NegLexBttm

Sorry this has taken so long. I started a new job recently and have been very busy. Hope you enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed living it! We drove that afternoon from his house to mine, his load still plugged deep within me. I was expecting to be fucked relentlessly the entire time that he was staying with me, but he had other plans. We spent the better part of the day lying in each others arms watching tv, had some dinner, and then returned to the television. We both drifted off to sleep... The next morning started kind of early. I had to take one of my roommates to work so I would be leaving my buddy to his own devices. I must admit that while the spooning was comforting I really wanted to have him inside me. Never had I met a man with such a beautifully perfect cock and the ability to fuck me so deep. Before I left I turned on some bb porn and told him I'd be back soon. Before you ask, I did it on purpose. I knew it would get him so turned on that he would be ready to fuck when I got back. I got back to my house and told my buddy I needed to take a shower. He was good with that and threw a "clean your hole out and I have a surprise for you" for good measure. Describing the grin that spread across my face would be difficult. Maybe similar to that of the Cheshire Cat, if not bigger. I set the shower shot up, quickly undressed, and began the process of preparing my hole for a good fucking. I stepped out of the shower and returned to find my buddy shirtless and wearing a pair of white briefs and combat boots. In his right hand was a dog collar. "Get over here", he said. I did as I was told, letting the towel that was wrapped around my waist fall free. He then told me to "turn around" followed by him placing the collar tightly around my neck. Once it was on he padlocked it to make sure I couldn't remove it. He then directed me to the corner of my room. I saw that he had strategically placed pillows in the floor around what appeared to be a newly secured eye bolt along with my trust bottle of poppers. He told me to get on my knees with my neck beside the bolt. I complied with the order only to find myself being padlocked once again by the neck to the floor. "You will keep you ass in the air unless told otherwise and you won't touch yourself unless you want to be severely punished, understand", he said. I replied with a quick "yes, sir". I raised my head to test the strength of the bolt and found out that I wouldn't be going anywhere unless he let me go. Minutes that seemed like hours passed by with my secured to the floor. I had to depend on my hearing since I couldn't see where he was or what he was doing. The sound of the combat boots fell heavy on the floor. "He's across the room," I thought. I could hear him flip the top on the gun oil and heard the "squeak" of the bottle as air found it's way inside it. I could hear the undeniable sound of lube being stroked onto his cock and the footfall of the boots as he came closer to me. I barely had enough time to think to myself that he was behind me when I felt his cock being pushed inside me. I immediately knew that this was going to be different than the fuck from the day before. As if the collar and the bolt weren't clues enough, the force he exerted while thrusting his cock in me sent a crystal clear message. Never had I been fucked with such sheer, raw force. His cock repeatedly pulled completely out of me and then was instantly slammed back inside. I tried to manipulate him into a slower rhythm by clamping down when he thrust in, only to be slapped and force fucked even more. "I'm going to wreck your hole and fuck you sloppy," he said, as he fucked me harder and harder. "You're hole will be so loose when I'm done that you won't be able to clamp down on me." I don't know how long this went on. I remember opening my popper bottle after his last statement and drifting off in a haze, enjoying the railing that I was receiving. I do remember that after what seemed like several hours he slowed his thrusts and leaned forward to ask me to tell him again what it was I wanted. "I want your toxic cum inside me, Sir", I replied. "ok, faggot" was all he replied and before I knew it he was emptying his balls inside me again. Like the day before, as he shot his load he continued to pump my hole to push his cum as deep as it would go. When he was finished he pulled out and plugged me again. Then he walked out of the room, leaving me secured naked to the floor while he showered off. After about 20 minutes he let me up and said it was time for him to be going. I've been trying to get time with him again, but the new job and his new boyfriend have proven to be tough to plan around. We have promised each other that the next time there wouldn't be any limits. Needless to say, I'm excited.

Promise to write up the second part of my encounter this weekend. Started a new job recently and haven't had much time to play. Guess that makes me a dull boy...

Should have it up some time today. My buddy will be in town tonight so I'm sure to get at least two more poz loads out of him.

