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  1. Ok I did it, why I don't know, but I took a poz load last night deep in the guts, I am a stupid

    fucker I know, but he was a lovely guy, and made his status very clear, three times he asked me are you sure.

    But my thinking on it all is, I have only ever BB all my life, I am 52 years of age, and no one need tell me I never took a

    poz load in all that time, I just wanted to know what it was like to knowingly take one. The waiting game begins.

  2. I remember it well, I was about 12 when I first got violated, it was a snowy morning I used to take the brush from the house and

    go out and sweep the snow off cars, as a reward for my good deed I used to get thrown a few pence, happy days.

    But one morning I swept the snow off a car in a different location, the funds were drying up in my usual haunts so I decided to move on.

    Anyway to cut a very long story short, I cleared the snow off a car, and out popped a head of a man from his balcony, wearing nothing only y-fronts.

    He beckoned me up to his apartment, and I of course being an innocent young child thought nothing of it, by responding to his request.

    In I went and he sat me down on the couch, and as a reward for my good deed proceeded to show me his cock, it is to this day a sight I will never forget, I had never seen

    an adult penis before, and it amazed me.

    He took my hand and wrapped it around his cock and introduced me to the world of wanking, I remember I seem to have kept it going for ages, and my baby arms were getting tired

    he asked me to take off my clothes, I was reluctant but his girlfriend that was also in the room said it's ok, young boys do this all the time.

    I accepted the words of this gentle spoken lady, and proceeded to strip, weirdly enough I also remember my little cock being hard as a rock, it had been hard before I am sure

    but this hard felt different. Then the strangest of all things happened then, she stripped and they made me watch as they fucked each other. But just as he was about to come

    he just put the head of his penis up my ass and blew a wad up it. Don't ask me why but I called back several times after, and went through the same process over and over again.

    He was arrested some time after that and I never seen him again, but it was not long until another predator took his place, I seem to have attracted them as a child.

    But that was my introduction to raw loads, and I never looked back, have been taking them since.

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  3. Personally I for one would be no ones slave, or neither would I have one, why in the name of

    god would you keep a fellow human being, restrained like an animal, and have him do all your chores.

    There are several things here spring to mind, what kind of person would want to be a slave and why?

    If a person came to me and said I wish to be your slave, and address your every needs sexually and domestically,

    I would sooner reach out and ask why do you have such a low opinion of yourself, that you would wish to be such a person. I do in some respect admire rawtop, although he requires a slave, he does also wish to care for him, and engage him in other every day activities, as he does also request a level of intelligence. But for anyone to want a slave for no other reason than personal gratification every time the need arises, I would have to question their deep rooted issues and wonder why they have such hatred for their fellow human being. Just my opinion.

  4. fastfood isnt a good place to be fucking, but back when i worked in a hotel, i didnt get fucked everyday but it was close to every other day, some where customers who were just looking to get some and others would check into the hotel just for me. i did get fired for getting caught blowing another employee tho, i later found out my boss was gay and we later hooked up. he did offer me my job back after he fucked me, but said I couldnt be going around whoring myself off, so ive been unemployed since.

    Ha ha I love it, what a job going into work almost everyday to something you really enjoy, now that's job satisfaction ..

  5. You know you're at work, you get this raging hard on, triggered by a hot co-worker you would love to dump a load into, or memories of last nights session, or maybe it's just that bad boy refuses to relax.

    Do you head off to the toilets and jack off, or do you distract yourself, and save it to off load into some ones ass. I know me personally have often jacked off at work.

  6. Well done Tommy, a great decision sometimes it is hard to step back from certain situations, our dick seems to rule and disengage our brain, but when you can separate the two and weigh up the cost of that moment of weakness, it shows what a strong character you are. Friendship and respect takes years, and can be lost in a moment.

    Sometimes things work out for the best, and as you pointed out this is one of those times, it's best if you are strong enough to follow your gut feeling, and I think in this case you chose the right direction. Well done.

  7. When I joined this site I joined it of my own free will, I chose to read what I wanted to read, I chose to join groups I wanted to join, I then made a decision to either stay and read, or pack up and leave. Now that said not everyone can be as strong minded, and yes despite what people say we are we psychologically coerced buy things we see and read that has been proven many times. With that in mind I can understand the op's concerns in relation to some aspects of this site, but here is the thing, when you enter the site you get a warning, before you enter the back room, you get a warning, so ever effort is made by the Admin, to lessen the offence that might be imposed by some by offering these pre warning messages, it is then your choice as to what you want to do. I have no doubt at all in my mind as have many others here, some people "Some", do get hard to separate fiction from reality, and in fairness that is the case with most things in life, surly you cant expect the site operator to be responsible for everyone's psychological disposition, and run a site based on those principles, lets be honest if they did, realistically we would be logging on to a blank page.

