Hey I'm a fairly active gay guy who is severely allergic to latex and have even had absurd reactions to non latex condoms. I bareback because of this and because it just feels better and means I don't have an itchy region for long periods of time. I've probably fucked 100 guys, about 30 since I last tested negative. During one of these times my dick was covered in blood and I took PEP for 14 days. I never went for the test after. I've topped 90% of the time and taken a few loads in my ass and once I was raped. I know I have a high chance of being HIV positive and I know if that's the case that I will no longer want to continue. I don't know why I'm posting this, I just have no where else to write this. I'm terrified and it's all my own fault. Sorry guys,
