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Two problems;

One, my doctor keeps spouting about how condoms should be enough and that I really don't need extra protection.  Been thinking of switching doctors because of this but limited to the one clinic I'm at (health insurance limitations).  

Second, I have seen the ID doctor but sadly he's leaving the clinic leaving anyone he sees with a NP.  I saw him and he said I should wait till after my final test came back and to call back to get a prescription.  Problem is getting a hold of anyone that know's of PrEP yet alone who will prescribe it.  

Also, when ever I talk to anyone at my clinic or health insurance company no one seems to know anything about PrEP and seem to have a strong dislike covering cost for something that isn't, in their mind, needed .  Hell, when I was on PEP a few months back I was teaching the nurses what it was and what it would do.  

Should I look into getting a different doctor and keep pestering about it till they let me get it? It's just mind boggling how frustrating this is for me.  

any advice, or discuss your stories with dealing with your doctors/clinics about PrEP and how you solved it.

Forgot to mention this the other day, but about a week ago I met up with my best friend and it wasn't long before he was fucking me in the shower depositing a fresh load in me.  Had to go to work after that and had his load drip out while working.  Wish I had more.

One friend I blow tends to just pool in my mouth and I can't feel him shoot.  but another friend is a shooter and I can feel him shoot the back of my throat.  It all depends on the guy really.

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Life’s been hectic for a few days and forgot about the app. Me and my bf were messaging back and forth on a day he was bored at work but couldn’t get away and I was home alone. I was horny so thought I’d check the app. I logged on and had a few messages, one being from my very own bf.

BF: So, I see you are on here.
Shit, he saw me on here. Why didn't he say anything and waited for a reply here?
Me: Just chatting to people and such, say’s right in my profile hun. You?

I asked him wondering what he’ll say, wasn't long before he did message me back on the app

BF: The same, interesting people on here.
Me: defiantly, keep having to block people wanting to hookup only.
BF: I hear you, back to texting babe.

With that he resumed sending just text messages about whatever we were talking about. I checked other messages, mostly from other people I did just chat with. Caught up with them when I noticed I was growing hard. I knew my bf wouldn't be out of work for several hours. I decided to contact that guy again.

Me: Hey.
The guy: Hey, how are you feeling?
Me: Pretty good, but bored. You?
The guy: Horny as fuck.
Me: Cum over. I need cum in me now.
The guy: Sure thing stud. Be there in 15 minutes.

With that he went offline; I kept texting my bf while I got ready. I unlocked my door, cleaned out, took my clothes off.

I was lying in my bed when the guy came in. Surprising he brought two new guys with. I put my phone down ignoring my bf for the now 3 cocks that were going to go inside of me. Each guy got dressed and slowly jacked off while I went and got face down in my bed. The guy who’s fucked me before teased my hole with his cock head. I started to moan and wanted to remember this moment for some reason.

Me: Hey, mind if we video this with my camera?
*I point to my webcam on the desk*
The guy: Do what the cheating slut asks.
*one of the guys turns it on*
The guy: for your boyfriend slut?

the guy asked as he slid his cock in me/

Me: When the time is right. Yeah, fuck me.

And that’s all that was said for over an hour and a half with the exception of moaning and grunting. Each guy must have blown two loads in me each. I only knew of the one guy’s status.  One of the guys mounted me for one last amazing fuck. He was going slower than he did the other few times and more verbal which then I found out his status too.

Guy: Yeah take it pig.
Me: mmhmm.
Guy: Take my toxic nut to your boyfriend.
*he slams into me*
Me: fuck yeah!
Guy: Will you share my poz cum with your bitch?!
*he starts fucking faster*
Me: FUCK YES!
*he’s going balls deep with what I just can only imagine is a beer can thick 9” cock*
Me: HE’LL ACCEPT YOUR GIFT THROUGH ME!
Guy: HERE’S MY TOXIC SEED SLUT!!!

He again came inside of me. He slowly moved his dick out of my cummy hole. He then goes and fingers me a few times, lightly scratching the walls of my ass.  I felt helpless laying in a pool of my sweat enjoying the glow from an amazing fuck session. Soon, he stopped and got dressed. He left shortly after with the rest of them.

