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Hey
I'm a fairly active gay guy who is severely allergic to latex and have even had absurd reactions to non latex condoms. I bareback because of this and because it just feels better and means I don't have an itchy region for long periods of time.
I've probably fucked 100 guys, about 30 since I last tested negative. During one of these times my dick was covered in blood and I took PEP for 14 days. I never went for the test after. I've topped 90% of the time and taken a few loads in my ass and once I was raped.
I know I have a high chance of being HIV positive and I know if that's the case that I will no longer want to continue.
I don't know why I'm posting this, I just have no where else to write this. I'm terrified and it's all my own fault. Sorry guys,- 1
Hiv: I Don't Know What To Do
in HIV/AIDS & Sexual Health Issues
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If I have HIV, I lose my entire career. I work in a country where if you have HIV you're deported and banned. I've been here for years. I have no family and friends in careers like this are superficial and there's a high turn over of people. I have no home to even be deported to. I would literally lose everything.
It's not selfish to remove yourself as a burden.