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Click here to see Life In The Raw's original blog post... I was in San Francisco recently, and I had a great time. I started each day by hitting the gym near my hotel, and enjoyed a nice steambath in the steamroom. Man, so many muscle studs. Okay, I know this is weird, since I find getting head to be boring, but I myself ENJOY the fuck out of sucking dick. yeah, I know. My friends all think its weird that while I dont want my dick sucked, I will suck dick for days if I can. I was sucking dick and swallowing cum, guy after guy, load after sweet cumload down my throat. each day I think I left with 4 to 5 loads in my stomach. Sucked off some thick dicks, with sweet cumloads. Ate a lot of muscle butt too... The last morning I was there, this hot muscle guy walked in as I was enjoying a solo jerk... "oh fuck" he sat and I told him to show me his ass, he happily complied and I tongue fucked his hole, then I brought him down and fucked him raw. His hole was kinda loose and warm, my favorite. I was nailing his ass and he told me to fuck his slutty white boy ass. I gripped his ass and drilled him. The entire time he was telling me that he wanted my load in his hole, that he loves raw dick and loves being a cumewhore, I pulled out, shoved it all the way in, and kept fucking his hot hairy ass, soon, I erupted in his ass. Shooting the last load that I would bust for my SF trip. He sat down and thanked me for my load, then I showered, dried off and went to my motel. More...

Click here to see Sperm Pig's original post... And boy does he know how to FUCK! I posted his cock pic earlier—the pic does not do him justice. More on that in a minute. This guy and I have been talking online for months trying to set up a time to meet. Well, everything aligned for today after work. He buzzed at the appointed time and I had just had enough time to prepare for fucking. I answered the door and the person did not match the conversations at all. He was late 40’s, glasses, balding, thinner build and dressed casually professional. (He’s a software designer as it turns out— and totally looks the part). But you know what they say about nerds— they are salacious sex fiends. No exception here. We hit the bedroom and damn if he doesn’t attack my mouth with his tongue! And my cock! I was naked in a trice and he’s working me over in a frenzy. And a bit roughly. Then I got him naked and went down on him. Every bit of 7.5 inches and the pic doesn’t show his “thickness”. My fingers barely met around the shaft- and he had these wonderful thick veins snaking down it. Fucking hot! Then he basically tossed me on my bed, and ravaged my hole with his tongue. He raped my hole with his mouth and nipped with his teeth, got me on all fours and sucked my cock, etc. When I was begging for mercy, he laid down, i lubed up, and squatted right down on that fucker! So damn thick!! He worked my nips perfectly while I ride him and milked him. He smacked my ass and commanded me to make his cock feel good. He really took charge and ordered me around, told me what to do, what he liked. Then he got me on all fours. He squatted behind me and drilled my ass, then slowly sank to doing me like a dog. He was even pulling all the way out and plunging deep into my ass. Eventually he stroked his cock head with my hole til he got close. “You want me to cum?? Where you want it?” “In me!” And so he fucked his load into me. I swear I could feel those cock veins pulsing in my ass when he came. Then he told me to cum. So he kept fucking me— hard— until I came like a minute later. Then I finished milking his cock. He cleaned up -and left to drive home to his partner. We’re already working on a time to do a repeat! More...

Click here to see Sperm Pig's original post... I may be getting this cock to breed me after work today. It’s been over a month since I’ve had a new cock in my hole! More...

To see Billy Twee's original blog post click here At the conclusion of the video 'Sex Life/LA 2,' pornstar Damian Ford muses (with a lollipop in his mouth and his hand at the wheel of his SUV) about what qualifies one as a pornstar...one movie, Damian concludes. Right you are, Damian. And video means you can live forever, if you've had the chance to play on video. By that rule, yours truly qualifies as a pornstar...I was in 'Dungeon Fist Party' and 'Dungeon Fuck Party,' where I took Steve Wiley's load and got fucked by the legendary Will West who made me shoot an impressive load and then made me eat it, with his own artful flourishes,wiping my sweat with my leather cap and throwing it derisively on the fuckbench...it was all Will, as Ray Butler didn't tell us what to do. A true gentleman, offscreen Will apologized to me for not cumming up my ass! But this installment is not about me. It's about the real, true pornstars, where the standard is higher than the Old Hollywood standard...that being, your name over the title. In porn, you are a megastar if you have a dvd titled with your own name. The hardest-working bottoms in the business right now...all qualify. Ian Jay, Sage Daniels and Dominik Rider have all starred in their own gangbang videos with their names as part of the titles. But this honor had eluded maybe the hardest-working porn bottom of them all...Jayson Park. Until now. I was at the Playspace on Folsom St. when Barebackrt's 'The Breeding of Jayson Park' was filmed and I admit right now that I didn't like the set-up; all the action was limited to a tiny platform. But not to worry. Jayson shines in this one, taking one anonymous load after another...the tops are not named, but I recognized at least one from my personal sex life. Such helps with the fantasy. Jayson is not only a great bottom, but he's fun to watch getting fucked...here's a man who really loves his work. Don't you hate those bottoms who whine, whimper, or grimace or the worst crime of all: talk too much? Shut up when I'm fucking you, is what they need to hear. The worst of all: the bottom who sings when he's getting plowed, like the queen I was trying to fuck in a Portland Oregon bath house years ago. A Cyndi Lauper tune is not on the gay erotica short list. Well, Jayson doesn't sing...but you will hear some dirty talk, and the sleazy sounds of cum being slushed around. This video might be hard to find in the hinterlands, so go to the bbrts website. More...

To see My Load Deep In You's original blog post click here Had a semi regular cocksucker hit me up on Sat, asking me for my load. Naturally, I obliged. I got there, and he was on his knees, blindfolded, because another one of his regulars was wanting him blindfolded when he got there. I want in, stripped, and let him work his magic. He's got a great mouth, and LOVES taking seed down his throat. I wanted to hold off until his bud got there, but since he was at least 20 min, I decided to go ahead and dump my seed. He took each drop, and enjoyed swallowing all my semen. More...

