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I was 14, he was my 16 year old friend who lived next door: we both wrestled and he was already sexually active (with girls) and aggressive. The summer before I started high school we were wrestling in his basement (both of his parents worked).  He ended up first pinning me then making me give him a hand job till he came. After that, I began coming over every day while he progressively took me further and further down the submission hole: daily hand jobs became daily blow jobs, which in turn became daily rim sessions, fingering my ass, calling me his girl, and ultimately giving me some of his Dad's scotch and fucking me and blowing his load in my ass. I cried the first few times but accepted my role as his fuckboy and would come over to be penetrated whenever he called (wonder to this day how his parents never caught on lol). By the end of the Summer, my identity as a homosexual submissive was fully consolidated and my need for both cock and control had become hardwired into me.

New member here (really enjoy and appreciate the site!) unable to access chat.  When I click on the Chat heading, I keep getting an error message  that reads "PDOStatement: Duplicate entry".

What am I doing wrong? 

On 8/4/2023 at 5:06 PM, INcumdump said:

I will only have bareback sex so if a top insisted on a condom, I would have to turn them down.

I've met tops that said on their Grindr profile that they only practiced safe sex, but I went ahead and met them anyway.

Interestingly enough, in person, those same tops ended up willingly fucking me without a condom... and giving me their load.

 

Most tops are pretty easy to persuade, once they're nice and hard with a moaning bottom begging for raw dick.

On 8/4/2023 at 2:06 PM, Indynudeguy said:

I got fucked with a condom once.  That was the first and the last time.  I hated it.  The smell, the feel, the sound.  Never again.  Raw only.

Completely agree! it's actually kind of disgusting, the smell in particular is totally gross. Raw only!

On 8/4/2023 at 8:26 AM, jcklvrga said:

Are there others here like me? As a sub bottom on the one hand I don't like to turn down an interested top. But, when a top insists on condom use honestly I lose all interest in sex with them and turn them down. Do you let tops that require condoms fuck you? And the whole time someone with a condom is fucking me I cannot stop thinking the condom will come off and get stuck up my ass...have had that happen where I have to pull a condom out of my ass..hate that.

I'll let a top use a condom if he insists and if he's hot, in part because I know if we become regular playmates (and with a little help from poppers and pot), at some point he'll be suggestible to breeding my muscular ass bareback.