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On 1/10/2023 at 5:44 PM, tallslenderguy said:

i didn't have sex with Men, or otherwise, at that age... religion for me too. But i knew about it and was super frustrated because  i wanted it soooooo badly. i read "City of Night"  by John Rechy when i was 13. i was living in L.A. and the book is about a hustler coming to grips with being gay in Los  Angeles. All the areas He wrote about were familiar to me. i used to sit in restroom stalls for hours reading the notes on the walls and listening to guys in the other stalls to see if they were like me, wanting sex.  i knew about it, masturbated thinking of Men all the time, but didn't actually have sex with a Man till i was 27.  i did make up for it though 😉

Ha! I came across his book "the Sexual Outlaw" at 13 and was literally mesmerized! Also terribly frustrated since I had absolutely no way of easily finding cock to play with in my crumbling, staunchly Catholic Midwestern town.

On 1/10/2023 at 10:22 AM, Guest said:

I was a boy like you!

I was very much the same once I had been introduced to cock by a slightly older, sexually precocious neighborhood boy, and began to actively seek out older men to service, indicating my availability as best I could and frustrated when they didn't take things to the next level.

Just got my latest load in a married professor's office (I work in a university). He's got a nice thick cock, which his wife was totally neglecting. I'm rather proud of this now on going connection since I've had to groom/prepare him for some time to accept both his very natural urges and his equally valid need for release. It's been a commitment of time and energy but he now seems addicted to being enthusiastically sucked and rimmed before bending me over his desk to fuck me raw. He's now at the point of actively arranging 'visits' and lying to wifey about 'working late'. I'm enjoying his descent into secret gay cheater and plan  on taking him further down the path. Today, for the first time, I had him suck my cock (after getting him nice and horny and compliant)  and I plan on training him to swallow my cum, rim my ass, and, ultimately, bend over to take my cock. I'm already putting the idea into his head that he should play with other cocks, with the goal of setting him free to be a gay cock slut like me.  My final goal is to get him to the point where he goes along with the two of us servicing a big dick top: fingers crossed!

On 10/23/2023 at 10:58 AM, Bimarried001 said:

So nice to know there are other married men like this out there. Thanks 

The intense rush of cheating sex, returning home to marital domesticity after totally draining a tops balls, is the only thing I miss after divorcing.

On 8/3/2023 at 5:19 PM, Bimarried001 said:

Oh you don’t know. I’ve had a few guys fuck me in my bed. And the family pics only turn them on more. Trust me on that. 

On 8/3/2023 at 5:19 PM, Bimarried001 said:

Oh you don’t know. I’ve had a few guys fuck me in my bed. And the family pics only turn them on more. Trust me on that. 

Totally agree, I love getting plowed in the marital bed while looking at the wholesome family pics and feeling my unfaithful  lover's hard cock in my ass.

On 10/28/2013 at 6:20 PM, cumbitch111 said:

PART TWO

What was Daryl supposed to do next? He tried to stop thinking of Brian, but the sexual attraction was constantly there. Peter was a good guy; Daryl liked him and did not want to hurt him. The first few times he'd called Brian, he felt guilty. He and Brian would talk over the phone, after work, or when Peter was out, and both would find pleasure in these nightly chats. Not only intellectual pleasure, but also a hot jack off session foreshadowing the fun they would have again and again. Without Peter.

Daryl had been negative all his life. He desperately wanted it to stay that way. He got scared merely thinking about HIV. It made his heart beat and his adrenaline rush. But when he was with Brian, he stopped caring. He cold no longer help himself from becoming a whore or his bottom bitch. Even cheating on Peter had turned him on. He could no longer think rationally.

Peter had continued plowing Daryl's ass before bed time, but Daryl just could not get off. No matter what - it seemed the chemistry just was not there. Unlike when the sexy Brian had been inside him. And now that Peter was away on business for a few days, Daryl sat wondering if he had made the wrong decision to invite Brian over. A "date" consisting of a few beers and a movie, he had explained. But he knew they would fuck.

So Brian came over and, after some chit chat and a few beers, they started kissing. Brian wanted to put his thick cock inside Daryl again. And Daryl was horny for it, too. Brian asked him if he loved his partner, but Daryl could not bring himself to say yes. Again, he explained that Peter was a nice guy. "So you prefer a real man who knows how to fuck you and make you moan and roll your eyes. I'll do just that for you. And more."

