BttmCub88

Last guy that dumped a load in me has been hitting me up couple times a week. Last time he roughed up my hole a bit. Decided later on to ask if he was poz. He read the message but didnt reply for a few days and left the convo. Yesterday he hit me back saying he was poz but undetectable. Gonna try and get another load from him today. He loves when i show up with loads already in me.

Theres a cruising place i like to go to where it seems like most of the guys wear blue shirts. Ive wondered if its code for something or just coincidence??

Had a guy that fucked me in the woods couple weeks ago. Would only fuck with condom even after i said Im cool with BB. Dude kinda had wasted look, so i let him. Waited till he left and picked it up after. Dumped the load from it in my ass and had another guy fuck me BB right after. 

Only way I'm getting fucked with a condom.

Been to sheepfold park a few times in stoneham recently. Cruising area in the woods I've taken some raw loads in. Seems pretty busy weekend afternoons. 

Cheating is fun and hot as fuck. Showing up to my bfs place with him not knowing ive been bred by a bunch of guys before him. However, i kinda wish he was into me taking loads and being used by other guys. Either way, im having fun being a cumdump. 

On 6/17/2023 at 4:54 PM, BttmCub88 said:

Tried going out a while ago while my bf is at work. Didn't get anything. It's been raining here in MA so much now one wants to even hook up lol. Been making it a habit of taking a few loads on the weekends before meeting up with him. Love how he has no idea I'm a cheating slut. Gonna have to try again tomorrow haha

An update to this lol. The next day I took 4 loads. Went to my bfs after and then he fucked me. He made a comment again about how we dont need to use lube because my hole opened up no problem for him. Whenever he says this, i get so fucking horny. Just thinking "dude, its because i was already fucked by 4 guys and their loads are the lube". A lot of times while fucking he likes to slap my ass and tell me how my ass belongs to him 😈  

Tried going out a while ago while my bf is at work. Didn't get anything. It's been raining here in MA so much now one wants to even hook up lol. Been making it a habit of taking a few loads on the weekends before meeting up with him. Love how he has no idea I'm a cheating slut. Gonna have to try again tomorrow haha

34 minutes ago, justsexnowatl said:

Sounds like the bf likes your cumsloppy hole too. Win win win for everyone 

He just doesnt know it yet

On 6/12/2023 at 5:59 AM, BttmCub88 said:

I think some do and some dont. The hook up sites I'm on, I let guys know they might be fucking me with another load in there. Id rather have a top that is into it. It is surprising though how many guys will state they are safe and ddf only, but then hit me up wanting to fucking me raw with another guys cum as lube for his dick.

With that said, my bf likes to rim me and use spit only while fucking. So last night after I got bred by a few guys, i went and cleaned out before i met up with him cuz he would obviously find out and be able to smell the cum in my ass. It almost happened last week. I could smell the cum from a few other guys while he was fucking me. Somehow he thankfully didnt notice lol

Update lol. Last night was out eating with the bf. I made a joke about going and buying a jug of lube for us to use. He replied "you didnt complain the last few times I fucked you with spit". I just sat there smiling, thinking "thats because I already got fucked by 3 guys before you" 😈 for reference, this is the black cock that shot 3 loads in me before he did

3 hours ago, ErosWired said:

Let me get this straight - you go to the trouble of prepping to cumdump, and drive yourself to the cruising spot, so you’re there, and then you sit in your car for two hours and torture yourself with fear of rejection?

My first inclination is to say ‘Don’t be a pussy’, but in the context, that’s terrible advice. So we’ll go with this:

1. Ask yourself, What’s the worst possible outcome if you were to get out of your car and cruise? Answer: You go home unfucked. Well, by not getting out of your car, you guarantee that worst possible result every time. Quit self-fulfilling your own prophecy of doom.

2. You’re afraid you won’t be good enough for someone to want to fuck? Guess what’s going through the mind of everyone else there. The exact same thing, to one level or another. Men are very vulnerable when it comes to sex, and incredibly insecure. Anyone you walk past likely has doubts. By going and making yourself available, and showing some guys that hey, they actually can score an ass, you may help someone else get over the same self-doubt. This happens with me all the time.

3. You’re afraid you’re ‘not good enough’ for some people. The reality is, you’re not good enough for some people. For some people, nobody’s good enough, because they’re looking for an unrealistic fantasy person, not a real person. There’s nothing you can do about those people. For other people, you’re better than nothing. For others, you’re exactly what they’re looking for. For others, they can’t believe they found someone so perfect for them. There’s no accounting for taste, but the one thing you can be certain of is that people with different tastes are going to pass.

4. You fear rejection so badly that you can’t get out of your car, but in fact, no one is rejecting you because they haven’t had a chance - you’ve already completely rejected yourself. You’re the one doing the rejecting. You’re the one saying you don’t measure up. You’re the one saying no one wants you. It’s all you. This is very, very pernicious negative self-talk, and it may be that you would benefit from some professional help in figuring out what maladaptive cognitive processes are driving this. If you can force yourself out of the car, however, it is possible that experiences that contradict the narrative you tell yourself in your head may help you stop those thoughts in future.

This whole thing nails it and how I've basically overcome my own anxiety. And yes, the nervousness is still there. But doesnt stop me now. But i fully agree with the 2nd point you made. Everyone is anxious to some degree. Last week i had a guy get nervous and his dick went soft and that made it worse. So i kinda spent some time helping him get over it. Get him to relax. Sure enough, he got hard and dumped a load and is way more comfortable now lol. 

