Place take this as respectfully as possible, given the circumstances. Speaking as a gay man who loves anal sex far more than most, you're giving gay men a very bad image. Playing to the stereotype of nameless, faceless, cumpig sex is, quite frankly, disgusting. And since you have anonymous sex you more than likely are committed to a life of std's. Yes, I adore bottoming for my man. MAN, as in singular. We are devoted to each other, in love with each other, and we trust each other. Sex between us is far more intimate, more fulfilling, more comforting, and more rewarding than, most likely, anything you've ever experienced. I do feel sorry for you that you feel the need to fill your life with disgusting, dangerous behavior, and would strongly suggest you see a therapist before your life ends badly.