Omg what have I done was my first reaction . See I'm 23 and I'm in a long term relationship with a girl. I always was attracted to cock and cum and watched a Lot of gay porn but never considered myself gay. I had been fucked by a daddy once but found it sore yet enjoyable but that was my only gay sexual experience. I enjoyed it and was going to of back for more until my now gf came along. While with my gf I would always jerk off to bareback/poz porn.
I found girls attractive but was always think of guys fucking me or sucking dick. I would never cheat on my girlfriend.. So I thought. At the beginning of November she left the country for 3 months to travel Asia. We were staying together and that was that. Well last night I couldn't take it anymore. I was so hirny. I called that daddy I had fucked ( safe) . No answer. Fuck, I'm so horny at this stage. Nothing on squirt . So I roll a Jung get super hugh and wait to see if anything comes up online. Nothing. At this stage I'm gagging for dick.
So I decide to go to the bath house, I thought it was risky as I wasnt experiencedbut I was gagging for dick, I get in, I immediately purchase a room for 8 hours. I'm walking up-and-down hall way, all these old man looking at me, until one of them gives me a look and a nod. He brings me to His room, he forces a bottle of poppers under my nose, I have never tried these, Within a minute I'm bent over high as a kyte, I'm super tight, I forget to even ask to put a condom on, I always play safe, but the poppers and the weed Had me done, the bear eventually get his cock in and starts beating my ass, he starts slapping me! What am I doing ? This is only the 2nd time I've had cock in my ass and I'm getting fucked at a bathhouse bareback? It felt so good tho, this isn't right, this ain't what I was meant to be, I was a good looking jock with a beautfiigul girlfriend, but all I wanted was Cum in my ass. The old guy keeps fucking me and then another old guy comes in, he says hey tony what we got here, " a young little Virgin" , he fucks and fucks and shouts " I'm cumming! He unloads a huge load in my ass, it was then I realised I had been fucked with no condom! I get ready to freak until the new guy puts a bottle of poppers in my nose, I nearly pass out, he drives his cock right in me, it felt so good... After about 5 mins he unloads deep in me, again no condom. I sit there with two loads in my ass , I had only been fucked once up until today... And that was safe. How did this happen, just as the guys leave I notice both have a bio hazard tattoo on their backs. I ask them.. They nod and shake their heads, yes they were poz and supposedly I knew. I was so high on poppers they were asking me if I wanted their toxic cock cum in my ass .. I begged for it supposedly, this all happened a week ago and I'm getting flu symptoms, my nose is all sniffly! What am I going to do? I loved it and the thought of being a poz pig turns me so hard.. But what about my girlfriend? She'll be home soon.. What do I do?