JustProwling

I am a Dom top.  I've never been fucked, and never had an interest in being fucked (and I don't say this in a judgmental sense; it's just been how it's been for me).  I tried sucking when I was younger, thinking that it was something that a gay male is supposed to do, and it did nothing for me.  Zero.  So, I stopped.  Besides, I was vastly more interested in male asspussy.  I've loved looking at ass since I was in the single digits.  Having my face, tongue, fingers and dick in that pussy is so central to how I use the bottoms and subs who have crossed my path.

 

I don't begrudge those tops who suck dick.  If that's how they get off, then more power to them.  But any bottom or sub who thinks that I am going to blow him will get laughed at, right before I turn him over and remind him that his pussy should be his focus.  I haven't had an argument yet.

I think I may have just found a new friend!

I'm considering removing my "preferred" role from all of my profiles because I think that it's very limiting for all parties involved. Think for a minute how many incredible fucks that bottoms have missed out on because they pre-judged the other guy because he said he was versatile. Or how many nice asses that tops have passed up because the other guy didn't self-identify as a total bottom. 

 

Given the disproportionate number of guys who prefer to be bottom, this self-labelling only leads to more frustration. The tops sometimes make older average-looking bottoms feel even more insecure by selecting only the youngest or most attractive bottoms, who may not even be the best fucks. Meanwhile, bottoms in their quest to compete for tops inadvertently make tops (some of who are lousy fucks) overvalued in the sexual marketplace. I blame porn and our need to fit certain gay stereotypes for forcing people into narrow boxes which they then feel obliged to defend. Almost like religion in a way. You know the shit doesn't make sense, but you go along with it because everybody else is too and you don't want to be labelled as the crazy or weird one.

 

Going to sex parties (which I don't do anymore) taught me just how much more fun versatile guys have. When you've got your conquest in front of you, and you're damn attracted to him, you can do whatever is needed to have a good time - even if that means for a few minutes stepping outside your preferred role. I wish a few more hardline bottoms would pop a Viagra or Cialis and give it a go sometimes. You might end up changing your mind or at least becoming better at your preferred role.  

 

Another story and I'll stop. Back in 2012, I was getting bred regularly by this dude who I thought was a top. We ended up playing in a group and I saw him get fucked. I was shocked. But ever since then, when I see him, I fuck the shit out of him and we get into some very intense flip fucking. He's a multiple shooter too, but that's another story.   

I definitely agree with ALL this.  But the fact is, different minds operate differently.  Whether it's because of some outside stigma or internal "struggle", it just doesn't FEEL right for lots of guys, mentally.  Considering your words, I'd STILL prefer to have an "alright" TOTAL top in my ass, over a dude who's ALSO a fuck-hole.  If it were easier to get out of that kind of head space, of course I'd enjoy it all, but it's the mentality that drives me, unfortunately.

Just curious - the first time you got fucked - did you take the cock raw or did the top rubber up?

What year was it? (Was it before ARVs came out?)

If you rubbered up, was it because you wanted him to or because he insisted on it?

In my case it was early 1990. He did a few strokes bareback (which worried me), but then rubbered up.

I officially lost my virginity at 21.  It was New Years Eve/Day, in 2003/2004.  My best friend (girl) wanted me to meet her good friend/ex-boyfriend for a while.  She had "become" a lesbian and moved on to girls, but had a very brief thing with this guy, in high school.  Well the guy had only been with girls and let her know he had gay/bi feelings. 

Long story short, my friend and I were at a NYE house party, gettin drunk, doin drugs, partying all night, etc.  Unbeknownst to me, she invited her guy friend over for us to meet (she was actually trying to hook us both up!).  Well we met, hit it off, hung out the rest of the night, and a few of us went back to his house (where his parents and sister were sleeping).  They had a big, fancy house and he basically had the 2nd floor to himself, so we went to his room and continued our pot-smoking & drinking and just chilled for a while more.  Eventually the girls went home, but he asked me to stay with him, so I did.  We ended up making out and started fooling around and then we both just started REALLY going for it.

He was SO horny and eager, he just wouldn't stop humping both my holes.  The first load happened when he had my back against his headboard...fucking my throat.  He gave NO warning and just started pumping his load down the back of my throat.  I had to swallow or choke, so he just drained his balls down my throat. 

We rested a tiny bit, all while still making out and fooling around and his dick finally made its way to my ass, for the first time.  His dick was about 8-9 inches and medium/thick.  We finally managed to get it inside me and he just humped for all he was worth and pumped his 2nd load in me (officially making me no longer a virgin AND getting my first load up my ass). 

