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As a big guy 265 5'8 bottom I do have to compete against the skinnier bottoms. It is ok I understand people have their preferences. We can all have out fun swapping cum even if not with each other.

I will keep track of this progress hoping for the best.

May have to check the places out in Chicago will be there for work at the end of September and may take a couple personal days there.

PrEP has been discussed on this site before. I'll just reiterate that IMHO, PrEP is usually a really bad idea. I mean, when are you going to stop taking PrEP? You won't stop barebacking. So you're going to have a lifetime of medications with who knows what side effects all to avoid a lifetime of medications... I don't get it. There are cases where it makes sense (e.g. sex workers), but for the average guy on here I don't get it...

That makes sense there is no point in taking meds to prevent having to take meds. I don't want to be poz but my actions and risks are more likely to cause it to happen. I am slowly accepting the risks and moving on and enjoying life.

I would prefer short for a few reasons especially if he can get it up and do it again. More loads is always better. Sometimes quickies are fun and are easier with guys who can bust quicker. I take pride in getting a guy off and if it happens quick I know I did something right.

Here is the info and sign up seems like anyone is welcome.

http://www.lvlpwa.com/application.html

Lvl is lady victoria lust I take helped found this event in the history.

Haven't really heard of it until now might be fun would love to be nude all weekend surrounded by men in the woods. If I was actively chasing would be even better but if I do go I will go and just have fun and enjoy it that's what life is about not worrying all the time.

If he is in me raw I can't ask him to pull out he is in its his choice. I prefer it in a hole my ass or mouth if he wants to pull out and shove it in my mouth that's fine.

I started off just doing it in the hear of the moment. He seemed to love it so I continued and don't think I will stop. I take pride in cleaning myself and trust that all I will get is some cum, ass juice and maybe a bit of blood of he was big or rough but I don't mind.

First time with a guy was in my car in an alley. I have been with a girl though going down the highway gave a nice view to truckers for about half an hour. I still want to do it more public places just haven't found willing partners.

Straight men don't like to have sex with men that's why they are straight.

I know what you mean so I guess I would be more bisexual. At the same time I just see men in a sexual no emotional attachment.

So I don't really know where to start. I guess you would say I am bisexual. I am attracted physically to women and have only dated them. I have fucked around with just as many guys as girls though. With guys though it is purely sexual I enjoying sucking cock, swallowing loads, rimming, and being fucked with some occasional me fucking or getting sucked. I just love cum and knowing that I made a guy cum with my mouth or ass is what makes me happy. I have only fucked bareback I enjoy the feel and reward of cum straight not having to worry about a condom. I am left with a dilemma though I know the risks fucking around bb with stds and HIV. Luckily so far I have stayed negative but it's also not easy to find clean honest guys. I have even been talking to some undetectable and guys who don't care. I haven't hooked up with them yet since I don't know if I want to take that risk and step of becoming poz. I don't even know what advice I am looking for I guess I just need to figure out what I want and what I am. To me it seems like I am a heterosexual man who wants to be a submissive fucktoy for men if that even makes sense. Thank you for reading and any advice maybe I'm not the only one who feels this way.

If it is from my ass no problem I take pride in my cleanliness and enjoy it after a load has been put in my ass. It is a great way to get him ready to go again.

I guess I am like a lot of people here. When I was young and first got fucked I didn't care about a condom and it felt great. Now I want to continue but know the risk and it holds me back. There is a poz top on meds locally who really wants to breed me and help me explore my submissive side but I always question if it's worth the risk. I am talking to another guy who doesn't know his status and doesn't care which seems more dangerous to me. I have been craving some raw dick and some cum loads down my throat and ass and I'm not sure how long I can hold off going to one of these guys.