I’ve been married to my wife for just over three years. Before getting married, thru my late 20’s I knew that there was some level of sexual attraction I had towards men, I could definitely feel it, but was never really compelled enough to act on it or explore it further. A year into my marriage it was like a switch inside of me was flipped and I started getting really turned on by gay porn, I began fantasizing about being with older men, getting used, being totally submissive and creating a completely secret and separate, totallly opposite sex life from the one I shared with my wife… it started with posting innocent ads on CL just looking for attention from the guy types i was turned on by, to having multiple guys I’d communicate with and exchange dirty messages with when my wife wasn’t around. Eventually the constant fantasizing and regular conversations with real guys who wanted to play with me became a temptation that I’d struggle with. I was terrified to get caught by my wife or anyone for that matter, I couldn’t imagine what would happen to my life if any of what I was doing were to get out, and as much as I wanted to explore being with another man I knew that it would be a risk that I couldn’t take if something were to happen where I brought home an STD or worse.
As time went on the temptations, the urges and the desire i had inside of me just continued to grow stronger, and my fantasies grew kinkier and riskier. The guys I’d chat with didn’t make it any easier, most of them were much older horny dirty perverts just waiting for their opportunity and chance to get with me and subject me to their filth. They would all have different things they were into and share the types of things that they’d do to and with me if I were to ever give them the chance. The scenarios and ideas they’d fill my head with was getting kinkier and more intense and eventually it became what I was really attracted to and turned on the most by. Before I knew it I was fantasizing about being used in every sleazy, filthy, nasty way possible by a bunch of different dirty older men, all of which I knew would 100% jump at the opportunity if I ever told them I wanted to make something happen. I began obsessing and craving the things that only existed in my fantasies, like letting guys fuck me, use me and treat me like a total slut… being tricked, coerced or forced into giving myself up completely raw, letting anyone put their cum in me if they wanted to, and having every single aspect of what happens be focused on making me feel like the biggest dirty slutty mindless whore…
I found myself thinking of different ways that I could sneak around behind my wife’s back to hookup with a guy and how I could pull off being the slut I was yearning to be while still keeping it an airtight secret… my creativity started to scare me when I realized how easy it could be to actually make things a reality and act on my fantasies without my wife being suspicious or suspect anything at all.
it was only a matter of time before I let my horniness and all the constant pent up sexual energy and pressure cause me to give in and have a lapse in judgment that puts me in the kind of situation and position where it’s almost too easy to be taken advantage of… i ended up letting my guard down with a guy I’d been chatting with since the very start of when my feelings emerged. There wasn’t a thing we hadn’t talked about or shared with each other about what we would do or try if we were to ever meet, so I knew what I could be up against and all the possibilities that getting together could include and just how kinky and dirty his mind was. He was in his 50’s, divorced, lived alone and was always horny, he told me that he messes around with other people regularly and has always used that to convince me to play with him. He was probably the most perverted out of all the older guys I talked to and also the one ive always felt the most afraid of exposing myself to bc I knew it would probably be the riskiest choice I could possibly make. At the same time there was this insane attraction and pull towards him that made me feel helpless and unable to resist, I’ve never felt hornier and more turned on by anything else in my life, and he knew this. So when I snuck away from my wife for the first time to be with another guy, he made sure that experience would belong to him.
From the very moment the door closed behind me after stepping foot inside his place, he made sure I got to really feel like his slut and be treated like one every second that he had me in his possession. From being put on my knees and stripped naked right inside the front door and immediately having my face smothered by his cock and huge sack of balls I knew i was gonna leave full of regret but so satisfied. The hour that I promised I would give myself to him for turned into a three hour session after innocently letting him place my wrists ankles and neck in cuffs and a collar and being told that I was his sex servant and he would hold me in captivity for as long as he likes. Although I didn’t expect for it to happen like that, he made sure I experienced so many different aspects of my fantasies that we talked about leading up to my visit… but he made a point to do it all the way he liked and made it all about his pleasure. He gave me my first facefucking, used my throat while I was tied down and couldn’t move away or push him off when I started to gagging and choking… I had my ass eaten and teased for much longer than I could handle, my balls held onto and squeezed tightly while my ass cheeks were slapped and smacked hard over and over. Any contact he had with me was forceful and rough and I was constantly being held onto, grabbed, squeezed or manhandled in some way while simultaneously being used to provide him with sexual pleasure.