Click here to see original post on Smooth Butt For Mature Tops... recently i stood in the darkened room in the basement of the scummy ABS, a place favored by men looking to cum and get their nutts. "How many of them this time?" I thought as i sniffed poppers and stroked my cock through my jockstrap .....someone gently took my arm and I recognized him, middle aged and with a respectable appearance that i noticed as i entered. he pushed me forward into the middle of the room. A rustling and two more men emerged, one a burly black man and the other a lean latin guy. Oh they knew what they wanted all right and it was tucked up in between my smooth asscheeks. Silently they went about their business, practiced hands began to fondle, carefully and slowly, item by item I was undressed, gradually I became aware of it...the sound of breathing, heavy breathing and then I realized - some of it my own! The caresses didn't stop, if anything they intensified for by now I stood there stark naked except my jockstrap, three men with attentive hands roaming over my body - I closed my eyes and shuddered and I was lost, fingers from behind cupped my asscheeks, other fingers toyed and pinched at my hard nipples, another hand fondled the tip of my cock, gently caressed the rigid shaft and yet another stroked between my smooth buttcheeks at which i involuntarily arched my back and spread my cheeks as a wet finger snaked into my tight hole. These men were experts at pleasuring other men and now their accumulated skills were directed at me, again I shivered, shuddered and without realizing what I was doing reached out to grasp a firm cock in each hand. Standing there among my butt worshippers, my smooth body on offer... I lost track of time, as my only focus was pleasure, unbelievable pleasure. I wasn't aware of how long it had been before the first man bent me slightly forward and entered my loosened hole forcibly. There was of course the familiar brief pain and burning sensation, and the slow progress as his cock crawled up my anal passage that told me someone could wait no longer. Dimly I felt a bucking motion and that warmth deep within as pleasure builds, shortly the movement becomes abrupt, hands tighten on your hips and gasps emerge from the stranger as he plants his seed...and then, slowly, his nuts emptied, he subsides...to be replaced by another "More cream for your hole boi, need something a little bit bigger?" solicitous whispers and words of endearment followed , a cooling touch and then something stiff caressed and probed at the entrance of my used, cummy hole, a pause, then again the forced entry as he enters me roughly, his cock snaking up, and up in me and finally...there, resting for a moment content with my hole stuffed full, this time with a cock that is quite a bit bigger and thicker... until the probing starts, in and out, short plunges and then long slow measured strokes...this one is savoring my butt bent beneath him and the tight hole he is opening up, I can tell. Impulsively I turn my head and smile up at him, then purse my lips in a kiss - a mistake, the sight of my smiling loveliness tips him over the edge and groaning helplessly, he shudders and offers up his fluids in big gushes..I feel them spurting deep and savour the warm rush, in turn I feel my own loins contract and tingle and in a brief heave my own penis discharges its thankful load. Shaking, I relax, there's an emptiness but not for long. By now, my buttocks are awash with semen and lubricant, my third lover slides in with ease and patiently I submit while he has his way with me. All too soon it is over and painfully I straighten up for each had taken me in the same position. Of course, the sight of me standing before them again gorgeously erect had the obvious result, hastily a blanket of discarded clothes was laid out and I was surrounded by eager men feasting their eyes upon the delicious morsel on offer. I noted that all three were slowly masturbating as they regarded me - I've always found this a turn-on, so of course began to stroke myself, it's exciting isn't it, masturbating in front of someone? So they stood there awhile as we pleasured ourselves and I basked in their attention. Slowly the tension mounted until...well, no one wanted to wait, all three wanted to be in me at once! So, on my knees I was penetrated from behind and settled down to enjoy being fucked yet again, of course other measures were called for and with someone's body lying conveniently near, I parted my lips as he offered me another cock...that salty taste, smooth texture of the tip. not bad for such a short visit... More...

To see iBLASTinside's original blog post, click here... Posted in AsianbarebackbiblowjobCaliforniaCraigslistcrushcumdeceptionEthnicityfuckgayLos AngelesMassagemilkingpoppersSexual actsSexualitySouthern CaliforniaspitstealthingTravel Diary California offers many pleasures but for me, it happens to be a larger percentage of Asians among the fuckable population. I’ve always had an affinity for Asians and, despite whatever your impression might be, Asians offer a*kaleidoscopic*among themselves, as I’ve found out. On my most recent trip, I scooted south to the Los Angeles megaplex*— quite a different vibe than Northern California where I’ve been frequenting of late. Moreover, I was in town for a lovely, lovely tradeshow. If in your career, you’ve never had the esteemed pleasure of working a tradeshow, then you’ve missed experiencing what I am certain would become a modern ring of hell if Dante were alive to write about it today. A bunch of people gather in a space to set temporary campgrounds of marketing marvels and give away shit to others forced to visit because their bosses were too lazy to go. Oh, and you smile a lot. And act interested. I think local homes drop off Alzheimer’s patients as a*stimulating*experience for them. We have to be nice in our booths because we are hoping for prospective customers to stop by. Anyway, it’s in this setting where my first gentleman caller pops up. His body, as you can see, is perfection. His nipples just divine. Smooth. Gorgeous. I cannot say enough about how amazing he was. Then again, perfection does tend to agree with one at 21 years old. To get over the initial awkwardness, he suggested giving me a backrub*— how 1980s porn, I know*— but it worked and soon he was stroking and sucking my cock. I returned the favor, literally licking every spot on his body. The natural smoothness extended to the pucker around his hole. I ate him out. I ate deep. I went for it. I got that asshole ready for my cock. As I slid up along his back, I began to rub my hardness in that crack trying to find the wet hole. He teased me a bit. Just as he’d been teasing me with a possible kiss that never happened. His long, jet black, straight hair constantly tossed to the side as he stared at me but a kiss would never quite come. Oh, he’d suck my cock, but no kissing. Fine but what ever. I now wanted to fuck. And away he pulls, right out from under me. Off across the room to find his pants. FUCK. Despite the implication that I wanted to “fill” his hole, he brought a damn condom. Indeed. And he put it on me. Lubed it up with his own product and then sat on my cock. Luckily, with a body like his, I could stay hard enough to keep it going. We fucked but I just have to say we were going through the motions when he finally suggested he get on his back. BINGO. His muscular, almost hairless legs up and blocking his view allowed me to begin pumping his ass. He never once reached to check the status of the condom and he began asking for me to be sure to shoot my load all over his chest. No problem, I told him. I slipped the condom off between strokes and left it on the ledge of the bed. Finally inside his fully lubed Asian ass and I could feel his loose, already amazing ass around my cock. He blabbed on about wanting my cum on his chest when I took my hit of poppers, already in*ecstasy thanks to those first moments of barebacking. Of course the poppers pushed me over the edge. I began to pick up pace and really let him have it. He was intensely enjoying it. “Yea, you want my cum?” I asked. “Yea man!” he said. “All over me!” “Just tell me you want my cum,” I demanded. “I want your cum!” I responded. I began to shoot in his ass, the first two jets I made sure were deep in him before I pulled out and shot another on his ass and the nearby condom and then finally, mocking that I was having trouble with the condom, the last couple of smaller ones into his dark pubes. But he didn’t care as he had been in the throws of his own orgasm, shooting sprays across that perfect chest. How I wanted to lick it up but after all, we were “safe.” Next… A couple of evenings later would be my last night in town and I’d been searching for another bit of fun*— not necessarily Asian. However, my appetite turned out to be*unsatisfied*when he messaged me. Now I’m not one to turn down another Asian, especially with this ethnic flair. I’d never sampled a Vietnamese. And to assure we didn’t have a repeat of the last time, I made it perfectly clear that I would be breeding his ass. Part of our exchange, in fact, follows: ME: Raw or wrapped? HIM:*never done bb before..u? im clean and neg..no drug ME: BB only here. Clean and neg. No drug. HIM: cool. if serious, drop me your cell.. After the usual cell texting, the five-foot-four cutie showed up at my hotel room. This boy kissed and sucked cock like a pro. His oral skills left the other guy in the dust. When I made it to his ass, well, where the other Asian had muscles, this 24-year-old had mounds of beautiful flesh that I ate like I’ve not eaten in years. And when I slid up and my cock found his crevice, his hole opened up and soon I was sliding into him. He might not have ever barebacked before but I know he’d thought of it. He’d wanted it. He begged for my cock and soon started on my cum without my prompting. I let him ride me for a while before finally putting him on his stomach. My 6-foot-3 and 210-pound frame made his disappear into the bed. I totally dominated him. And I made him beg me for my load. I finally did unload and pushed it deep into his ass. I kept my cock inside him until I softened up and let it fall out. His first bareback load made him a little clingy. I think he thought it was an invitation to stay but I had to kick him out. Nonetheless, it proved to be quite an event. Two Asian asses in just a few days. Related posts: Latino Ass at a Glory Hole Insurrection on Cheshire Bridge in Atlanta can be a fun destination, but it all depends on the crowd. Below the adult booksto... Poppers, Persuasion and Pleasure Poppers came to me late in my sexual experience. I first learned about them when I was 16 or 17, but I waited until I was 35 ... Countdown to Launch... A New Career for Mark Time to try something new. The fact that no company is ready to hire in this economy means I've shit out of luck. Now out of ... More...

