I have extremely brutal and horrific desires that makes me excited and pleasure. My desires are
1) first of all i like to be owned by others and want to be absolutely dehmanized and want to become a thing, or proprty, or an object used for fantasy and enjoyment for my owner.
2) secondly after i become an object or a property for my owner i want to be tortured extremely on all my limbs and my dick using different materials by different methods. The torturing i am desiring are like to be extremely tied on my fleshy part of my limbs by thin and strong wires till the wire enter to my flesh, to be stumped by strong rubber for days, to be mummified, to be burried below my neck for days, to be embeded by cement or concrete in my limbs(legs upto above knee and my arms upto my elbow)on ground and seen above elbow and above knee like live monument for days, etc
3) to be tortured my dick from simple torturing upto destroying and removing with the ball. I like to be tortured my dick specially by mistress among these cock torturing extremely tieying, to be pierced by different needles, to be nailing down on board, to be brutally bitten, to locked by chastity for long time, to be sewed, after all types of brutal torturing done on my dick then i want to be cut off completely with the ball.
