bbaremich

When I first starting partaking in gay sex, it was about quality. But the last few years when I have become a true slut, it’s about quantity. I have gone to some shady neighborhoods, situations, etc to get loads. I have also had unpleasant looking guys fuck me. Sometimes while I am being fucked, I even think about how gross/unpleasant the guy is, but I then think about how hot it is that I am there letting him use me for what I am: a hole for men to use. 

A few days ago I topped a new guy I met off of bbrt. He had a quick connect ad saying he was looking for loads and already had two. I hit him up on my way home from work and went to his place. I walked it and he was down on his all fours ass up on the floor of his living room. I slid right in that hole without any lube. He had two loads inside and I could feel them both. I fucked him pretty hard and could hear his hole getting sloppy (yum!). As I am 90% bottom, I came pretty fast. We talked after: he is fully verse and wants to load me up sometime.

Tonight I got a load from a guy off Grindr. His roommate was home but in his room so we had to keep it quiet. He was white, mid 20s, average body, 6 inch cock. Pumped me for a few mins and quietly unloaded inside me. Quick but good fuck. 

27yo bottom looking to get bred by a toxic top in the Detroit metro area. I’m on PrEP but I want to take some toxic poz loads from some new tops. Private message me or hit me up on bbrt: athleticbbare

Got bred by a bbc fuck bud of mine. We were supposed to be joined by a third guy but he couldn’t make it. So he just fucked me while I hit the new bottle of Rush poppers real hard. His cock slipped right in after he fingered my smooth hole. He pumped me full of his poz (undetectable) seed. 

Then he sucked me off and I came in his mouth. Hot as usual

I love when my ass has more than one load inside and gets real sloppy. The noise is such a turn on. The top and anyone watching knows that I am a cumdump. 

I'm in it for the load and the thought that my ass felt that good for the top that he was able to orgasm. There have been times on a hookup where I'm totally not feeling great while I'm being fucked, but that doesn't matter to me. I'm there for the top and his cum. 

If the one guy is truely undetectable, then you're totally safe to have him fuck you. But you have NO way of knowing that or knowing the status of these other men. You accept those risks when you fuck bareback, even with someone who you think or they say they are undetectable. 

Get on PrEP....then you take that unknown out of the equation because it no longer matters. I don't even ask status anymore when I get bred. 

I have locked myself up before but haven't done it in a long while. There is actually little risk in chastity. Choose a device that is comfortable to wear. The HolyTrainer is expensive, but worth it. Look online for how to measure the ring and tibe sizes correctly. 

I never wore mine long term, just for a day or so and then I would take it off for a day, etc. 

Definitely get treated before you go. You have plenty of time

When I bottom, I have little interest in getting off. I am there to serve as a hole for the pleasure of the top. I will only cum if the top wants me to and only after the top has bred me. 

Now I have been told to cum first so the top can use it as lube. That's also hot. 

I keep a list on my phone in a note. I write their name (if I know it...rarely), where I found them (Grindr, bbrt, etc), a description of them or something that I would remember (unique location, feature, etc) and their hiv status (if known). 

I don't keep track of each encounter, only the first with a new guy. 

Had a flip fuck tonight. My first in awhile. Hit up my black fuck bud with a big cock. He is always down to fuck me. Got to his place and he first dumped two loads into me then says, "now it's my turn". He flips over and wants me to fuck him. He hasn't bottomed in over a year. He took my cock like a champ (thanks to poppers and that I'm only average size). It was hot. I'm 99% bottom but there are times where topping is hot. 

36 minutes ago, seaguy said:

You willing to say what the video title was?

Private message me

I did 1 porn movie many many years ago with a pro studio, but it's barely findable on the internet now. I have told a few of my fucks about it....they get turned on by it 

Hell yes. Many times. I have an anon load in me right now. Responded to a black Grindr profile of a guy at a local hotel. I went there and he had me put a hood on. He bred me and I left. Never saw him. 

Typing this message with an anon load in my ass...

hit up a guy on Grindr staying in a hotel for business in my area. Said he is into anon. He gave me instructions to come to the room, open the propped open door, strip naked and put on a hood. I did all that and said out loud that I was ready. He came around the corner and had me get down on my knees and suck him. He led me over to the bed and rimmed me. Had me flip over doggy and I hit the poppers and he slid into me. He fucked me and called me a "whore", "slut", etc. Then he groaned and busted inside me. He led me back over to the counter by the door, told me to get dressed and leave. I never saw his face. It was so hot. ?

If you are a true cumwhore, you will learn to accept your role as just a hole to be used by other men for pleasure. I am learned this and now I take any and all loads from all men, old/young, fat/muscular, etc. It isn't the man that get's me horny, it's the act of my hole being used for pleasure. 

And yeah, get yourself some poppers. That will really lower your inhibitions. 

