Hi guys
I have an issue for which I did a lot of research but can't find the answer. I figured that if anyone might have insight, it would be you guys.
Years ago, when I was younger (19-22), I was a ravenous bottom. I loved getting fucked hard and deep and often, and took big cocks without complaint.
Then, a few years ago, I was diagnosed with anal condyloma (warts). I went into surgery a few times to have them cleared up, and in the years since, they have never returned. So far, so good.
Since then, though, I have not been able to get fucked. I have managed to get fully penetrated a few times, but most of the time there is a sharp, tearing sensation in my asshole (accompanied with blood) and I have to stop. Needless to say, this is very distressing. It has ruined one relationship with a hot top and spoiled a few play sessions with other tops.
Has anyone run into this before? Is there a way to get my hole back in the game, or am I gonna be playing top for the rest of my days?