I still haven’t cum and went back to my phone. A few messages from my bf where there and I told him I ran out of juice and didn't notice till a while ago. He bought it. I asked what his evening plans were, he said just chilling at home playing games. I suggested we go out to eat to a nice restaurant and get a motel room for the night. He liked the idea so I went to book it. He sent me a text to forget the condoms. Pfft, like I was going to bring them.

I then remembered something while getting off my now sweat drenched bed. I went to my computer, smiled to the camera; and then stopped the recording. I got out my butt plug and put it in its right place before I went to my shower to get cleaned off for the night. 

=====that’s it=====

I'm very busy so don't expect another chapter soon.

I have a few other ideas’ I want to write.

This probably wasn't the best chapter.  Oh well.  : P

love having my throat fucked.  My best friend will shove his 8" dick balls deep into my mouth and I really only start gaging when I can't breath.  

Could always make shirts.  If I had the time I'd make shirts that say this;

"catching without a mitt" shirt shows picture of a ball in a bare hand.

"pitching without a glove" shirt shows hands on a bat with out gloves

for both;

"It feels better raw" picture of red crosses over mitts and gloves.  

I could think of a few other phrases, but as to other things? Not sure.  

Dunno about anywhere else, but there's no need for bbrt in Orlando. Hardly anyone uses condoms down here.

Pretty much the same here.  Very few people I know use condoms and one's who talk about using them all the time are easily talked into barebacking. I've found most BB loads come from grindr for me.

I also know more people on grindr.  Ranging from friends from high school and in college to coworkers and friends off tumblr.  

A few nights ago I was surfing BBRT and out of no where I saw a current coworker.  I wouldn't hookup with him, but I thought he was only on A4A and Grindr, guess I can add bbrt to the list.  We both know each of us surf the apps, so it isn't too awkward.  Hell, there was a time grindr was the only way to get a hold of him.  

When I'm not taking it raw (aka wishing I was getting more) I'm basically conducting inventories for major national super stores through out the Midwest.  Though that's going to end soon as I go back to being a student going for my second bachelor degree.  

I'll try getting a 3rd part out, just life's been crazy now that work has started back up and I am soon to start college again.  But if I forget just keep badgering me via PM to make it.  : P

... if all goes according to plan. 

So, a few of you have seen I posted about hooking up with someone who told me they were undetectable.  Well, a few day's ago, a friend told me that this particular person lies, and lies a lot.  I have no hard evidence but I'd trust my friend.  So with in 30 minutes of my friend telling me this I drove to the hospital.  I was able to get PeP with about 5 hours to spare on the 72 hours.  

I know there's still a chance and if it happens it happens, life goes on.  My friends and people who need to know have been informed and are behind me regardless the outcome.  

I plan on after this ordeal if things come out all hunky-dory to get on PrEP.  Since the new school i'm going to be attending has an on campus clinic that seems to be able to help with PrEP (I know someone who goes there that got it through the clinic there).  Also, just signed up for health insurance regardless I still can't afford to go to a doctor.  (I average between $-50-$-200 a month).

Just one question has been pecking at my head.  My friend said that the guy was not on meds, but that he could also have Aids, but didn't know.  I just wondered what are the statistics on conversion between the two? and if a guy got on PeP.  

At the end of the day, if I come out negative, I'll be getting on PrEP.  

Hooked up with a guy this morning off BBRT.  Fucked me nice and good with his quite large cock (8" or so) for about 15-20 minutes then came deep inside.  

Was on an app and all day me and this guy talked about hooking up.  well.  We ended up hooking up and low and behold he is the roommate of one of my friends.  My friend ended up leaving for his own hookup while I was in the middle of getting fucked bare by his roommate.  This guy knew how to fuck and man I am hoping to go back for seconds.  All this less than 30 minutes ago too.  so still have his load dripping out of me.  Prefect Christmas eve gift.  : P

Messaged a guy on A4A two day's ago, he said he was safe but talked him into fucking me bare.  drove over to where he wanted to meet then he took me to his place and found out he had a bf who was out of town.  I blew him a bit before he fucked me from behind.  He shot a thick creamy load in me and then I left holding his load for around 4 or so hours.