That as basically the reason why Daryl got on his hands and knees and let the top penetrate him. And, like the first time, Brian started to bang Daryl's tight hole. Slowly at first, but faster and faster by the second. Only this time, there was no need to rush. He watched and drooled as he admired Brian's reflection in the mirror. The stud was holding his ass and fucking it hard and deep. "Tell me you want me to stop. Tell me Peter means enough to you and I will stop," Brian proposed. But Daryl said nothing. The choice was made. He loved Brian.

When Peter called to wish Daryl a good night, Brian did not stop fucking. Brian enjoyed watching Daryl pretend to be groggy and taking from a nap as his cock invaded Daryl's pussy. Peter's former partner. He whispered to Brian that he was getting close. Daryl didn't know how to respond. He knew he wanted to be with Brian, but he couldn't just end things with Peter like this.

Sensing Daryl needed help, Brian leaned in and whispered in his ear: "When you tell him that you love him, I won't hesitate. Ill fuck you fast and furious. I'll make you beg for my cum. Then I'll breed you." Daryl felt a wave of desire wash over him. The conversation between him and his boyfriend (or was it former boyfriend now?) was winding down toward the traditional evening greeting.

"Anyhow I should get back to work," Peter was saying. "See you tomorrow, Daryl." Now was the moment to decide: stay forever stuck in a deteriorating relationship and feeling unsatisfied in bed, or let loose and take the POZ stud up the ass raw. "I love you, baby." Daryl was looking straight into Brian's eyes. He repeated it again just as Peter was hanging up on his end. He continued moaning... "I love you, Brian! Cum in me. Knock me up."

Brian's sexy face contorted into an animal's rage as he unloaded several spurts of cum into his new boy's unprotected yet willing hole. "Fuck yeah, bitch! I know you want it. Get ready, baby... Here's my toxic load for you." And he came inside Daryl. Again.

I love how the emotional dynamic in this story is a product of the sexual dynamic: Daryl is overwhelmingly attracted to Brian's huge cock and when Brian shows that he's not only wonderfully endowed but can also fuck like a god, Daryl immediately transfers his emotional allegiance from nice guy Peter to big dick Brian.  Twink Daryl is even ready to humiliate his clueless cuck bf to seal his transfer of loyalties, which Brian then confirms by dumping his POZ load in Daryl's ass. Daryl is thus fucked and taken on both an emotional and sexual level. The idea of romantic gay love dissolving like smoke when a bigger dick and better fucking comes along is one I can really identify with.

I was 14, he was my 16 year old friend who lived next door: we both wrestled and he was already sexually active (with girls) and aggressive. The summer before I started high school we were wrestling in his basement (both of his parents worked).  He ended up first pinning me then making me give him a hand job till he came. After that, I began coming over every day while he progressively took me further and further down the submission hole: daily hand jobs became daily blow jobs, which in turn became daily rim sessions, fingering my ass, calling me his girl, and ultimately giving me some of his Dad's scotch and fucking me and blowing his load in my ass. I cried the first few times but accepted my role as his fuckboy and would come over to be penetrated whenever he called (wonder to this day how his parents never caught on lol). By the end of the Summer, my identity as a homosexual submissive was fully consolidated and my need for both cock and control had become hardwired into me.

New member here (really enjoy and appreciate the site!) unable to access chat.  When I click on the Chat heading, I keep getting an error message  that reads "PDOStatement: Duplicate entry".

What am I doing wrong? 

On 8/4/2023 at 5:06 PM, INcumdump said:

I will only have bareback sex so if a top insisted on a condom, I would have to turn them down.

I've met tops that said on their Grindr profile that they only practiced safe sex, but I went ahead and met them anyway.

Interestingly enough, in person, those same tops ended up willingly fucking me without a condom... and giving me their load.

 

Most tops are pretty easy to persuade, once they're nice and hard with a moaning bottom begging for raw dick.

On 8/4/2023 at 2:06 PM, Indynudeguy said:

I got fucked with a condom once.  That was the first and the last time.  I hated it.  The smell, the feel, the sound.  Never again.  Raw only.

Completely agree! it's actually kind of disgusting, the smell in particular is totally gross. Raw only!

On 8/4/2023 at 8:26 AM, jcklvrga said:

Are there others here like me? As a sub bottom on the one hand I don't like to turn down an interested top. But, when a top insists on condom use honestly I lose all interest in sex with them and turn them down. Do you let tops that require condoms fuck you? And the whole time someone with a condom is fucking me I cannot stop thinking the condom will come off and get stuck up my ass...have had that happen where I have to pull a condom out of my ass..hate that.

I'll let a top use a condom if he insists and if he's hot, in part because I know if we become regular playmates (and with a little help from poppers and pot), at some point he'll be suggestible to breeding my muscular ass bareback.