Im new and Im reading stories here about guys who really want to BB but dont really want to get HIV. You should talk to a doctor about going on Truvada. Truvada is one of the standard HIV meds, but last fall the FDA gave approval for this drug to be prescribed as a prophylactic medication for people to take who are at high risk of seroconverting because of repeated exposure. Basically you need to go to your primary doctor, or call your clinic and make an appointment with the infectious disease (ID) specialist. They are also usually certified HIV specialists. Tell them flat out that you like bareback sex and you have sex with HIV positive men and want to put on Truvada to help prevent you from getting infected. Its expensive so you cant do this with out insurance. Its not 100% effective, but it will cause between 42-75% effectiveness in blocking you from getting infected. So I reccomend this guys. Feel free to ask me questions or just google it for more info.