At one point I knew The thing I was both most excited about but terrified of was probably gonna happen bc of how I was restrained on the bed. I was face down and My wrists were tied behind my back, my legs open with my feet pushed apart and ankles secured making it impossible for me to move the lower half of my body around more than a wiggle. The moment I felt each of his hands on my ass cheeks, grabbing them hard and pulling them apart so my hole was stretched out fully exposed, open and vulnerable, I began wondering if I had made a huge mistake by doing all of this, that I should have never even thought of cheating on my wife especially in such a sleazy risky dirty way and with someone I knew was a pig and a [banned word]…
As I expected, I was gonna have to feel like a stupid little slut when I took my very first cock in my ass and given my first fuck. Between the globs and streams of lube I had squirted between my cheeks and being spit on I was a wet juicy dripping mess before even feeling the warmth of his cock at my hole. My face was buried into the bed and even if I tried to turn I couldn’t look back far enough to see what was happening. He asked if I wanted him to wear a condom to be safe and give me peace of mind whenever I go to fuck my wife the next time. I was a little shocked but said yes, that I would definitely rather not go raw especially my first time doing this. He then told me that what I want doesn’t matter to him and he’s gonna fuck however he wants to fuck and it’d feel so much better for him if he got to start fucking my hole, leaving me in a state of worry and panic wondering how my hole was being used. It was an incredible rush and made me hornier than I could imagine but I was still pretty nervous. Being the dirty [banned word] that he was, he promised me that he could easily make my first fuck something I’d never forget if I wanted him to. I knew he was about to tease and taunt me and use the power and control he has over me while I’m helpless and completely at his mercy. The verbal teasing immediately turns into a reality when I feel my hole being overwhelmed from the intense pressure of being stretched open and penetrated by his huge head. He’s chuckling and talking dirty from behind me and all I can do is moan and try desperately squirming around beneath him. I can tell he’s loving the reaction he’s getting outta me with only the tip of his cock. Even though he was easing himself into me really slow, I was still struggling with the pain of being opened up. I felt him sink his entire head into me and could feel the ridge of his head slip inside me before stopping. He tells me to relax and that it’s gonna be fine and there’s nothing to worry about. Then he asks if I can tell whether he’s wearing a condom or not by the way it feels… I say no and tell him this is all new to me and I have no idea what to expect or what it’s going to feel like. He leaves me plugged with his head for a few moments and lets me get used to the feeling of having him inside me. When he senses that I’m a little more relaxed he tells me that he’s surprised that I actually followed through with coming over and cheating on my innocent oblivious unsuspecting wife situation. He teases me asking what she would think of her husband if she could see me right now, face down in a strangers bed with my hands and ankles tied and another man’s cock in my ass…. He tells me that even though he’s loving the fact that he’s getting to make a slut out of a young naive married virgin boy, it’s wrong of me to do this to my wife and I should feel ashamed for allowing my horniness and a fantasy to cause me to stray into risky potentially dangerous territory. I feel gradual pressure building around my hole and realize he’s plunging in deeper. I’m so caught up by the sensations throbbing between my cheeks that I don’t realize him reach over and pick his phone up off the bed while chuckling. He tells me that my ass looks even tighter thru his phone cameras lens. I immediately start to beg and plead for him to stop recording and that I’m not okay with him getting me on video like this. There’s no response but I can still see the brightness of the flash being on from behind me and know he’s still filming.