To see My Load Deep In You's original blog post click here Went to a new glory hole located RIGHT across the street!!! Could it be anymore convenient than that? Went over, someone else was just shooting his load cuz when I walked in, he pulled back and started pulling up his pants. The cocksucker went to town on my cock, and I ended up dumping a nice load in him. I emailed him later, thanking him for his fantastic oral skills. More...

Click here to see Life In The Raw's original blog post... Last night, I went over to fuck the guy that I seeded a few days prior. I went over to his place, but on the way there, I shot a text to a buddy of mine that lives in the area, he said he would love to join. I gave him the address. I ate the guys ass out, and I fucked his hole. getting him hot and ready. I found out that he had invited some guys as well. My friend and his friend showed up within a few minutes of each other, so we took turns eating his hole, fucking his hole, and turning each other on. While his friend nailed him, I ate out his smooth latin twink hole. We were working him good, then my friend(Barebackweho BBRT), who hadn't shot in four days took his turn on his ass, pounding him until he emptied a HUGE load of cum in his hole, he left after that. As he left, 2 more guys(one a good buddy of mine) showed up, the four of us tagged his cumfilled ass, by this time, I had cum and so had the latin twink. My bud and his bud took turns on his ass, using him with their thick cocks, until they shot deep inside of his ass, my buddy's PA'd dick really wrecked his hole. After this he rested, while we took turns using the latin twink, fucking his tight little ass and breeding him hard with out loads, After that we turned our attention to the host once again, giving him another load each. By the time we were done, the latin twink had 3 loads in his ass, and the host had 9 loads in his ass. It was a fun night of debauchery. More...

Click here to see Life In The Raw's original blog post... Sunday a guy hit me up, shot me a text that a guy he knows told him that we should meet, he told me his stats and in the afternoon he came over. Tall white guy, furry hole, we made out as I slid my dick into his hole. He said it felt amazing, I told him that my poz dick loved being inside of his hole, he lost it, he became a crazed animal once I said that. I couldn't fuck him hard enough, I drilled him while he was on his stomach . "Oh man, give me that poz load. PLEASE!!!!" I kept nailing his hole, now his legs in the air and him on his back, we made out as I dumped a huge load of cum deep in his guts. He took my dick into his mouth, cleaning it, my dick wasnt getting soft, so I shoved it back into his ass, I used him as hard as I could tearing into his ass, and soon, dumping a second, third, and forth load into his ass. He kissed me said he wanted more of my poz cum, that we would have to get together again soon. Later that night another fuckbud of mine invited me to his place, I went over, his ass was perfectly tanned, round, and with a hungry pink hole. With his dick as thick as it is, I bet he tops alot, and needs to get with a ass loving man like myself to make sure he gets fuck. I ate out his sweet asshole, spreading his cheeks and getting as deep as I could, making it so wet and warm that no lube was needed when I slid inside of him. I fucked him on the stomach, on his back, on all fours, in front of the mirror, and him against the wall. He spread his cheeks apart and I nailed him hard, firing off a load of cum into his hole, he then grabbed his dick and jerked it, firing off a huge wad of cum onto the floor. I was spent after that, went home and crashed. More...

Click here to see Cumdump's original blog post... Pics from my recent cumdump party in the motel: before , during and after getting bred by 10 guys. I put a party ad on bbrt and got many requests. I got fucked and loaded by 10 strangers who just walked in, used this cumdump and left. I was blindfolded on all fours all the time. I kept the loads for hours then I pushed it out for a video. More (many of his blog posts have video)...

Click here to see Closet BB Cumdump's original blog post... Sooorrryyy!!! I have been so busy and have not been keeping up the blog. I have gotten some action though. Have a fuckbud in NYC who pumps a load in me every time I'm there now so I need to add some to my count for the year. He has a great dick, big head and then the rest slides right in. That's the pic I attached. I've taken some loads since my last post. Back in NYC again this week too so I'll try to get back on a good track instead of leaving you all in the dark. I'll also try to keep up with the goal of more pics/video during the fucking More...

To see Billy Twee's original blog post click here I thought I'd never see Matt Sizemore bottom, but indeed he does just that in Treasure Island Media's 'Manfuck Manifesto.' He gives it up to the ultimate sex pig Ray Dalton, who demonstrates his true versatility by turning Mr. Sizemore into just another big ole bottom in a masterful sequence that closes one of TIM's better videos in recent memory. You shouldn't necessarily skip right to Matt's and Ray's scene, however...especially if you're into daddies pluggin' young and tender boi-holes, because that's what this manifesto is about. TIM serves up some newer boy butt, to be worked over by veteran daddies Brad you know who, Derek you know who, BJ you know who and Jack, where the hell have you been all this time? These reliable tops deliver gallons of cum up the fresh holes of guys like Blake Daniels, Noah Foxx, Tennessee, Dimitri and sensation-waiting-to-break out Jackson Taylor who claims his sex life started at the truly tender age of four. Litte, cutie Jackson gets pozzed by daddy Ethan Wolfe who sports an in-your-face biohazard tattoo on his groin. Man, I'm just waiting for TIM to get him in action from the bottom's POV, on his back with that biohazard warning in full view. In its usual fashion, TIM has some overlap with totally fucked out poz bottoms Ian Jay and John Sullivan, and their fans won't be disappointed. This dvd has something for everyone, but it will be remembered as one of the best dads-on-lads themed videos ever made. There's poz ass taking poz cum in this one, even though Brad and Derek are famous for being HIV-negative, you poz fetishists will get off on 'Manfuck Manifesto.' Coming up: TIM's next 'Return to Meat Rack,' linking it up with one of the best videos ever made, except the seasoned Christian takes over where Dawson left off in the original. Funny, Christian seems more Coney Island than Fire Island, but judging from the promo shots, nobody's going to be disappointed here, especially those of you into interracial fucking, white tops on black ass, musclemen, the ever punky Christian and sex in the great outdoors. More...

