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BttmCub88

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  1. I go over to a guys house a few times a week. Have for months. Dude is brutal. Gets me poppered up. Pounds the hell out of me. Even choked me out a few times. Slaps me around calling me a cheating whore. Usually gives me 3 or 4 loads every time. When hes done, spits in my face and kicks me out. I have no idea what he looks like since he makes me wear a hood every time. And i fucking love it.

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  2. 14 hours ago, BootmanLA said:

    That's actually a very good thing - not 100% of the time, obviously, because there are times when you're going to need to get things out, and HE will need to listen - but active listening is a good skill to practice. 

    That does sound like something that needs to be worked on - but I think the fact you're aware means you're probably smart enough to deal with that, and if it's not solvable, to end things amicably (or decide to accept what it is for what it is).

    The only thing I'd suggest you consider is this: might you be seeking random loads because you know if he finds out, he'll lump that in with "leaving him for someone else"? In other words, are you looking to trigger him to accuse you of cheating to find someone else, and engineer a breakup, so you can leave while telling yourself "I'm innocent, I didn't try to find someone else, it was just sex"? 

    Not saying this is the case - I'm just always curious when someone who's in a relationship with issues would be playing with gasoline close to a fire.

    Nah. I would want to end things that way. But i see what you mean. 

  3. 17 hours ago, BootmanLA said:

    This paragraph does raise some interesting questions, though.

    Do you agree with him that he "knows how" to compartmentalize and that you don't?

    Maybe a rule like the one you created for that one instance - no more than a couple of hookups with one guy, and no other socializing with a hookup, even if the sex is great? That might guard against developing feelings for someone else, and show him you can separate the two.

    If you love anonymous cock and not knowing the dude, would he be more comfortable if you limited your play to places where it would be hard to know whose cock it was - ie backrooms, glory holes, adult bookstores, baths, etc.? (Those may not all be available where you live, of course, but it's the concept - always anonymous - that might help him cope.)

    Nope. I dont agree with him on that. I was actually kinda mad when he said it, cuz then he clearly doesnt know how my head works with this. I didnt respond. I just wanted him to speak and get things out and me listen. Theres an underlying issue that he thinks its ok for him to do things, but not me. In regards to everything. On top of his paranoia that ill find someone else to leave him for. So there a lot that has to be worked on. And not just pushing for an open thing. Its possible it might not ever get there. We'll see. Till then, im taking random loads lol

  4. 17 hours ago, hntnhole said:

    That makes sense, as well as the underlying issue of control.  We can fuck, we can make "love," we can have anonymous pigsex with tons of guys, but no one can simply manufacture *real* love. 

    Sounds like there's more afoot here than mere jealousy.  

    Yeah. Dude has borderline personality disorder. So the issues run a bit deep. So it will be slow work if it works at all. Love him, but also want him to realize i love taking random loads lol. And that im not gonna leave him for some dick.

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  5. On 11/15/2023 at 8:31 PM, hntnhole said:

    So, if that's the case, the next step is to officially "open things up", as the saying goes ... right?  

    Then, neither guy has to come up with bullshit excuses, try to remember what excuse he used last time, and you guys can enjoy the thrill of fucking/getting fucked together ... each of you gets to wallow in pigsex, gets to watch your partner wallowing in pigsex, maybe even going to orgies together. 

    And, all of it will be on the up & up !!!  Win/win, right? 

    Thats kinda what I'm pushing for. But as he said once, he knows how to compartmentalize a hook up from a relationship and that hes worried I cant and hates the thought of another dude fucking me. I think hes worried i will find a guy to leave him for. Ive actually hook uo with a dude a few times i wouldnt mind dating if i wasnt already in a relationship. And stopped hooking up simply because of that. I just love taking anon cock and not knowing the dude. So hopefully ill get my bf to realize that at some point. 

  6. On 11/14/2023 at 9:59 AM, hntnhole said:

    yeah .... riiiiight ......  

    What's more probable is, he's doing the same, and it's you that hasn't noticed.  However, if your other half really is that thick, please mention that I happen to own a bridge over to Brooklyn, and I'll gladly sell it to him. 

     I'll even give you nice cut too; currency on the barrel head only, of course.  

    Im almost positive he has himself. And im pretty sure he might have a feeling things have happened on my end. Didnt stop me from taking a 9 inch massive cock yesterday before he got home last night. 

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  7. I fuck around every chance I get when my BF leaves for work. Been together a year. Been fucked by about 35 guys since june. I fucking love it and has made me kinda more sexually attracted to him for some reason. Hes fucked me once before and the loads from about 3 other guys came out and he somehow didn't notice. 

    Been having guys over sometimes to fuck me in our bed. Which was hot as hell that he had no idea. One day he had me face down ass up. My face was in the pillow while he was fucking me and i could smell the sweat from a dude that i had over earlier while he was working. Another dude lives a couple minutes away and i go over a few times a week to get so he can beat my ass and fuck me the way i wish my bf would. Alwats send me home with at least 3 loads leaking out.

    Its a bit of work to cover it up and get away with it, but i love it.

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  8. Up to 33 guys this year. Some multiple breedings. Actual load count probably 60 not counting my bf. Just had 2 guys come over and fuck me. One guy left 4 loads. Have an app that keeps track 😈 and hopefully a special one tomorrow and dude wants my hole brushed first

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  9. Had a dude on sniffies last week tell me he wantedbto come over a breed me. My profile says into bareback only. He then goes on to ask if I'll use a condom. He then went on to lecture me about how I need to be safe, that theres a stds going around and all that. Im like "dude, thats not what breeding is" lol appreciated his concern and he was hot as hell. But blocked him. I would consider it if he left me the condom after. But the lecture was a mood kill

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