a bit and on my request he slipped out his dick which popped out and left me sore and gaping. Honestly though, although it did overwhelm me at first I started to get so hot from realising how brutally my hole had just been punched open that we started making out again and eventually he put his cock back inside me and it felt incredible. After that he fucked me passionately on my back which was fucking amazing until I realised he was getting close. He was pounding deeper and deeper and I frantically considered asking him to pull out because I wasn't sure! But it was too late and he eventually gasped "I'm gonna cum, I'm cumming in you" and filled me up. After that first load though I realised how much I loved the feeling of a pulsing cock inside me and after a moment, I let him fuck me and cum inside me again. I spent the rest of the evening and next morning pushing out his semen and feeling it trickle down my thighs. My reluctant first raw experience ended with me being bred twice and loving it!