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Either is good to read, but personally I just prefer the cock up my as deposit load no questions asked

Damn the next chapter please, you can make it our christmas present.

Damn there is nothing like a good raw fuck on a cold wet day, makes you feel all warm and fuzzy inside. There are so many young guys willing to please a daddy these days, and they all love it raw... Bless long may it last

Ok I did it, why I don't know, but I took a poz load last night deep in the guts, I am a stupid fucker I know, but he was a lovely guy, and made his status very clear, three times he asked me are you sure. But my thinking on it all is, I have only ever BB all my life, I am 52 years of age, and no one need tell me I never took a poz load in all that time, I just wanted to know what it was like to knowingly take one. The waiting game begins.

Just been fucked by a guy who insisted in wearing a condom, but emptied it into my mouth does that count

I remember it well, I was about 12 when I first got violated, it was a snowy morning I used to take the brush from the house and go out and sweep the snow off cars, as a reward for my good deed I used to get thrown a few pence, happy days. But one morning I swept the snow off a car in a different location, the funds were drying up in my usual haunts so I decided to move on. Anyway to cut a very long story short, I cleared the snow off a car, and out popped a head of a man from his balcony, wearing nothing only y-fronts. He beckoned me up to his apartment, and I of course being an innocent young child thought nothing of it, by responding to his request. In I went and he sat me down on the couch, and as a reward for my good deed proceeded to show me his cock, it is to this day a sight I will never forget, I had never seen an adult penis before, and it amazed me. He took my hand and wrapped it around his cock and introduced me to the world of wanking, I remember I seem to have kept it going for ages, and my baby arms were getting tired he asked me to take off my clothes, I was reluctant but his girlfriend that was also in the room said it's ok, young boys do this all the time. I accepted the words of this gentle spoken lady, and proceeded to strip, weirdly enough I also remember my little cock being hard as a rock, it had been hard before I am sure but this hard felt different. Then the strangest of all things happened then, she stripped and they made me watch as they fucked each other. But just as he was about to come he just put the head of his penis up my ass and blew a wad up it. Don't ask me why but I called back several times after, and went through the same process over and over again. He was arrested some time after that and I never seen him again, but it was not long until another predator took his place, I seem to have attracted them as a child. But that was my introduction to raw loads, and I never looked back, have been taking them since.

Personally I for one would be no ones slave, or neither would I have one, why in the name of god would you keep a fellow human being, restrained like an animal, and have him do all your chores. There are several things here spring to mind, what kind of person would want to be a slave and why? If a person came to me and said I wish to be your slave, and address your every needs sexually and domestically, I would sooner reach out and ask why do you have such a low opinion of yourself, that you would wish to be such a person. I do in some respect admire rawtop, although he requires a slave, he does also wish to care for him, and engage him in other every day activities, as he does also request a level of intelligence. But for anyone to want a slave for no other reason than personal gratification every time the need arises, I would have to question their deep rooted issues and wonder why they have such hatred for their fellow human being. Just my opinion.

Ha ha I love it, what a job going into work almost everyday to something you really enjoy, now that's job satisfaction ..

You know you're at work, you get this raging hard on, triggered by a hot co-worker you would love to dump a load into, or memories of last nights session, or maybe it's just that bad boy refuses to relax. Do you head off to the toilets and jack off, or do you distract yourself, and save it to off load into some ones ass. I know me personally have often jacked off at work.

Well done Tommy, a great decision sometimes it is hard to step back from certain situations, our dick seems to rule and disengage our brain, but when you can separate the two and weigh up the cost of that moment of weakness, it shows what a strong character you are. Friendship and respect takes years, and can be lost in a moment. Sometimes things work out for the best, and as you pointed out this is one of those times, it's best if you are strong enough to follow your gut feeling, and I think in this case you chose the right direction. Well done.

When I joined this site I joined it of my own free will, I chose to read what I wanted to read, I chose to join groups I wanted to join, I then made a decision to either stay and read, or pack up and leave. Now that said not everyone can be as strong minded, and yes despite what people say we are we psychologically coerced buy things we see and read that has been proven many times. With that in mind I can understand the op's concerns in relation to some aspects of this site, but here is the thing, when you enter the site you get a warning, before you enter the back room, you get a warning, so ever effort is made by the Admin, to lessen the offence that might be imposed by some by offering these pre warning messages, it is then your choice as to what you want to do. I have no doubt at all in my mind as have many others here, some people "Some", do get hard to separate fiction from reality, and in fairness that is the case with most things in life, surly you cant expect the site operator to be responsible for everyone's psychological disposition, and run a site based on those principles, lets be honest if they did, realistically we would be logging on to a blank page. In the outset I stated I made the choice should I stay or should I go, and that is the decision the OP has to make himself, but make no mistake about it, there are bug chasers in this world, there are water sport fanatics, there are fisters, you get my drift, but they were here in this world long before the website ever started, and they will be here long after it closes. I do empathise with the op, but what I think you are suffering from in fairness is a case of post ejaculation guilt, you probably got your rocks off to some of the stories here, and then done what most would do after, felt remorse and questioned your own disgust, and used the forum as a venting method to heal. No one can blame you for that, but now you have expressed your feelings and you are aware of what makes you feel nauseous move on. But before I do go and you ride off into the sunset on your high horse remember this. I have and have so many others learned more about sexual health issues on this site than on any other site I visit, here you have both sides of the story, with some great advice offered, links to clinics, great advice to people practising un-safe sex, and no one offers it more than the site operator, that's what to me creates a perfect balance. On that note, I will go and organise my BB fun for the weekend, sorry for ranting, but I just wanted to say my bit.

I am not near any shops that would sell this type of gear, so it would have to be mail order but it's very hard to decipher what is good and what's crap on these sites. So maybe someone who has purchased these by mail order, and is satisfied with the quality. cheers guys for your input above, very much appreciated.

I only recently experienced it, and I loved it, that warm feeling filling your gut is amazing, now all that's left is for me to crack it