Click here to see Taken Like A Champ's original blog post... Viewing this photo (reblogged from blk/in/white on tumblr), I’m imagining myself on my knees worshipping such an exquisite specimen, and my first physical contact is that moment when I reach out and heft this massive meaty appendage of black male potency, sizing up its length, girth, mass and weight in my inferior palm and feeling my pussy slightly twitch as my brain lustfully, willfully calculates the physics of accommodation necessary for my tight white cunt to be repeatedly raped raw by this black bull cock — moaning, screaming, even fighting — until in the end I am no longer the same person, my hole is left gaping open and my walls are coated with a stranger’s DNA that I can almost taste at the back of my throat. God I love that moment… I love the physical sensation, the mental stimulation, the sexual anticipation, from just hefting it. More...

Click here to see Sperm Pig's original post... Yesterday I was crazy horny— you know, one of those days where you just know you won’t relax until you get fucked. I sent out booty texts and emails, and got online and logged into all my trusty sites. I even put out a Craigslist ad. Unfortunately there weren’t really many takers yesterday. I had two different guys say they wanted to, and then flake out on me. So I ended up inviting Mr. Last Resort over. This is a guy that normally I’d never let fuck me. As much as I like taking all cummers, there is something about this guy that is just… Ugh. He has fucked me like 3 times before— when I have been desperate for cock (like last night) or after I’ve taken like 8 loads and don’t care who else nails me. Any port in a storm, right? Mr. Last Resort is older, probably 60, with a good 7.5” dick on him. But he is not attractive and a tad bit creepy. But he LOVES to eat ads and felch out loads, and he cums a ton. So, when nobody else wanted to fuck last night, I invited him over. We quickly disrobe and move to the bedroom. No kissing. No sucking. He gets me on all fours and then basically rapes my hole with his tongue. Then he has me sit on his face do we can work me more. Once I’m good and spitty and relaxed (with poppers), he gets me on all fours again, lubes up and shoves in. I was so horny for cock last night that I barely felt him enter- even with his mushroom head cock. He drills me for awhile, but then pulls out to eat my pucker some more. He does this two or three times- an I can tell he’s getting close because his cock is finally like steel. I start begging him to cum (mostly to get it over with) and he amps up his dirty talk. About how much of a cum whore I am and how he’s gonna knock me up with his babies. Then when he’s really close he makes me beg for his load. “You want it? Tell me you want it!” “I want you to cum, sir!” “Where do you want it?” “In me! Cum in my ass!” And with a loud grunt he does. While his cock is still pulsing in my guts, I jack off furiously and cum a few seconds later. It’s a huge load for me, one that I’ve been basically edging all day. Mr Last Resort looks at my remnants and whistles approvingly. Then he scoops it up and eats it all. It takes him several trips to the towel to get all my spunk. Then he pulls on his clothes and leaves abruptly with only a cursory good night. He knows he’ll be back to breed my desperate hole again sometime. More...

Click here to see Life In The Raw's original blog post... Yesterday, I hooked up with a guy off of Scruff, really sexy guy, adorable. We went to his room and I threw him on the bed and ate his hole, spreading his cheeks and getting my tongue in deep. He was quiet at first, but soon began to moan. His phone went off, and he went to get the door, he had invited another top. The top took off his clothes and we undressed our host, putting him on all fours and eating out his hole, and spitting on it, while this was going on, I poured some lube into my hand and began to stroke off the other top, He stood up and slammed his dick into the bottom. "oh, thank you sir!" He pounded the boy's hole, pulling out and slamming it all the way in. He pulled out and motioned to me, I thrust my dick deep inside of his hole. "yeah, fuck him, fuck that boy's hole." I nailed him doggy style, before pulling out, grabbing him, picking him up and throwing him on his back, lifting his legs and exposing his hole for the other top, he spit, and threw his dick in, pulled out, I spit and he threw his dick back in. He pulled out and I ate the bottomed fuckhole, he threw his dick back inside of him, pinning him down and humping his hole until he shot a HUGE load of cum inside of him. "Finish him off!!!!" I ate some of the cum from his hole, then slid my dick in his fucked cumhole, nailing him hard, until I shot my load of cum deep into his hole, as i fired off, the bottom began to cum all over his bed. I pulled out and we got dressed, leaving the bottom a cum filled, used, and happy boy. More...

