Am trying to figure something out. For the last 20+ years I have 95% nasty hardcore SM/raunch/ff top, Daddy and periodic slave owner. However, for the last year I have become fixated with becoming an owned pig, breeding hole and full toilet, totally shaved, heavily marked, and hole stretched out to huge proportions in addition to being domestic servant.
Are there any others out there that have gone through this and successfully become this type of collared pig? Why would someone have this dramatic of a change and need to give up control? i call it a "need" rather than a "want" since it is always at the forefront of my thoughts and is impossible for me to get hard unless i am thinking about serving or the rare occasions i get to be a bottom?
Thanks for your thoughts.
