SeekerMine

I've heard lots of stupid things but lord voldi's face and eyes gave nose food for thought. A wand would be an interesting approach for this matter. You know the only place that I didn't feel weird looks was in Scotland because I could blend in with the rest of bleached-blond paled skin guys. I suppose somehow autism and personality fuse. I think that apart its negative reputation highly functional autism could be useful. Sometimes I think that if we could put magically people to the right place wonders would happen. I believe this would happen with some people with autism. I wouldn't tell him. My idea of a present is that you buy something that you believe to be of use to the recipient. I wouldn't dictate. I think that at least a gay can hide it somehow, it's not written in his face. But in my case I look odd. I've told him that I'm gay (both my friend with autism and the friend that I mentioned about), none of them minded it. Deep down I think it's something to be expected. I'm a left-handed albino, nothing is typical about me, would my sexuality be? nope. I'm not even sure what my thoughts are. I know he likes being the one who gives rather than the one who takes (despite my efforts) and this feels nice. He somewhat spoils me. People can be nasty, he's gentle, warm, kind and all these years never wanted anythin in return. He's just nice.

I think that caring is something that most people tend to forget. But caring is what gives meaning to all. And what some people fail to compehend is that by caring for someone you also benefit. If with something simple he can be happy, why should I stay idle instead of helping? I didn't know all that about autism and Asperger. His mother had told me so once and I just had it somewhere in my mind. I know that some people with autism are not at all functional, but in cases as his I don't regard it as a kind of a psychic disease. He's more peculiar than anything else. At times he can be extraordinary. He's the one, when everyone else's knowledge fail that he has something to contribute. I haven't (to my knowledge) met any other with autism so speaking with you is very interesting. I suppose you are quite similar from what you say. Funny thing I started this about me being an albino but the flow of this topic sent me to autism. My friend tends to bite, that can be annoying, he can bite me at times for no reason. It's not always easy to understand what is just bcz of the autism or his personality. He doesn't like to go out that much, he hates alcohol. He won't speak if he can avoid it. That's the funniest thing of all. He gives lectures about poets and painters but he couldn't cope with checking in in a hotel (he would, but he would think it all day). He also buys me the same present for my birthday (shoes). I'm constantly facing weird behaviours. Most for my eyes, they can make heads turn in the street. The skin not so much, some people talk me in english because if you're that white you have to be a tourist. I've been called endless names, people can be so creative when it comes to insult you. That amount of creativity, should it have been used in science we would be in moon by 14th century. I've been called milky, vampire (that's my personal favorite), albino (instead of being called with my name), mutant, lord voldemort (i really have a nose). I've also been asked to be photographed for some clothes which I refused I felt they needed a weird guy for some weird clothes.

I've got a friend with autism. He is not like people would expect when they hear autism. Although I know autism is a spectrum. That friend has some "triggers" that upset him, but if you care for him and understand him he is a very nice person. He likes meeting at sharp times, no delay. He likes to order the same dish, if possible the same table. He discusses about some limited topics and he is crazy about paintings. He knows everything that has been painted and anyone who has ever painted. I always considered him a very smart person and I thought that very smart people are somewhat like him.

Hello guys I'm glad I found this gay community, I believe it's the only alive online community. I'd like to share my story. I'm a 27yo guy with alphism. This means my melanin gene is mutant so I can't produce it in adequate quantities. I suppose you're familiar with the term albino although I'm not 100% typical. My eyes are red (no color pigments for blue, black, brown or whatever). My beard is mostly blonde, my eyebrows are nearly, if not completely white. My hair are a bit more multicolored with various shades between blond and white and of course my skin is pale. As a gay guy this seems to a problem in several occasions. Sometimes they ask me if I come from another country. I'm asked If I'm the "product" of incest. I've been also called devil. Sometimes I think I'm someone fetishes "let's fuck with this alien" or whatsoever. I wear contact lenses because blue eyes are more easy to accept that red ones. People also can't understand that sunlight is a major problem for me. I don't need sun to heal from this, I need to stay away from the sun. I also have the feeling that I'm too recognisable because of that, so it doesn't help me from being too closeted. The only person who has ever really cared for me is my best friend. He's a straight guy but very tender towards me. I do believe though that he regards me as someone who is very exotic and maybe sensitive and this belief could be more dominant than the fact that I'm a guy. I'm a bit confused about my feelings for him and this is due to his behaviour. He comes "too close" at times. I've got no doubt that he's straight yet he's very caring. He spends quite some time with me even when he has a gf (as now). He likes to kiss and hug me and even put some sunscreen on me. If he was someone else I'd say he's gay but I know him. His head is stucked with "pussy". That's why I believe he considers me as something different. I'm a masculin guy myself but the albino thing gets in the way. I can't decide if this is his way of doing it. I also can't decide if I want him closer than that.