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cuntboy

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  1. Really intensely brutal fisting. Nothing that would put me in the hospital, but hard enough to leave me bruised, bloody and walking funny for days. The fantasy is way better than the reality but I keep doing it. I bite a rolled up towel to muffle my screams so the neighbors don't call the cops. It might start fun, it might not but I always end up just crying and waiting for it to be over. I have to do it on an empty stomach or I'll throw up from the pain. I want it to stop but it doesn't because I always tell the tops that I don't know what I want and they should stop when they've decided I've had enough. I hate myself for getting into it again but it doesn't feel real if I can make it stop because then I'd be the one in control. The last guy I did this with moved across the country to get his PhD and I really miss him. Also, guys who skip the discussion on whether or not to use protection and just make me take their loads without asking if that's something I'm ok with. My fetishes are kind of dangerous and self destructive.
  2. This is a very specific issue, but little tops who insist on pretending they are big. I'll take a 4 incher and like it but I've had small tops make me tell them how big they are and it just makes me feel totally ridiculous. Whatever you have, be comfortable with it and use it to the best of your ability. More generally, I do like it if you ask how I'm doing once. It's considerate. But don't ask more than once. If I say I'm good, I'm good. I can handle a little discomfort and if it becomes unbearable I'll be sure to let you know.
  3. Not disagreeing with you because nothing you said is factually incorrect. I'm making a value judgment. If a single guy chooses to bareback it's his choice. His body, his health, his life. Some people might say he's being irresponsible, but he's only responsible for himself and he's answerable to no one. He knows what risks he's taking and he's deciding based on his own priorities. A married guy doesn't have that freedom. He isn't just responsible for his life and health, he's responsible for his wife's life and health too. If he isn't honest with her about his fun, then he's putting her at risk without her knowledge and that makes him a horrible person. If a married guy chooses to bareback, he owes his wife the truth and he should accept her decision if she chooses to leave him.
  4. Married guys have a different set of obligations from single guys. If you're married, it's reasonable to assume you have sex with your wife. That means you aren't just responsible for your status, you're responsible for hers as well. If she knows about your adventures great, more power to both of you. But a lot of married guys fool around without their wives knowing (not assuming you were/are one of them) which means the wives are at risk without knowing it. And that's not fair to them because it doesn't give them the chance to make an informed decision about what risks they are and aren't willing to take.
  5. The house blends on US Pop Shop are pretty good, but they're all labeled with a vague "alkyl nitrites" as a CYA measure on the part of the chemist so I'm not exactly sure what's in them. The last time I ordered a regular brand (Jungle Juice Platinum) I ordered from sexstuffbox.com and got what at least according to the label was genuine amyl nitrite from Canada. I'm no chemist but it certainly did the trick.
  6. I know this is kind of an old post, but if you're still around how do you feel about guys your own age or older? You didn't mention them at all. I
  7. I use an old prescription bottle with a couple of cotton balls in it. The empty space in the bottle gives the vapors room to concentrate between hits.
  8. I'm only 25 but I've already lied and said that I'm younger than I really am. Apparently 25 is "too old" for the tops in my town. I also have different profiles on different sites. On Recon I'll list everything I like, but on, say, a4a I've had guys be really put off by full candor - and why do I need to mention being into double fisting when all I'm looking for that night is to suck cock?
  9. I feel like the opposite of most guys here - 5'5", 175 lbs. Hell, some of you guys are almost a foot taller than me and hardly weigh any more than I do. It seems like being short is a good thing for bottoms, but all the time I spend in the gym tends to throw some guys off.
  10. I have a hard time going for guys who aren't clean (by which I mean shower regularly), but as long as you have decent personal hygiene and no open sores on your dick, I'm ok with you. Cultural standards of beauty are largely artificial, though I will confess to a weakness for guys with muscles.
