BigBlackDaddy

Tell them. Who are you trying to protect? The dick of a guy? Sure the ex-bf that have been fucked by him are idiots but I don't buy the "well they should not have trusted him" stuff. They didn't. They are stupid to have believed him. But fuck all that, if they are decent people and the other guy is just playing with their heads, he should not be given a free card and expect you to keep his secret.

So, I am negative. I just tested myself again today. Every time I give up my ass, I am taking a risk but I would hope that the guy has enough respect for me to be truthful. Five times I had boyfriends who were positive. Three told me, one didn't know until we got tested together, and the fifth was a complete asshole who fucked around behind my back and then complained when I even looked at another guy. I have no problems dating poz guys as long as they take their meds and we take some precautions. We stiill did some barebacking but I just didn't take any loads from them) and they were allowed to go breed other poz guys. But that was the risk I was willing to take. When the fifth died and I did not share a tear for him.

I am neg. I have managed to bareback for the last 30 years, taken and given hundreds of loads, been to bath houses, and I am still negative. I know I have gotten a few STDs (ones I tested positive for and ones I just take antibiotics because it was obvious) but I got through those and now show negative for everything. My bigger problem is having a heart attack or a brain hemorrhage (in my genes). I know the risks involved in bb and don't want to become poz, but I also want to enjoy the sex. Yes, negative guys go to bath houses but there is no way to tell what you will get when you meet a guy in the dark. But, there are ways to reduce the risk and I don't believe the crap about eventually getting poz. Still the only real way to be 100% safe is to not have sex with anyone and what the hell good is that? Listen, if you are neg, and there is no reason you should not get tested every so often, and you want to continue to bareback, do all the things you know to reduce the risks, including PrEP or PEP, good hygiene, choosing wisely, getting a partner (or partners) who is doing the same things and then just go have some fucking fun.

Truvada is the only approved PrEP but there has been a study that shows several PEP drugs also are effective but have not yet made it through the approval stage. In one study, a combo of Lamivudine/Zidovudine/Nevirapine was shown to be more effective than Truvada, but the combo carries a greater possible damage to the liver and pancreas and can do vast skin damage. It is a matter of time before less costly drugs are approved. The issue with PEPs are the side effects and long-term effects, but if your choice is nothing or taking the drugs when you know you are going to get exposed, hell start the drugs a few days before. Why would you wait to take the PEP after exposure when you know you will be exposed? The harm can come in taking it as a continuous prevention.

Remember there are several chambers you are trying to get clean. If I know I am going to take a long cock (9+), I spend more time cleaning. For a shorter cock (6-), I can get away with a quicker clean. I use a shower enema with a large spray nozzle that is about six inches long. For large cocks, I make sure I stick that whole thing in my ass and use more water pressure so I know I am getting it through the chambers. I also have an added flow diverting valve which lets me control the water pressure. I set the temperature first and then use the flow control to control water flow. The toughest part is patience. Relaxing yourself to get all the water out and to let water in.

When I am on the road, I use the large 2 quart enema bag. I use the larger 5" tip and stick that in deep. I take all two quarts and fill and empty six times. Sometimes I use a very small amount of liquid soap during the first or second time. If I don't have anything else, I take a water bottle and fill that with warm water several times to get as clean as I can. The whole purpose is to get as clean as possible so that the cock comes out clean.

So why go through all tha trouble? First, shit freaks out some guys and they will stop before I get the load. Second, I like to suck the cock after it comes out of my ass. Third, I will collect the cum from my ass and eat it. So, not only do i get a nice fuck, but I get to taste and swallow the cum. I find it a lot more fun, especially when I get more than one load.

I go on craigslist and offer guys free massages with happy ending. I get a lot of straight guys that way; most married or just horny. I start by giving a legitimate massage while they are on their stomach from the upper back to the toes. When I get to the toes, I start sucking it. Never a complaint. I then go back to the butt and give it a good massage and start to rim them. I haven't met a guy who doesn't like a good butt rimming. After I know they have enjoyed it enough, I asked them to turn around and I continue to massage their thighs while sucking on their balls and cock. For those who get really hard and I know will stay hard, I climb on the table, straddle their midsection, and massage their chest while my butt rubs against their cock. Sometimes the guys will resist a little but at this point they are so horny they give in. Most of the time they don't complain. When I see they are going to not resist, I just grab their cock and stick it in my ass and ride their cock. A few come just like that. For others I get off the table and bend over and they take me from behind until they come. I have had only one guy ask me for a condom, in which I replied I did not have one and he fucked me raw anyway.

Yesterday, I met three new guys and got three loads. All three were married and one had never fucked a guy before. Two already contcted me for a repeat.