I mostly a btm and when I hit up a guy with a nice fat big dick I still like to play with him and act like im trying to be careful. He asks me if i do bareback and I reply "I usually wear condoms." He usually sounds disappointed and I ask "can you pull out?" Most of the time he says yes and I head over. After some drinks or whatever we get into it and he fucks me for awhile and i keep telling him not to cum yet, so he is edging with a big load. When im on my stomach and he is ready to cum I beg him not to cum in me but i also push out my ass more and and wrap my legs around him. I give mixed signals cause deep down I want the top to tell me to shut up, hold me down and force his load inside me. I think lots of btms are like this lol A good top will ignore it and keep going. About 1/3 of tops i hook up will do this, theyre my favorite and get a call back :-)