I was taking loads no questions asked before I got on PrEP so if it suddenly vanished or I couldn't take it anymore, I'd still be taking raw loads. I could never stop getting bred. I would also accept that I probably would become poz one day. 

On 8/29/2017 at 3:43 PM, HardaddyMA said:

One of the above posters referred to the chance of long-term side effects of Truvada and it is worth remembering that EVERY drug- EVERY decision - has side-effects. After being HIV+ for 30 years and diagnosed when the first AZT pills were being prescribed- we were thrilled to take ANYTHING that would keep us alive- Now we know that a lot of the drugs were over-dosed and among the long term affects I suffer from are severe nephropathy  from BOTH the disease AND the meds I took to keep the virus in check. 

I guess the advise I'm offering is that there are no simple answers and no black and white solutions- EVERY choicehas consequences! IF I was your age  and had the extraordinary gift of benefiting from all my sexual experiences (of which I have many) I doubt I would go on Prep, but that is a solution that I would only suggest for myself-  I think you should follow your own conscious and trust your own judgement - and LIVE the life YOU want!  AND NO REGRETS either way!

I agree that no drug is without its risks and side effects.  Truvada has a risk of both kidney function decline and decreased bone density. I am way less worried about the bone density than the kidney function. Clinical trials show a very negligible loss in bone density. Kidney function is monitored quarterly by your PrEP physician so you know your kidney function is at least within normal range. Most people see a slight decline in kidney function when starting Truvada but it is still within normal range and it isn't anything that you actually notice. 

It depends, some people I can feel their cum shooting inside, probably because they are shooters instead of dribblers. 

I have been fucked enough that I can sense when a top is going to cum by their pace, breathing and other noises. If I'm being fucked on my back, when the top cums, I always reach around and pull their body into mine to get their cum as deep as possible. 

I LOVE the noise my ass makes when getting fucked with a few loads inside. So juicy and delicious!

Got hit up by a go go boy on Grindr. Went to his apartment downtown. Got fucked by him while I was hitting the poppers. No questions asked of status or anything. Got a load from him then texted a poz black guy that is a regular of mine. He especially loves it when I am preloaded. He fucked me and gave me two loads. 

I  have been a no loads refused bottom for about 2 years now and recently became a true TruvadaWhore. My sexual fun usually starts with me looking and messaging guys that are attractive to me, but when they don't reply or there aren't enough, I move onto messaging any man with the word "top" in his profile. 

Definitely prefer to get the cum directly in my hole and to have the top churn it around, especially when getting multiple loads. But ultimately it is the top's decision...they are the one using my hole for their pleasure.

I agree....I think there are many guys that live very conservative, intellectual lives outside the bedroom but inside the bedroom, they are a nasty pig. I am definitely one of them. My friends have no clue how dirty I am.

8 minutes ago, justsexnowatl said:

He is saying that he is into the risk just as much actually being a bb cumslut, which I do totally get and have talked with many guys on here.  He has considered PrEP, but keeps deciding against it.  It's not stopping him from barebacking and taking stranger's loads.  I fucked raw for many years before PrEP and frequently felt "stupid", especially when I'd bottom or flip with a guy that would let me cum in his ass, but the "rush" from the risk is part of the thrill of barebacking for so many (maybe most).  PrEP is so liberating, and sex is 1000 x better with so many guys fucking raw, no questions asked, but I understand the desire for the thrill of risk.  A big part of the the reason I switched from Truvada to the Descovy study this spring was to take that risk level up a notch.......very likely it is just as effective, but it's not proven, and before having to deal with a butt issue, I was doing my very best to put that Descovy to the test (took quite a few stranger's loads, no questions asked).

You have to make up our own mind, but I wouldn't let your academic side/professional life have anything to do with your sex life.  They are pretty unrelated.  I am an accountant, usually low key, smart, no drugs, have my shit together kinda guy, but fucking love being a sleazy promiscuous ho when the mood strikes, which is kind of often

This is a great site to share these thoughts and hear from others with the same feelings (there are many here!!!!) or just to be able to admit your "twisted" feelings with like-minded guys.  I'm not offering my opinion what you should do, but just confirming you aren't alone.  If you end up on PrEP or poz, you'll most likely be fully liberated, but you do give up that high risk thrill from being a "bad boy" doing what you "know" you shouldn't be doing!  Keep us updated - love hearing young guys slutty stories!!!    

I hear what you're saying. There is definitely a 'thrill' to it. Before I was on PrEP I would go get anon loads and come home and jack off while fingering the loads inside my ass. I would cum and think that that was my final neg load. It never ended up happening for me and finally just got on PrEP after a few poz scares when I would get sick and worry for several days that I was converting, but it didn't keep me from going and getting more loads when I felt better. 

I love hearing other young guys too and how slutty they are. I find myself just wanting to be a hole for the pleasure of another man. Sometimes when I am getting bred by a new, unknown man, I think about how dirty I am while he is fucking me and how I am just a hole to him. That thought gets me rock hard.