    In the outset I stated I made the choice should I stay or should I go, and that is the decision the OP has to make himself, but make no mistake about it, there are bug chasers in this world, there are water sport fanatics, there are fisters, you get my drift, but they were here in this world long before the website ever started, and they will be here long after it closes.

    I do empathise with the op, but what I think you are suffering from in fairness is a case of post ejaculation guilt, you probably got your rocks off to some of the stories here, and then done what most would do after, felt remorse and questioned your own disgust, and used the forum as a venting method to heal. No one can blame you for that, but now you have expressed your feelings and you are aware of what makes you feel nauseous move on. But before I do go and you ride off into the sunset on your high horse remember this. I have and have so many others learned more about sexual health issues on this site than on any other site I visit, here you have both sides of the story, with some great advice offered, links to clinics, great advice to people practising un-safe sex, and no one offers it more than the site operator, that's what to me creates a perfect balance.

    On that note, I will go and organise my BB fun for the weekend, sorry for ranting, but I just wanted to say my bit.

  8. I am not near any shops that would sell this type of gear, so it would have to be mail order

    but it's very hard to decipher what is good and what's crap on these sites.

    So maybe someone who has purchased these by mail order, and is satisfied with the quality.

    cheers guys for your input above, very much appreciated.

  9. Ok Apologies in the outset if I am in the wrong section, but can anyone tell me where I could buy

    decent handcuffs, for hands and legs, and extension chains for them. I need chains long enough to go from the

    floor to the bed. Your help in this regard would be appreciated.

    I thought I would ask ye kinky bunch, if anyone knows breeding zone knows.

    Prefer guys if you recommend ones that you have tried and tested.

    May the seed of your loin be fruitful in the arse of your man.

  10. I have always been able to piss completely hard. Now if I could suck my own cock i would never leave the house LOL

    God that would be all our dream, seen a video of a guy actually able to fuck himself as well as suck himself, now how cool would that be during the lean times :)

  11. Some years back, I was working in Denver and got picked up or picked up a long haired Italian in Cheeseman Park. He was very well endowed, 13 inches measured on the top and it was above average in diameter. He clearly stated that he was going to fuck me, either in my truck or at my apartment. We ended up at my apartment. He was a skinny guy, 23 y/o with some of the longest hair I had everseen. He was a real scruffy/thuggist looking guy but very pleasant and a great personality. We got into some heavy petting, and clothes started comming off and WOW he was truly very well endowed and I knew I could not take that dick. We played around some more and that is when we measured it. The ruler was too short, so got out the tape measure and yes it was 13 from pubic bone to the end of his weapon. We showered, ended up on the bed and he started the process of getting my hole ready, rimming me for a long time, with me squirming on the bed, lube applied, I tried to suck his dick and all I coule get in my mouth was the lhead of dick. He tasted wonderful, dripping precum by the loads. He fingered my hole, and finally ended ujp with 4 fingers in me way up to the knuckles on is hand at the hole and about half way in. He then started with his dick, and after about 45 minutes he had half of it in and at tahe hour mark he was completely in with his balls slapping my ass. He was gentle, kind and very passionate, taking nhis time and keeping me horned up. It was the most intense feeling/pain/pleasure and desire to have him in me. I was over filled with meat, he was manhandling my tits, (my on and off switches) and I just couldnt get enouch of him in me. It hurt so bad, but I wanted more. He tore me up, there was blood on his dick, I passed blood when I went to the bathroom. We became somewhat close for the 6 months I was there. We had sex on anything that would hold up, the counters, table, coffee table, couch, me bent over the arm of the couch, and one day we even had some wild and loud sex on the balcony of my 10th floor apartment. He spent many nights/days with me. I would go to sleep with his dick in me, wake up in the middle of the night with him working my hole and go back to sleep with him still in me. Inthe mornings he usually woke me up trying to get his tool in me. It always hurt, was overpower with fullness and most time I could feel him shoot his load in me, more like I could feel his cock pulsing/throbbing as he filled me with his love juice. He wanted me to stay in Denver, I was leary/afraid to make a permanent commitment so I left to return a year later. Looked for him and found one of his friends and Vito had passed away with Pneumocisti Pneumonia. Never knew or asked if he was poz and didnt care. I only wish that I could have been there with and for him in his last hours. I remain neg as of a week ago. I would love it if I was carrying around his DNA as a memorial to him. Vito I miss you and your loving.

    That was the saddest story I ever read on here :(

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