Click here to see original post on Smooth Butt For Mature Tops... the second trip to the bath was even better then the first. the first trip was about sucking cock...with lots of young horny guys hanging around and wanting to get sucked but not initiating the action. the second time i went to the bath it was late afternoon/early evening on a week day...and since i was in the heart of the financial district i figured there would be some horny businessmen looking for some ass and looking to get off after work. i went fixated with the idea of getting fucked...hard! i was right about that that because it got really crazy...including a hot sling gangbang with my asshole being the center of attention for a group of 5 guys. i arrived and went through the usual preparations...including getting cleaned out, showered, and relaxed in the hot tub. i passed through the sauna and steam room on the way to the glory hole maze...but nothing much there to distract me from my mission....getting fucked. the place was pretty crowded, which was a good sign. soon i found myself in one of the glory hole booths signaling my intent to suck by placing my towel over the shut door and running my fingers through the glory hole. i figured i would warm up by taking some hard cock down my throat and maybe enticing an anonymous cock to slip deep inside my ass through the hole. it wasn't long before a semi-hard 8 inch uncut cock pushed through the hole and dangled in my hand. i stroked it and squeezed it and noticed the pre-cum oozing from the tip. that was all i needed to get on my knees in a flash and take that hardening cock with the thick foreskin and dripping pre-cum into my warm mouth. i used my tongue to explore the folds of his foreskin and lick at the sweet nectar that was oozing from the tip of his cock. soon i was into the moment...sniffing poppers and sucking on the fat knob of this stranger's cock. it grew in my mouth, getting fatter and longer as i peeled the foreskin back and took the fullness of his hard cock deeper into my mouth and down my throat. i worked the head of this stranger's cock with one thought it my brain...get it hard enough to stick up my hungry asshole...and that is what i did. i alternated pulling on his foreskin, sucking and biting the excess skin, and peeling it back to reveal a smooth fat cockhead that i sucked on to full hardness. i had a great cock in my mouth and was taking full advantage of it. finally i leaned forward and slid a few inches of hard cock down my throat as it opened up to receive it's gift. i could tell the cock's owner was enjoying the attention my throat was giving him and decided he would enjoy my warm silky asshole just as much so i stood up and turned around and started rubbing his stiff cock up and down between my smooth asscheeks. i was waiting to see if the cock's owner would object or insist on putting on a condom...but there was no objection forthcoming and so i leaned over so that my asscheeks pulled open and my tight little asshole became exposed to the fat head of the stranger's cock. i reached back and squirted some lube at the top of my asscrack so that it dripped down my crack and lubed my hole and his cockhead...then i slowly backed my ass up onto the stiff spike sticking out from the wall. the pressure of his cockhead on my tight assrim was exquisite, and i hit some poppers just as my asshole popped open and let his fat cockhead inside. hmmmmmmm.....my brain squirmed as i savored the pressure of his fat cock opening up my tight assrim. i slowly pushed back so that inch after inch of his fat cock crawled up my tight asshole until i felt my asscheeks press against the wall of the booth and his cock was firmly planted deep in my hole. i heard a deep sigh and groan coming from the other side of the wall and knew that my silky smooth asshole was giving this top some intense pleasure as i wrapped it around his stiff cock and gripped the base with my clenching assring. the stranger on the other end of the cock in my asshole began a slow stroke, rhythmically pushing in and out and up deep inside my asshole...and then he pulled out. i stood there with my ass pushed up against the hole in the wall of the booth hoping he would re-enter my hungry butt. but then i heard the door in his booth open and close and then the door to my booth open and i knew it was the anonymous top that was just buried balls-deep in my ass. he was tall and lean with a stiff cock standing out in front of him. i turned and faced away from him and he ran his hands up and down my back and ass and pushed me forward. he whispered in a german accent "i need to fuck that tight ass of yours" as he probed between my asscheeks with his cock. i whispered back over my shoulder..."you wanna fuck my ass in the sling?". i think he thought about it a second and then he said, "yeah...that sounds hot. i want others to join too. is that OK?" i said, "fuck yeah"....and soon i was gathering up my shit and shuffling behind this top as i followed him to the booth with the sling. he stopped to talk to a few guys along the way, and i was pretty sure he was inviting them to join us because a few looked me over and then started following us as we made our way to the part of the glory hole maze that had a sling in a larger booth area. one guy following us cupped my ass and pulled my cheeks open to slip a finger inside my asshole. i wiggled my butt and slowed until he was right behind me holding my hips and humping his cock between my asscheeks. i gave him a taste my things to come and he moaned in my ear in anticipation of getting up between my smooth asscheeks. soon we had made our way to the sling, now as a small group because we had attracted several other horny guys that kept eyeing my ass as they walked along and i tried to maintain eye contact with their cocks. once we got to the booth with the sling i placed my towel on the chains over my head and started to climb up into the sling. there were 3 guys in the booth (including the original anonymous german top that had just had his cock in me), and 2 more guys were hanging around the door waiting for the action to start. i leaned back in the sling and moved my ass down so that it was hanging over the edge and spreading wide open for my horny german top. he had his fat 8 inches in his hand and was stroking his cock uncontrollably as he anticipated getting back up inside my hole. i squirted some lube on my fingers and the palm of my hand as i reached around behind and underneath me so i could grab his cock and lube it up just after i lubed up my spread asshole. i knew this was not going to be a gentle fuck and so i prepared myself to get my ass plowed good. the other two guys stepped up on either side of me and i had 2 hard 7 inch cocks eager for attention towering over me as i lay back and hit the poppers hard. the german top stepped up and grabbed the chains of the sling as i felt his cock head start probing between my asscheeks. it didn't take long for him to find the entrance to spread open asshole and slide inside in one swift motion...feeding me his fat 8 inches of steely cock. i gasped as he filled me up and stretched my hole open, my eyes rolled into the back of my head as i hit the poppers and started licking the fat cock heads that were being shoved into my face. i gripped the base of each cock and squeezed to get them to their full hardness...and then alternated running my tongue over the smooth helmet and pre-cum oozing from each of their piss-slits. i got lost in getting fucked and being fed cock. the sling allowed my head to recline so one of the guys got behind me and stuffed his cock down my throat as i lay my head back and let him fuck my face for his pleasure. i was getting used for pleasure in both ends and loved it. 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To see Billy Twee's original blog post click here Ah, to be missing out...'tis not a great feeling. There are three momentous bareback events taking place in California this week. One is a gangbang featuring Damien Silver, the hottest ass in bareback porn, in an LA hotel, Saturday night. I can only wonder if parts of it will be recorded for a new video to be released in the near future...one can only hope. The other is the monthly bareback party at the Camp Palm Springs, an event that has had its ups and downs over the years, but of late, re-inventing itself by featuring porn stars as an attraction. Jayson Park was the host's featured bottom last month and on Saturday, the party will star the talents of Sean Hunter and little Trey Maddox. We'll be coming back to these guys later. Another bareback event on the California sex calendar is the Cockpit Party in San Francisco, which seems to be back in the good graces of barebackrts, since it's posted among the party listings, after being 86'd for a couple of months. I guess Gehno of the Cockpit and the Pornmaster at barebackrt have come to an understanding, for they were in competition for tops and bottoms until just recently. The bbrts party, Cummunion and the Cockpit party no longer take place on the same night, so I guess all's right between them. Going back to Sean Hunter: you know him. He was a Hot Desert Knights discovery, a dedicated top distinguished by the biohazard tat on his groin. We saw him fuck Trey Maddox in an HDK video, and then Treasure Island Media picked up on him, and he got to fuck Christian (in 'Built to Fuck' maybe, I'm too lazy to check, but it's on the TIM website) and then he re-appeared to fuck Go-Go Eddie (Hibbs) in TIM's 'Bone Deep.' He's a reliable fuck and I'm sorry I won't be down in the desert to test him out. As for Trey, he was famously fucked by megatop Steve Wiley for Hot Desert Knights, on a massage table...'is there an extra charge for a prostate massage?' 'No, it's complimentary.' 'Cool.'...in a sequence remembered for the drops of cum that dripped on the camera lens. Trey was the featured bottom one night at the infamous HDK warehouse sex parties down in Palm Springs. The deal was the featured bottom got one of the big raised platforms all to himself and anybody could fuck him. Little (he's maybe, what? 5-2) Trey got a lot of attention that night. Anyway, the California boys have a lot going on this weekend, too bad for the rest of us. Way too bad. More...