Again, we had been partying, fooling around, and fucking all night, so we rested and took little catnaps and lounged around.  I remember us still messing around when the sun finally came up.  Eventually, we had to start saying our goodbyes to one another, but he asked me to take a shower with him first.  Again, the bathroom/shower was big and nice, so we started fooling around and making out yet again, under the hot water.  My hole was tender, but still slicked up and loose from all the previous fucking, so he had me pinned against the shower wall and got his big dick deep in my ass again.  He was still SO horny and didn't go slow or take his time.  He literally humped my ass like a jackrabbit, with fast strokes.  After a while of this pace, he unloaded his 2nd load up my ass, again with no warning...he just started nutting in me, while he continued to fast-hump.  Of course, I held all the cum in me, when he pulled out. 

We finished rinsing off and I finally left his house around noon or so, devirginized and having taken 1 load down my throat and 2 loads up my ass.

The story actually didn't quite end there...

I went home, rested, etc. and he asked me to come back again that night.  I can't recall all those details, but I did go back, we played more, and he ended up filling my ass with another load and sucking my dick and swallowing my load (his first dick/load). 

So all in all, I ended up getting fucked several times and taking 4 or 5 of his loads over that course of time (I think I might have swallowed 1 more, but not 100% sure).  He was only in town for the holidays and he went back to art school afterwards, but we repeated the same ritual for a few years after that.  For about 3 or 4 years straight, we always met back up at subsequent New Years parties...we flirted, partied, and went back to his parent's house where he bred me and filled me up with more cum and we'd part ways until the our next NYE hookup! 

And that was how it all went down for me!

turn off for me. i prefer 100% dom tops. 

THANK YOU!  Doesn't even have to be "dom" for me, just a total top all about his dick and my ass.  Simple.

I want to agree, but I have had way too many circumstances where for one reason or another the other person being a top or bottom, just doesn't work.  

 

A perfect example is a hot lil shorty that I went to fuck the other day.  He said he was 100% bottom, and I was cool with that, he was just my type of bottom.  Well long story short, I get there, and try for 30 mins to fuck him in everyway possible, but he just couldn't take dick.  So what was I supposed to do? His dick was hard so I jumped on.  Even one of my good FB's who is mostly a bottom has been topping more recently simply because it is still fun.  

 

I know its different for everyone, but my desire to top or bottom is EXTREMELY mood, and even time of day dependent, so it helps to be able to do both.      

I hear ya loud and clear.  Generally speaking, I know it's AWESOME being vers, simply because there are so many more options and physically, it all still feels good.  But with that said, different guys obviously have different mentalities, and mentally, a dude that seeks dick is just a "step down" to me. 

To add to that, I ALWAYS see these guys advertising just how vers they are, but in the very next breath, they talk about wanting tops, vers/tops, and other vers.  If that's the case, why aren't they ALSO seeking bottoms?  It ALWAYS goes back to them having dick as their preference, not ASS.  Ultimately, if a "vers" guy has to choose between getting with a total top or total bottom, 99 times out of 100, they're gonna choose the total top.  And not only that, they choose the top with eagerness and enthusiasm, because they'd rather be that hole getting mounted like a bitch in heat, when it boils down to it.  OVERWHELMINGLY, vers guys are NOT 50/50 equal opportunity.  To me, they're basically just another bottom who simply likes his dick to be stimulated more.  So again, if you have taking dick in the back OR forefront of your mind, then I'm gonna view you as the dick-taking bitch you really wanna be.  And dick-taking bitches just aren't good enough to mount me.  That's not the mentality or energy my holes & psyche need or desire.

To be clear, YES I absolutely know I'm generalizing.  No I don't think there's anything WRONG with being vers, in the general sense (I'm jealous of all the more sexual opportunities they have).  I'm simply saying that this is how my mind works, when it comes to guys and versatility.  Hell, I've been vers and still am vers and/or top with other activities, but different guys serve different purposes for me.  And when it comes to mounting and breeding...well, a bitch is still a bitch...and my cunt doesn't need another bitch trying to mount it...it needs a real TOTAL TOP BREEDER.  Vers guys should just stop the charade, with the "I'm 50/50 vers" crap, cause everything being equal, they're FAR MORE LIKELY to choose BEING mounted, over DOING the mounting.

When I first came out and started making gay friends, I heard a joke about how "Versatile" just means "I'm a bottom who can't suck a cock properly". In my experience (and from what I've heard from my top friends), it's a pretty accurate statement.

