MayorQuimby

They’ll probably ban you anyway just for saying that. 

Of course this thread is closed to further comments.  I’m sure the moderator got tired of hearing how ridiculous it is to run a fetish website that has a section devoted to HIV and then say that AIDS isn’t allowed.  

If you’re looking to get him pozzed, send him my way. 

Can I get her phone number?  😈

I’d poz that.  Will be in central FL June 7-19. 

@POZ215

i don't know why i love this story so much.  i think it's my mpreg fantasy.  Just imagine both of these guys continuing to breed her as her belly gets bigger and neither of them knowing whose swimmers knocked her up.

We’ll see if the fuck flu comes around. We got our loads into some neg holes. 

I will be visiting DC with fellow BZ member dtarisio over Labor Day weekend.  We’re hoping to have a few hookups while we’re there. I’ll be giving loads and he’ll be taking them.  We’ll be staying at a hotel downtown. We may also be joined one night by one of my “sons.”  Cheers!

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So I'm not really sure how interesting this is, but I wanted to write it down so I wouldn't forget.  There's this guy I've been seeing for a while now.  It's nothing too serious since he lives a few hours away, but he's someone I have a lot of feelings for.  When we met, he loved taking my cock as much as he could.  I'm a bit on the bigger side and that's the way he likes his cocks.  The last time we saw each other a few months ago, he asked me to bottom for him.  I don't bottom.  Ever.  For anyone.  It just never works out very well.  The last time someone successfully got cum in my ass was when I was in college.  For some reason, I trust him enough to let myself take him inside me.  Though it hurt like a bitch, I eventually got used to it and was actually happy that I was making him feel good.  We went for a little while but I never got his load.  Well, that all changed this past weekend.  I actually was looking forward to seeing him again because I WANTED to bottom for him.  I knew what I was getting myself into.  His head is huge and hurts like a motherfucker when it goes in, but I wanted it.  He was so patient and gentle, but then he fucked me like a champ after I got used to him.  I loved it.  He was also the first poz (undetectable) load I've ever taken.  I doubt I'll ever forget that.  I got two loads from him that weekend and he never got one from me.  Oh, how things can change.  I don't want to bottom for anyone else, but I want him to keep flooding me with his cum. 

I thought I should give an update to this thread.  I did take a drug holiday for about 6 weeks around September of last year.  I felt great and I had no negative effects.  In November, I talked to my doctor about taking a longer break from meds.  She didn't know about the first one I did, as I thought she wouldn't approve.  After a long consultation, she said I could stop for two months if I continued to have my numbers monitored.  The reason being, when I was diagnosed as poz my VL was only 268.  I'm pretty sure I was poz for over a year before I was diagnosed and was surprised my numbers were that low.  She felt that I might be an "elite controller."  So after two months off, I went in for my blood work.  My VL was 170.  My CD4% was a bit lower than normal, but she gave me permission to stay off another three months with continued monitoring.  I know it won't last forever, but being off meds for this time has been great and I hope it lasts a while.  I'm really anxious to find out if I am an EC after all, since I know this reaction to being off meds isn't at all normal.  I'll try to keep you posted when I know more.  

I'm sure Cody is the type of boy that would love to take care of all of Daddy's needs while he's going through the fuck flu.

I've always been fascinated by these devices. I'd never put myself in one, but I'd love to put my sub bf in one.

Hell yeah! I still have poz dirty talk with my bf even though he's poz too. It's twice as hot when I'm barebacking a neg. the only answer I've ever had to "you want this dirty poz load" is "yes!!!"

@barebackadvocate

Thanks! Just wanted to say that you're going to feel so much better off of Atripla. That was my original HIV medication and I hated it. It made me so foggy I couldn't remember anything. I struggled in conversation to find the simplest words. I also didn't realize how angry and dickish I was being towards everyone. The psychological effects are terrible. I told my doc he had to give me something else or I was going to stop medicating. Been on Stribild since and feel much better.

Has anyone taken a drug holiday for a few weeks/months? I really want to try it but my main worry is developing a drug resistance. Any doctor is supposed to say not to do it, but I'd rather hear from someone who has and went back on. What was it like?

Poz undetectable couple in Philly looking for a regular fb. Can be neg, poz, or undetectable. Plenty of fetishes to explore. Message for more info.

My doc put me on anti-depressants even before he put me on HIV meds.  Because of that, I never really had to go through any kind of "grieving" process.  It was actually kind of helpful.  The only advice I can really give is never take Atripla.  That medication should never be given to anyone, unless you like the shits, unexpainable anger, and the inability to think or speak in complete sentences.  To tell the truth, I'm glad I found out I was poz.  I had suspected that I was for a long time, but now that I know I'm not going to be letting my health deteriorate.  Plus, I still fuck as many people as I did before.  :-)

Gotta question....

I'm a neg top that has an undetectable poz bottom wanting my cock. I only bareback, so does anyone have any good data or relevant experience that would let me know how likely I am to convert?