I had arranged for a friend of mine to come stay for the night with the intention of being bred continuously throughout the night. Our plans had already been modified thanks to 2 str8 roommates, a part time boy friend, and a sinus infection, so my hole was nice and hungry. I arrived at his place a little later than originally planned to find that he was home alone. We walked through his house talking a bit until we got to his bedroom. After showing me something on his computer, he then turned to me and said, "So, do you want me to fuck you"? Without thinking I replied, "It isn't a slaves place to want. It is a slaves place to take what his master gives to him." I was immediately told to take off my shorts, get on my knees and present my ass to him. Believe me, I didn't waste a single second. First thing he did was spread my ass checks so he could manipulate the large plug I had been wearing most of the day. With one quick jerking action, he pulled the plug straight out of my hole. His next words were orders that I was all too willing to take. "Spread your legs, arch your back, and keep your head down. When I give you an order you will reply how?" I replied as I knew I should with a quick, "Yes, Sir." He smacked my ass and said, "You will be fucked hard and you will be fucked continuously. I will pull my cock out and shove it back in with one thrust. Do you understand me?" To which I again replied, "Yes, Sir." His last instructions to me were, "I will also decide when and if I'm going to give you my cum. Understand?" I raised my head, turned to look at him, and simply repeated the words that by now were all he wanted to hear, "Yes, Sir!" Having answered his final question, I reached and grabbed the bottle of poppers that sat to my left on the floor. No sooner had I inhaled fumes in each nostril when I felt his hard cock head spreading me open and his cock being buried deep inside me. I was in sheer ecstasy. He pumped me hard and deep, only stopping once and telling me that I "would not move or else I would pay." He asked if I understood and I answered that I did. For the next hour my hole was fucked relentlessly. The only time he stopped was to order me to change positions, or to pull out in order to wait for my hole to pucker and then shove his hard 9" cock back inside me. Never once did I complain. Why would I? This was what I had wanted from every top I've ever known. He continued to pound and abuse my hole, going deep inside me. I would start to push back and grind my hips against him only to be told to "Stop moving!" or "You will move only when I tell you too!". When he could feel himself getting ready to cum, he leaned in and whispered in my ear, "Tell me what you want, slave." I raised my head and said, "For Sir to please fill me with his poz cum." He started thrusting faster and told me I should milk his cock with my hole. I started pushing back as fast as my ass could while meeting each fast, furious thrust. Just before he released he shouted, "take my dirty load" and thrust his cock as far inside as he could. As his balls emptied inside me he started pushing the load as deep as he could. When he was finished he pulled out and shoved my plug back inside me. He ordered me to get dressed and we were soon on our way to my place for the night... (to be continued as soon as I get a moment to write it up)

So the boyfriend and I were sitting around thinking about some of the fantasies we would love to play out. He has been in communication with a few poz tops in other states that want to come play with us. Of course I'm game if it means getting a nice poz load buried in my ass. During the course of our conversation he mentioned the idea of us becoming "sexual tourists". Basically it would involve us meeting guys online that would allow us to come visit them in cities we would like to visit and also offer up either my ass or his for the duration of our visit. So if anyone reading this wants to step up... As for me converting, we have taken a break just to see if we can practice self control. So far, so good. Thankfully the Saturday is when we are going to start fucking again. I can't wait for him to unleash as many poz loads as he can possibly give me. I know I plan on staying naked and in his bed for at least 24 hours.

Yes, I'm aware that I have been negligent in my duties to keep everyone updated as to my quest to take control of my future. However, it has been with good reason. I kind of fell in love. He's 36, poz, vers, wants to give me his virus, but is undetectable. Don't get me wrong, I love him not the fact that he is HIV+. The fact that he is a dirty, nasty, cum slut, pig makes life much more interesting. So, we are fucking two to three times a day with me taking every load. We figure that we should still give it the good old "American try" and see what happens. He has even mentioned taking a drug holiday to increase his viral load, so who knows where this could lead. I'm going to attempt to do better at logging in daily. Our plan is to document all of our sexual adventures between ourselves and anyone we may pic up. I will be posting those pics here for all to see. Tonight? My bare ass against a glory hole taking anonymous cock that my bf picks out from the crowd. Planning on just taking load after load after load. Sounds great!

So here I was, all set to head out to one of the local bookstores and take load after load and then be finished off by my buddy with a high viral load. I had it all planned out, which jock to wear, what lube to take, which poppers to use, and if I would take a little G before I left the house. All I needed now was the ringmaster to call and tell me that everything was on as planned. As I sat anxiously by the phone, waiting for that light vibration, I noticed that the time on the clock was getting later and later. I had been stood up... Usually it wouldn't be a big deal, but this was something that I had to really pysch myself up for. I had often fantasized about throwing all caution to the wind and just taking every cock that could empty a load inside me. I always stopped myself and either stayed home to jerk off to bb porn or would go out, have a few drinks, and have bb sex with a random hookup. This, however, was a big deal. I craved having as much cock, and as many loads, buried deep inside me for as long as they kept lining up for a turn. I was ready to not turn a single guy away. I finally found that place within me that allowed me to lower my inhibitions and get over my fears. I stopped being so damned judgmental and decided to live the life I had denied myself for so many years. Yet here I sat...at home...alone. I haven't heard from my buddy since then and I don't think I will. I have two friends that are both undetectable that I am going to be a regular cum dump for. I know that it can be more difficult to become infected by someone that's undetectable, but believe me, I'm going to give it the all American try. More to come....

First things first, my screen name says "PozLexBttm". I'm not poz, but at the time this account was created I honestly believed myself to be. I'm also not a chaser. I simply like sex raw, the way it was meant to be. At the moment I am trying to become poz because I know it's going to happen in the future, so why not take control and choose for myself? I hope to blog here on a regular basis. The posts themselves will be like most: me taking loads and my eventual poz test result. The next post should be coming tonight/early in the morning. I have a trip to a local bookstore planned with a guy with a high viral load. He is gonna fuck me and then round up as much anonymous cock in the place to do the same. Details and thoughts to follow!