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NegLexBttm

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  1. NegLexBttm
    So the boyfriend and I were sitting around thinking about some of the fantasies we would love to play out. He has been in communication with a few poz tops in other states that want to come play with us. Of course I'm game if it means getting a nice poz load buried in my ass.
    During the course of our conversation he mentioned the idea of us becoming "sexual tourists". Basically it would involve us meeting guys online that would allow us to come visit them in cities we would like to visit and also offer up either my ass or his for the duration of our visit. So if anyone reading this wants to step up...
    As for me converting, we have taken a break just to see if we can practice self control. So far, so good. Thankfully the Saturday is when we are going to start fucking again. I can't wait for him to unleash as many poz loads as he can possibly give me. I know I plan on staying naked and in his bed for at least 24 hours.
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    Yes, I'm aware that I have been negligent in my duties to keep everyone updated as to my quest to take control of my future. However, it has been with good reason. I kind of fell in love. He's 36, poz, vers, wants to give me his virus, but is undetectable. Don't get me wrong, I love him not the fact that he is HIV+. The fact that he is a dirty, nasty, cum slut, pig makes life much more interesting.
    So, we are fucking two to three times a day with me taking every load. We figure that we should still give it the good old "American try" and see what happens. He has even mentioned taking a drug holiday to increase his viral load, so who knows where this could lead.
    I'm going to attempt to do better at logging in daily. Our plan is to document all of our sexual adventures between ourselves and anyone we may pic up. I will be posting those pics here for all to see.
    Tonight? My bare ass against a glory hole taking anonymous cock that my bf picks out from the crowd. Planning on just taking load after load after load. Sounds great!
  3. NegLexBttm
    So here I was, all set to head out to one of the local bookstores and take load after load and then be finished off by my buddy with a high viral load. I had it all planned out, which jock to wear, what lube to take, which poppers to use, and if I would take a little G before I left the house. All I needed now was the ringmaster to call and tell me that everything was on as planned. As I sat anxiously by the phone, waiting for that light vibration, I noticed that the time on the clock was getting later and later. I had been stood up...
    Usually it wouldn't be a big deal, but this was something that I had to really pysch myself up for. I had often fantasized about throwing all caution to the wind and just taking every cock that could empty a load inside me. I always stopped myself and either stayed home to jerk off to bb porn or would go out, have a few drinks, and have bb sex with a random hookup. This, however, was a big deal.
    I craved having as much cock, and as many loads, buried deep inside me for as long as they kept lining up for a turn. I was ready to not turn a single guy away. I finally found that place within me that allowed me to lower my inhibitions and get over my fears. I stopped being so damned judgmental and decided to live the life I had denied myself for so many years. Yet here I sat...at home...alone.
    I haven't heard from my buddy since then and I don't think I will. I have two friends that are both undetectable that I am going to be a regular cum dump for. I know that it can be more difficult to become infected by someone that's undetectable, but believe me, I'm going to give it the all American try.
    More to come....
  4. NegLexBttm
    First things first, my screen name says "PozLexBttm". I'm not poz, but at the time this account was created I honestly believed myself to be. I'm also not a chaser. I simply like sex raw, the way it was meant to be. At the moment I am trying to become poz because I know it's going to happen in the future, so why not take control and choose for myself?
    I hope to blog here on a regular basis. The posts themselves will be like most: me taking loads and my eventual poz test result.
    The next post should be coming tonight/early in the morning. I have a trip to a local bookstore planned with a guy with a high viral load. He is gonna fuck me and then round up as much anonymous cock in the place to do the same.
    Details and thoughts to follow!
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