First time I was fucked it was raw and hurt like hell.

I need to work more on getting loads in me. Only received 3 and given 1 load(s) anally. If you count BJ's, then given 25 loads (about 4 guys total).

Little bit of a connection helps, but not needed if I'm bottoming. Like being used and not knowing my top, though that rarely happens. haha

You are in the US. There is ZERO reason for you not to be on PrEP if you are having condomless sex.

You do not know my circumstances right now as to why I am not on PrEP. Please do not say I have zero reasons. One reason is I can't afford it. I have no insurance. AT ALL. State or otherwise I just can't afford it.

Also, I just recently started looking into going on PrEP. Getting on it isn't over night. When I go get tested in the coming 1-3 weeks I will ask who tests me about it and any programs there may be in WI for PrEP.

I love getting bred but I also don't want to be poz. I know the risks and know it could happen. I limit who I have sex with (2-3 guys atm) to the best I can, but some times I just get a bit piggy and let loos (like 2-3 times a year and it's mostly BJ's). Hopping to by the end of the year to get on prep (no doctor or health insurance atm), but if by then I happen to get tested and it comes back poz then I'll just have to start a new chapter in life and live with my choices (which means no more sex with my best friend who is amazing in bed).

So yeah, that's how I feel about it. Don't want it but if it does happen it happens.

Like Strafe13 said, hire a good escort for the best first time (wish I did, ouch). Though if you can't afford to, try it out with a gay friend or two, some may be up for some fun. Also you would know them and trust them more then a random one night stand off apps.

Once you are more comfortable getting fucked, because lets face it, you probably will love it and want more. You should think about starting up a profile or two on apps like Grindr or A4A. Picture is optional, but will help. I'd say keep the face out of it since you are just there for sex and wouldn't want irl friends to see you on there. Say that you are straight in your profiles and want to try bttm and you probably will get a bite or two depending on where you live. I know quite a few gay guys, bttm's and tops, who would die to just fuck and cum inside a straight guy. Just saying.

BTW, watch what you post in profiles on apps, some words are trigger words which will get your profile taken down.

But be careful, if you don't want any STD's you should really just stick with close friends or escorts.

GOOD LUCK MATE!

And tell us how it all goes.

Still in the cities. In South Minneapolis. You can come and take my load deep down your ass.

I am not atm, but I work in the metro so often there.

Went to TCPride this weekend. Had some fun, just not enough imo.

Saturday I blew a random guy and swallowed his load to completion.

Sunday I blew my friend before going out to the club.

Monday morning right when me and my friend got back from the club I rimmed him then fucked him bare. My pre-cum and one steam of cum was in him when I pulled out to finish on his stomach.

Monday night I blew a bottom but he didn't cum and then he blew me where I unloaded in his mouth.

Today, Tuesday I met up with a buddy that pay's for my "time" and I gave him a long over due blow job.

So, not exactly what I wanted. was hoping for one night of taking random loads from strangers. oh well, always have other day's for sluttyness.

I'm just wondering how many are hitting up their local/closest/desired pride event? Or do you tend to avoid them? What all will you be doing at them?

In years past I avoided them, don't like large crowds, but as I grew older I found I didn't mind them as much. This year I'm again doing TCPride, staying at a friends place to save money but will try to meet a few peeps. And if anyone is coming to TCPride, lets grab a coffee.

Met up with a friend a few nights ago. Was only going to swap head and chit chat/watch tv. Well to my surprise my friend was ok with topping and fucked a total of two thick loads in my ass. I was mostly shocked as in the past he's been for the most part a bottom and always required condom usage. He fucked me once in his shower then once on his bed before I left. Had his load in me on the drive back to my place (2 hours away). Hoping for a repeat for TCPride.

Been talking to this guy for a few months, no mention of sex. he was near my area at a friends place so I went there and after cuddling and watching some tv basically we started swapping head and making out like crazy. we went into the shower where I got him to fuck me raw with his very thick and long rod (8.5") and he came right inside. Felt amazing and kept his cum in me for a few hours. Going to try and meet again, not necessarily for sex (but it'll happen probably), but as we clicked really well.