Click here to see Life In The Raw's original blog post... I was headed to the gym, and I car passed me by and cat called me. I stopped and we chatted. He wanted to know if I wanted to come back to his office and breed his hole. I recognized him right off the bat. I asked his status. Negative. He asked mine. "Still poz" I told him. He looked confused and I reminded him that he had met before, he looked a bit shocked. "Look like a dodged a bullet again huh?" I could only shake my head. "Eventually man, someone is going to lie to you, if they haven't already." "I dont do this alot man." "One load is all it needs man..." He told me that he was going to go to work, and I went to the gym. Hopefully we stops looking to anon neg loads from random men on the street... Talk about Russian Roulette. More...

To see Billy Twee's original blog post click here Here it is nearly March and I haven't done my wrap up of bareback porn videos for 2011. Well, obviously, there wasn't much last year that really excited me except for the breakout of 3 porn producers, who've been around but finally found their places in our nasty mondo porno. Oh, I guess the video I liked best from last year was 'Real Cumdumps of New York' by the Raw Fuck Club. Yeah, I fell for the box cover with its biohazard logo on the back of a top's tee-shirt...I thought the top would be wearing the biohazard tee in the movie but actually it was just the graphic designer's placement of the artwork. And it worked. And it turned out to be a great entertainment. I like gonzo video, but I'm also in schticks, themes and even basic storylines. Owen Hawk took 4 very different types of New York pigbottoms and did a take on the Real Housewives genre. A very nice guy (sorry I can't access his name) plays the Third World immigrant type, Jayson Park plays the white collar intellectual type, Dominick Rider plays the gymn bunny type and Marco Cruise plays the streetsmart hustler type...and they're all hot cumdumps, all the sequences were nicely directed by Owen Hawk. And he's one of the three 'new' producers I'm citing as sources for hours of great pornsex in 2012, if they live up to their work issued last year. The other two are Robby Mendez, long the Latino sextoy stuffed by numerous black dicks in Rawstrokes productions...Robby has his own brand now and he stars in most of the scenes, so check it out by starting with Robby Mendez in your search, these may be hard to find. It took me a while to warm up to Robby; I always thought he wasn't filmed quite right to show off his best asset, his totally receptive and talented hole. Now that he's in charge, he's showing it off to its best advantage. Finally, the third producer is Black Breeders...where there are no stars as such, but always nasty sex. The sex was always there; it's just the production values that have improved substantially. And there's a bottom over there...a Gio (Joe?) Jones, the hottest black jizzhole among all the talent that Black Breeders, Raw Swagga, Thug Mania, Black Rayne, etc. made available to us in 2011. So there you have it....2011...Raw Fuck Club by Owen Hawk, Robby Mendez Productions and Black Breeders. That's where you'll find all the hottest moments in porn last year. Now I'll have to get to my review of 'Manfuck Manifesto,' Treasure Island Media's newest dvd, in my next posting. More...

To see Bike Guy's original blog post click here He's was a surfer type from Orange County. I met him in Las Vegas. There he was on Grindr and Scruff - but clearly so was I, if I knew that info. 'Top' was in his screen name, so I knew what he was about....but even with that you can never be sure. I was intrigued by his pic or I never would have let the exchange go on as long as it did. He was just down the road from me and I wanted him to put up or shut up. I'm 90% sure he was searching for something 'better'. We, as a gender, always are. I said he had a nice cock for sucking. he replied "I want to fuck". To the point! 5'8", he said. Maybe. Possibly a little shorter. 180, he said. Probably close to the truth. Muscular, he said. He had the potential or once was. He had traces of it, surely, but he wasn't exactly as his pictures said. Still he was hot and self-assured. Answering the door to his top floor Mandalay Bay room, he was shirtless and just out of the shower. Still he had grey gym shorts on. Being a guy from Southern Cali, he had the look. His pic didn't indicate it, but he had long blonde hair tied back into a wet ponytail. With his exposure to surf and sun, his skin looked older than 43 years, by at least a decade older. Still very masculine. I walked in and he grabs my head and kisses me. He parts my lips so his tongue can go deep. He plays with my nipples through my shirt and of course that gets me worked up. I dropped to my knees and took his cock into my mouth. Mind you, it was still covered by his gym shorts, but I took it to the root. It was a great sight and great sensation for us both. I think it also showed him my commitment. This also elicited the first of many "Duuuuuuude" from him. C'mon, he is from SoCal. I looked up at him as I pulled down his shorts and tell him 'thank' for not beating around the bush about what he wanted. "I'm not retarded", he replied. But as we know, so many guys are not up front about what they want. His response was great. I do go and suck his thick dick for a while. Not a long time, as I don't want to get him close - not this way. Nor do I want to lose his interest as he did make it clear he wanted to put pole to hole. We went over to his king bed and he guided me down on my back at the end. Pushing my legs over my head, he bent down and ate my ass. Normally, I love my ass eaten, and it was ok, but I was thinking it would be more than that. I'm not complaining. He stood over me and walked around the side so I could get his cock wet. Without warning he bent over and 69'd me. There was never a discussion about touching, let alone sucking, my dick. He did a great job. Good enough that I had to pull him off so I would not get over-excited. This man had me OVER excited. Since he ate my ass, I asked if would sit on my face. He asked 'why'? He was going to make me say it, as opposed to just doing it. I said it: "I want to eat your hole". He sat on my face. Since he was just out of the shower, he was clean as a whistle down there. If he liked it, he gave no indication. Maybe he wasn't much into that activity - but normally I get a very good response. I sucked his cock for good measure as it was seemingly the only lubrication that I would be getting. I was not incorrect. With another gob of spit on my hole, he lined up his thick penis and pushed in like a pro. It slipped in with very little resistance, but I had one hit of poppers and was breathing steadily to take the invasion. In a minute or two he bottomed out. "DUDE!" Then the fucking began. With my knees close to my chest, he had full exposure to my asshole. He used it - that advantage and that hole. Deep strokes. Short strokes. Slow and fast. He'd flex that shaft - or not. He'd do nice even fucking and then jack rabbit like effect. When he wasn't starting a sentence with 'DUDE!', he'd follow it up with 'I feel so fucking good'. When he'd say 'I' he meant him, not that I made him feel good. He was so into himself that way - if one were less of a man they might take offense to his self-centeredness. As it turns out, it was hot. He made no apologies when he said what he wanted - what would please him, what would get him off. Why should this be different? He was in this for his pleasure, not to give it. But he was giving it. Mental and physical. I was very much into it whether it was intended or not. I was full, it felt great - though I knew I'd be a little sore later, and I didn't care. "DUDE!!! - I am so close". He'd hold back and a few minutes later he'd repeat that line. Then we went two or three more rounds of the same thing. It was still hot. By the time he was building up that last edge (and over) he started asking me if I wanted the load. Over and over he would ask. Making me ask for it, on the verge of begging for it. Maybe that is what he wanted. Maybe he wanted absolution for what he was about to do - putting a steaming load of sperm up my ass. I asked. I pleaded. I received. He popped up my ass where I could feel the throbs, if not the jets. He kept moaning and moaning, I knew he continued to shoot. Beautiful. Personally, I thought he'd be spent and done with me. As he kept his still hard cock up me, he started stroking my hard cock. You know me - I didn't care about shooting my load but he did. He wouldn't let up. And I was still excited and erect. "Let's see you fire one off". I hadn't cum for days so he was about to see me unleash - and I did. While it shot on my abs and up to my chest, a good amount ran down my shaft and onto his hand. "DUDE!", he said as he took his cum covered hand and wiped it in my beard and across my face. I opened my mouth to catch some of it there too. With amazing grace, he flipped me and moved me, so as not to leak any of his semen onto his 600 count sheets. There were no worries, my ass was clamped and I was keeping that load in. He jumped in the shower, I started to dress. He showed me to the door when he was done and offered me a towel. I did the cursory wipe of my face, and while others couldn't see the mark, I knew it was there. And I knew it all day long at work. More...