I use to be like this. I still am in some ways. I look back on all the missed chances I had to be a slut and kinda get pissed lol. Recently my attitude just sorta changed. I know I'm probably not the right hook up for some guys. Some will block me after. But some keep texting wanting to know when we can fuck again. Lately I've been reminding myself, regardless of what I do, I'm eventually gonna die lol. And if a hook up doesnt go well, or dude doesnt like me, I'll just never see him again and move onto the next dick. Of the 10 guys I've been fucked by in the past week, I dont know any of their names. And thats taken a lot of anxiety off for some reason. But just do it. Gets better with practice. I promise

I think some do and some dont. The hook up sites I'm on, I let guys know they might be fucking me with another load in there. Id rather have a top that is into it. It is surprising though how many guys will state they are safe and ddf only, but then hit me up wanting to fucking me raw with another guys cum as lube for his dick.

With that said, my bf likes to rim me and use spit only while fucking. So last night after I got bred by a few guys, i went and cleaned out before i met up with him cuz he would obviously find out and be able to smell the cum in my ass. It almost happened last week. I could smell the cum from a few other guys while he was fucking me. Somehow he thankfully didnt notice lol

Just took 4 loads behind a Walmart outside of Boston. Found a cruising spot on sniffies and decided to try it out. Did not disappoint. There were some trails in the woods I've heard guys talk about. Walked around and ran into some other guys cruising. Finally hooked up with one on a hidden side trail. Before I was even able to leave the spot another dude walked up to take his turn. My first black cock, and he shot 2 loads in me! Fucking hung dude and took his cock like nothing after being used a few times 😈

Im usually pretty tight. Idk how guys can just take it all at once like nothing lol. But lately whe  I've been out taking loads, i kinda prestretch myself before going into his place with some lube in my car. That way we can just go right to it if he wants. 

Usually helps to take a cock right before another lol. Had 2 guys that fucked me the other day. By the time i got to my bfs later, i took his dick like nothing. He only fucks with spit Usually. So it was great and hot as fuck being able to take him in like 2 seconds lol

Damn, where is this place? Moving to NC in a few weeks and wanna get to know the area 😈

Hope its a hot visit. I'll be moving to NC in July. Would love to get a load

10 hours ago, BttmCub88 said:

Yes. And few times somewhat recently. One guy I talked to on NKP. He said he wanted to "paint my guts with cum". So we met up at a local uhaul and he fucked me in his storage unit. Told me about how he was a tattoo artist and would love to do some work on me. Few months later started dating my current BF. One day he told me about this gay guy that did his back tattoo. Turned out to be the guy that fucked me. Last week my BF said he wanted to stop by the tattoo place to say hi to the guy since we were right in the area. I had to make an excuse go somewhere else lol.

Another time was a couple weeks ago. Hooked up with a guy. Took his load. Told me about how he had 2 kids my age. Turned out, his kids are friends with people in my family. 

Then yesterday, met up with another dude. Got to his house and realized he lived next door to my sisters boyfriends family. Had to run in quick since we are over all the time and didnt want them to see me 🤣 

One time I met up with a dude on grindr. He came over to my place. We got fucked up and bred all night. Few days later I over heard a conversation from a coworker talking about her wedding. She said everything went perfect except the photographer never shown up. Found out a few days later the photographer was the guy i was getting fucked by. And he didnt show up because he was busy breeding me.

Yes. And few times somewhat recently. One guy I talked to on NKP. He said he wanted to "paint my guts with cum". So we met up at a local uhaul and he fucked me in his storage unit. Told me about how he was a tattoo artist and would love to do some work on me. Few months later started dating my current BF. One day he told me about this gay guy that did his back tattoo. Turned out to be the guy that fucked me. Last week my BF said he wanted to stop by the tattoo place to say hi to the guy since we were right in the area. I had to make an excuse go somewhere else lol.

Another time was a couple weeks ago. Hooked up with a guy. Took his load. Told me about how he had 2 kids my age. Turned out, his kids are friends with people in my family. 

Then yesterday, met up with another dude. Got to his house and realized he lived next door to my sisters boyfriends family. Had to run in quick since we are over all the time and didnt want them to see me 🤣 

Just took another load from a dude. As soon as i pull up to the guys place my BF called me to see where I was. Got hard as fucking thinking about how he has no idea I'm out taking loads from other guys while hes at work

Love "territorial" tops.  my bf definitely is. Hes even checked my hole for cum from other dudes. Doesn't stop me from taking loads without him knowing 😈 but hot that hes pretty possessive.

Closet in a random medical office. 

1 hour ago, Nchikerbttm said:

Nice to have another slutty neighbor.

Maybe see you around taking loads with the same dudes 😉

Just posted the other day that i cheated on my bf with a poz dude. And then again yesterday in the closet of a medical office building under construction then went to my bfs place after. Its a huge turn on and kinda makes me more sexually attracted to him for some reason. I mean, i already was, but now theres the excitement of him not knowing im already loaded up. Also gets me rock hard thinking about getting pozzed doing it.

On 2/4/2023 at 12:58 AM, jay123 said:

Still trying to have a real hook up! Prefer dudes 18-39, jock/muscular/athletic bodies. Down for a one time or a regular fuck buddy. Haven't cum in a while, been saving my nut for the right dude, holler! Raleigh, NC here!

Ill be moving to apex in july 😉

I hooked up with a high school math teacher years ago. One of his former students who was in his 20s came by to join us. They had recently started hooking up. Happens lol