  11. I'd be all over that. I'm one of the shortest guys on here if not one of the thinnest...
  12. I'm in an open relationship of about three years now, which is a pretty significant amount of time at my age. I said right from the outset that I wasn't capable of being monogamous and didn't expect monogamy from partners either so long as nobody was stupid about it. We are both committed to building a life together, but neither of us puts some huge spiritual significance on sex. It's just sex. It's great and it's wonderful and it's fun and it doesn't have to be anything more than that. Saying that the only right way to have a relationship is to only have sex with one person for the rest of your life is a pretty damn tall order for most men and a surprising number of women. It's also worth taking into consideration that the odds of falling in love with someone whose sex drive perfectly matches yours are slim. If I want it twice a day but I fall for someone who only wants it twice a week, one of us is going to end up resenting the other if I can't fill the gap (no pun intended) elsewhere. That being said, other guys seem to be more okay with cheating than with open relationships. If I post an ad on CL saying I'm in an open relationship, I get more hate mail than serious responses. If I post an ad saying I'm cheating, I get tons of offers to fuck and no judgment. What the hell?
  13. It really depends on the goal. Sometimes I want to enjoy myself, and if that's the case then it does bug me because I wanted to get fucked and it was over too quickly. Other times though, I don't want to enjoy myself at all, I just want to make it about the top(s). In that case, finishing quickly is great because he gets what he wants and I don't really get much out of the exchange.
  14. I agree. I'm new here but everyone has been very nice and supportive right from the beginning.
  15. Well according to OkCupid I'm above average, so that means I'm at least a 6, and people tell me more often than not that I'm cuter in person than in my pictures, so... 7? I like my face a lot, but I'm not exactly thrilled with my body. If I were six inches taller and 20 years older I'd be prime bear material, but I'm still young enough that a lot of guys take it as a personal affront that I'm not thin and hairless.
  16. I wasn't aiming to set any records or anything, but it looks like I definitely get the merit badge for a good story to share. I really lucked out meeting this guy. I'm definitely in favor of having a trusted friend set the thing up to make sure that everybody involved is respecting the pre-established boundaries.
  17. Hey everyone, thanks for your responses, especially to those of you who expressed concern for my safety and well-being. It was a very warm welcome to this community and left me thinking very highly of all of you. I would have posted yesterday, but I was pretty wiped out. I did go through with it and I had a great time. If I get another chance to do it I'll be all over it. I'm sore as hell, but it was awesome. I got fucked by about ten guys (not sure of the exact numbers, I was blindfolded and the room got a little noisy at times) and all of them were very nice and respectful, even the ones who fucked to hurt. My top and a friend of his ran the show, making sure nobody did anything stupid. Most of the guys who showed up insisted on wearing condoms, and as it turns out the rest wore them because my top told them to. He told me I was going to be taking a bunch of loads because he wanted me as nervous as possible, and while I'm a little annoyed with him the anticipation was a lot of fun. Less hot than taking a bunch of anonymous loads, but a lot safer. I did end up getting bred by my top and his buddy though, so at least I did get two guys' loads back to back and my top got the fun of sloppy seconds.
  18. It's not like anybody's making me go through with this, I could tell him I'm not gonna do it and he'd understand, but there's something about him that I just really like to defer to. Normally I'm pretty self-assured, even cocky (enough so that I'm tired of telling pushy bottoms that I don't top and I'm not going to make an exception for them), but if this guy wants to declare my holes his property I'm not going to argue with him. He's pushed me out of my comfort zone before and I haven't regretted it so far. It will be an ordeal though, because he likes to hurt me and I know that at least some of the guys he invites will like that as well. I enjoy a decent amount of pain and I'm willing to take more than I would enjoy for its own sake to make him happy. I've just never done anything on this sort of a scale before, my experience has been largely one on one with the occasional threesome.
  19. Hi guys. This is my first post here, but this seems to be the place to talk about what's on my mind. There's a guy I've been with a few times, he's very demanding and dominant but generally pretty cool and respectful. My rule has always been that I use protection unless I'm in a relationship, and he was okay with that. I'll be going over to his place tomorrow, and today while we were confirming plans he informed me that I'm going to be tied up and gangbanged by his friends and any other guys he can get to come over. And, more importantly, they're all going to breed me. Needless to say I'm a little nervous. This is way beyond anything I've done before, I don't know who's going to be there or even how many of them there are going to be. But he says it's going to happen and I want to make him happy. Does anyone have any tips on how to prepare myself for the upcoming ordeal?
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