Click here to see original blog post on Diary of a Cumslut... I woke up really horny today. More than usual. I decided to stop by a local porn store on my way to the office. I've written about this particular store before, it has a very cruisy arcade with booths, no gloryholes. The booths have these ropes at the entrance of the booths. I always leave my rope down to let other guys know they're welcome to cum in. I took the biggest booth, as I usually do. I've been told that this particular booth is known as the group booth or the booth you go when you want to get fucked. Since I always want to get fucked, but groups, you can see why I always take this booth. HaHa. Anyway, so I entered the booth, and pulled down my pants. I decided to get right to the point so I began hanging my ass slightly outside the booth so, from a certain location, guys cruising could see my ass on display. I love just hanging my ass out on display, it lets the men know exactly what I'm looking for. It didn't take long and an older, stalky, well-built guy saw my ass and immediately entered my booth and took out his cock. I sat down and immediately took him into my mouth. He must have left the rope down because as I was sucking his dick, another stranger entered the booth. With stranger #1's cock in my mouth, I looked up to stranger #2, smiled, raised my eyebrows, and motioned him closer. He moved in, took out his cock and suddenly I was servicing two strangers at the same time. As I'm switching off dicks, #1 begins to probe my ass with his fingers. I re-position myself to give him full access to my butt hole and moan with encouragement. Suddenly another old man enters the booth and is just standing there watching me suck #2's cock while #1 finger fucks my hole. I pulled out some lube and lubed up my hole. #1 stood me up, bent me over so my face was again in #2's crotch, and placed the tip of his cock at the entrance of my ass. Stranger #3 began to touch me, running his hands over my back. I reached back, grabbed #1's cock at the base, and pushed back onto it taking the entire length inside me. Holy shit did it feel good. Not a word was mentioned about condoms and #1 just let me slide back onto his raw dick. #1 began to fuck me as I was sucking #2 getting spit roasted in a dirty porn booth. #3 re-positioned himself next to #2 so I could switch off on their cocks. It was great. #3 began encouraging stranger #1 telling him to "fuck that ass, man", "fuck that slut". "You like it, slut?", he asked me. I just moaned "mmmmhhhmmmmm" back. #1 picked up the pace and said, "I'm going to cum!", I reached back and grabbed his ass, pressing him tighter into me eliminating any confusion as to if I wanted his load. #1 grabbed both of my hips and thrust the full length of his dick inside me as he moaned and began to twitch, unloading his jizz into my guts. After #1 pulled out, I didn't say a word and immediately turned around and placed my as sin front of #2's cock. He did not hesitate and slid his rock hard dick inside of me, using #1's cum for lube. #1 quickly zipped up and left, but I didn't care. I was done with him. I successfully extracted a load out of him and sent him on his way. With #2's cock inside me, I sort of stood up from the bent over position and braced myself against the wall as #2 continued to pound me. #3 took his place next to me pinching my nipples and encouraging #2 to keep pounding me. I was in heaven. Here i was, naked in a porno booth in a seedy adult bookstore with one old man's cum inside my ass while another old man was fucking me raw trying to add his load to the mix while another stranger was talking dirty to me and calling me names, watching some old guy bareback me. I love that strangers use me for sex. I love that strange men meet me and within seconds, have their cocks in me. I love that I don't refuse any loads anymore and that any dirty old man can do whatever he wants to me. I love that I do all of this in public, showing off to other guys, not giving a fuck who sees me pleasing fat, old fuckers. I love the look of shock and sometimes disgust when guys find me getting used like this. Especially when they realize that these old men are fucking me without condoms and that I'm letting, no, begging, for them to cum inside me. #2 never even said a word or indicated that he was dumping his load inside me. He just stopped fucking, pulled out, slapped my ass, and said, "there's another one, boy". I thanked him as he was zipping up and turned my attention to #3. I tried to get him to fuck me too but he looked nervous and left. I was already late for work so I decided to take a break and go into the office with 2 loads of strange man sperm inside my ass. I was still hungry for more loads so at lunch time I arranged to meet up with this dude I've messed around with before in a public toilet in a park by my office. I've slutted around here before and have written about some adventures at this toilet. We agreed I would go into the toilet and text him. He works just a block from the park so he showed up in under 3 minutes after I texted him. These stalls don't have doors so it's a little risky but super hot. I waited in the stall for him like a good boy... pants around my ankles, cock in hand. He entered the restroom and walked right up to me, took his cock out and shoved it in my mouth. I sucked him for awhile until he was hard as a rock and I turned around and spread my hole inviting him in. He took his position behind me as I'm bent over the public toilet and began fucking me. He only lasted maybe a minute before he shot another load up inside my butt. He zipped and left. I waited a few minutes to collect myself before heading back to the office now with 3 loads inside. After work I arranged to meet some stranger at a public restroom I cruise frequently that is on my way home from work. I texted him that I was there and entered the restroom and went to the stall (no door here either), facing the toilet I pulled down my pants and started jerking my dick. I never even heard the guy enter the restroom but was startled when I felt a warm cock pressing against my ass. It took me by surprise but I was excited. I didn't even look back to see him, I just reached back, spread my hole, inviting him inside me. He spit on his cock and began rubbing it at the entrance to my hole. I moaned, arched my back, and pressed back into him. He put one hand on my hip, the other on his cock, and began guiding his dick inside me. He didn't last long either, maybe 45 seconds before he said, "cumming" as he unloaded a 4th load of strange semen inside me. He came, and left. I zipped up and went home. What a great day! More...

