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Before acquiring HIV, I'd use protection religiously and remained negative for two years after having screwing with Lord-knows how many dudes at bath houses and sex parties. What makes me sick is I'd occasionally hook up with those guys who'd do everything in their power to either convince me to get fucked bareback or they'd attempt to take the rubber off during sex. A fuck bud of mine that I'd hook up with every once in awhile, pulled it off and got to screw me raw for a couple of seconds before I'd pull away in horror. What gets me is he saw the fear in my eyes and he knew just how terrified I was of catching HIV, yet, he pulled the stunt twice. I will never understand how someone could be so callous to completely disregard another's life, future, and well-being, and put a one-time orgasm ahead of everything. I understand it's a fantasy to some of you, but it's absolutely unacceptable to go around pozzing negative individuals. Why not grab a syringe and go around randomly sticking people with infected blood? As much as some of you might think that's totally different, it isn't. At the end of the day, you're willingly infecting someone. I like this forum and lurk occasionally, but the small number of posts I've read from members who intentionally infect unsuspecting negative bottoms are creepy, to say the least. I always reason to myself that it's all a part of a fantasy and nothing of the sort actually goes on when someone posts about it. By all means get together and have all-poz, bareback orgies and gang bangs. Hell, if there's some demented neg bottom who really, really wants to get pozzed, be my guest. But I won't ever engage in knowingly infecting someone, whether they want it or not. There are a lot of guys out there who might agree to barebacking, under the assumption that you're negative. Like others have stated, put the fantasy aside and make sure to disclose your status. And if there are consenting adults who know exactly what they're getting into, knock yourselves out--and don't forget to throw me an invite. XD