Click here to see Life In The Raw's original blog post... Alright, I want to talk about something I have been seeing a lot of lately. Insecurity. It's downright fucking unattractive. Two messages I got last week... "You are probably going to be very rude, but I think you are hot and wish you could fuck me." Another "Wow, you are so hot, no wonder you have so many guys on your buddy list, not like an ugly troll such as myself." The first one is a way that some people deal with things. projection. And oh man, does it piss me off. They express their problem by projection it onto you, either you "are a source of that problem" or you have it yourself and they feel the need to always call you out on it. My reply to him was this. "thanks for the compliment, but you would probably have better chances with a guy who isnt cross country" oh yeah, didn't mention he was sending a message to someone states upon states away. The second message... my heart did go out to him, feeling that way about himself, but with such a depressing opening, I didn't even look at his picture, I already wasn't interested. I mean, a message like that and you'd have to look like the love child of Hugh Jackman and Frank Mir in order to seem appealing. Unlike the first guy, he answered my reply, which was an apology that he had such a low self image about himself. He told me that he was only repeating what he has heard from others. My answer to him was letting him know that I was once 240lbs, and though it took years, I have dropped to 200 lbs, and with a higher lean mass to body fat ratio. I told him NOT to do this for anyone else, but for the sense of accomplishment that this would grant him. I told him that he needs to build a sense of self worth, before trying to impress others. He did agree with me on that, and he thanked me for letting him know about my past on the issue. Now, some people, who just love playing devil's advocate might say "no one should have to change... blah blah blah..." Everyone has different tastes, but if you can do something to appeal to a vast majority of guys, which will first have the effects of building your health, strength, and self esteem... FUCKING DO IT!!! I'm not talking about becoming a roided out muscle freak. I'm talking about eating healthier, and adding some jogging, squats, and push ups to your day. I'm talking about looking at what YOU don't like about yourself, and changing and improving it. And that isn't regulated to the physical, take a college course or something, give yourself things to feel good about when it comes to your opinion about you!!! Otherwise, everyone's words about you, carries more weight in your mind, than your own voice. That shit will consume you. And you end up lashing out at guys online who you don't even know. Happiness comes from within, or some zen bullshit like that. More...

Click here to see Pussy Boi's original blog post... Hello All! Yes, alive and well here. Very well here. Whoring as usual and busy with my usual activities (school, sex, sleep - rinse/lather/repeat). I wanted to let everyone know that I have decided to drop out of the blogspot community - so many better options out there. You can find me, follow me, message me at my new Tumblr: pussyboicumdump.tumblr.com Talk soon, cumdump More...

Click here to see Sperm Pig's original post... Ok- I may have written about this before, but this is how I lost my anal virginity. To my uncle. This happened when I was 15. My dad has several brothers and sisters, and this uncle is his youngest brother. They were always close and out families always did things together at the holidays, etc. In fact, this particular uncle’s son and I always had to sleep together in the same bed during these get-togethers— which is how he and I started having sex. But that’s another story. Anyway, it was winter and we had arranged a ski trip (Midwestern skiing, nothing fancy). It was going to be dad, uncle and me. But about a week before we got a lot of snow and my father threw his back out shoveling. Rather than cancel the trip, it was going to just be Uncle and me. I’d always liked this Uncle- he was the “cool” uncle. He’d sneak me sips of his beer, he was bawdy, played cards, and was fun. The car trip was great as I recall. Uncle had been in the Navy for several years, so he taught me naughty drinking songs and told me dirty stories, etc. We got to the motel at the ski place and when we checked in he got a room with a single, king-sized bed. Why sown more on a double, right? That night we had pizza and beer (he let me have a whole one because I promised not to tell my dad) and watched tv. It came time for bed an I went to go change. When I came out of the bathroom, there was Uncle lying on the bed smoking, in nothing but his tighty whities. Ok- now what you have to realize is that at this point in my life, I was not naive in the ways of sex. I’d been trading blowjobs with my cousin (his son!) since age 13, and I gave fairly regular bj’s to a couple friends of mine during “sleepovers”. And I must admit I did look at my a uncle with a sexual eye. I mean, there he was, sprawled on the bed, with his bad navy tattoos, his hairy chest, and his loose Fruit of the Looms clinging to his manhood. I crawled in bed next to him in my t-shirt and pajama pants, and tried not to think about him. He turned off the light, and we went to sleep. Or I “tried” to go to sleep. But I was hard and horny and kept thinking about my uncle’s package. His breathing was pretty deep and I figured he was asleep— and I decided to see if I could just touch is bulge. I *needed* to touch it. So I slowly crept my hand over to him. I figured if he woke up, I could always pretend I had just been moving in my sleep. Plus, he had given me beer and I was buzzed, right? After like an agonizing 15 minutes, my hand hit paydirt— and damn if my uncle’s cock wasn’t hard as a rock! And it flexed under my touch. I froze and kinda freaked out a bit. He had to be awake! And he was. What came next was really not what I had ever envisioned. Or particularly wanted. He sat up, pulled off the covers, and in one motion rolled me over onto my stomach. He then straddled me and pulled down my pajama bottoms. I was absolutely paralyzed at this point. I didn’t know what to do, and this wasnt supposed to be happening and everything was moving so fast. I was scared… And also turned on. The next thing I knew was his underwear were pulled down and his cock was pressing into my ass. He may have spit on it first- I don’t really recall. The pain at entry was nauseating. It felt like he was tearing his way into me (which he technically was) and wave after wave of pain washed over me. But I was still petrified with fear. He fucked me then, the weight of his body on top of me. I remember feeling that heaviness, the difficulty in breathing. I remember the feel of his beard on my neck and cheek. I remember the smell of alcohol and cigarettes on his tagged breath. I don’t know how long we fucked. It felt like forever because of the pain and discomfort, but it was probably like only 10 minutes or so. Then I remember some fast hard thrusts and a quiet grunt in my ear— and I knew he was cumming inside me. After a blessed minute of no more thrusting, he pulled out abruptly and went to the bathroom to clean up. I just lay there, wondering what was going to happen when he got back. But he just crawled into bed, and soon was snoring away. That’s when I got up and went to the bathroom to clean up. I stayed in the bathroom a long time, trying to process everything. I cried a bit. I stated at myself in the mirror a lot. I had just been fucked for the first time. And it hurt. And it was by my Uncle. And he didn’t wear a condom. And he came in me. And what did this all mean? And why did I have an erection? I ended up jacking off while staring at myself in the full length mirror on the back of the bathroom door. I came on the mirror, too, and just let it drip down. I didn’t bother to clean it up; I kinda wanted uncle to see it in the morning. As a kind of reminder. We skied the whole next day and we both pretended it didn’t happen. We did a good job at that until that night— when we fucked again. Only this time I had more than just one beer in me. And I got to blow him first. More...