I am a bottom, on my profiles I make it clear I am a bottom, and if a guy says he is interested in topping me (or having me suck his cock) I expect him to take on the top role during our encounter. I have had several vers guys swear up and down they are just interested in topping me, that they understood I am a total bottom; then they come over, we get naked, and suddenly it's "Wow your cock is so big! Can I blow you? Will you fuck me? Please? I wanna try sitting on that big cock! I know I said I was a top but I have a thing for uncut guys. Your cock is really big, you should at least try topping this once!" and so on. It's infuriating and I have kicked guys out of my apartment for pulling that crap.

It's like ordering a steak and having the waitress try to serve you a salad instead, then pretending she doesn't understand why you're suddenly telling the manager she needs to be fired. Pisses me off. I refuse to play with guys if their profile says anything other than "Top" or "Prefer to Top", because I got so fucking tired of all the supposedly "100% Versatile" guys refusing to do anything but bottom.

Completely agree with this, in each and every way.  It's like vers guys are cool, just not cool for ME.  I'm looking for a breeder TOP, not a "breeder" who really wants to be a fuck-bitch, in the back of his mind.  That mentality just doesn't work for me and turns me COMPLETELY off.  I'll find a bitch to use, if that's what my lust desires, but when it comes to ME being bred, I ONLY desire real, total breeding tops.  That includes oral too.  If you have the desire and mentality of wanting ANY of your holes penetrated as a fuck-hole, then that's exactly how I view you.  And other fuck-holes are just inadequate for my personal desires.

I'm a top who sucks cock when I want too,and damn good at it. I eat ass too ALWAYS EAT what I FUCK

sucking a mean cock in no way lessens a MANS top status

I respectfully disagree with this statement.  It COMPLETELY lessens his breeder status to me.  If EITHER hole is being penetrated like a bitch, then you're a fuck-bitch, in my book.  And a fuck bitch of any kind is NOT a REAL top to me.

I have noticed that a lot of tops LOVE sucking dick, they do so for a long time, with great skills, similar to the most professional bitch.

I am vers/top, prefer to top. Whether or not I know beforehand that I'll get fucked, it really bothers me when the top sucks my dick then wants to fuck me. Once I have my dick sucked so good, I want to fuck, not to get fucked.

I guess it also bothers total bottoms, as they feel (more) pleasure in their asses, not dicks, most probably would love having their asses sucked instead, and few tops do that.

I am not into stereotypes, specially being versatile, believe that we, men, should enjoy ourselves regardless of sexual position preference. Nevertheless, if you are going to only top, or to only bottom, why don't you do what is supposed to please the other person the most. Tops who suck dick, bottoms who suck ass, among many other possible examples, makes no sense.

As a bottom, this is EXACTLY how I feel.  Right now I'm sitting here sexually frustrated, because I found a sexy top, BUT he says he's not really into eating ass, but LOVES sucking cock.  TOTALLY turned me off, after hearing that.  Now my lust has been brewing and I'm needing a REAL top to handle me properly.

Yes, there are versatile sides to me, but for the ultimate purpose of being with a top for breeding, it just SEVERELY puts a halt to my lust when the man I'm supposed to be mounted by acts like a fuck-bitch.  It doesn't matter if he tops ass.  If he wants dick IN either of his holes, that makes him a fuck-bitch, in my mind.  And there's just something very unsettling about being with another fuck-bitch, to me. 

In this specific situation, what agitates me even more is how much he just LOVES cock, but has no interest in LOVING ass.  We were getting hot and heavy (over the phone/text), getting to know one another, flirting, etc. and then he starts focusing on MY dick and how much he just loooves handling cock.  And I can't help but start thinking, dude, you're basically just another fuck-bitch and that is NOT what I'm looking for in a partner to mount and hump on me. 

In order to be TRULY fulfilled and satisfied, I need a TRUE top whose primary focus is on HIS dick and MY ass.  My lust is concentrated in my hole and in being a breeding bitch for dick.  A top REALLY dimishes that lust and desire when his focus isn't properly aligned with mine, and unfortunately that makes him inadequate, in my mind.  Physically, it's not painful or uncomfortable, but MENTALLY, it's one of the quickest ways to make me lose my desire and lust for a breeder.

I'm still frustrated, cause he had potential for more, but I feel a bit better after finding this post and venting a bit.

I don't believe any of this. It's clearly fake. His acting is just as bad on this as it is in the movies.

That being said, I enjoy his work.

lol, what!? How is it "clearly" fake?

Anyhow, I did end up watching the segment afterall and am completely comfortable believing it's all perfectly real...especially after they showed marriage photos, photos of him and his children (2 boys), and the fact that Satyr studio also touted him as being married, in one of their flicks long beforehand. Point being...that's an awful lot of stuff to corroborate and stage for some random "nobody". So after seeing the show, I think he's a pretty big dipshit AND totally legit.

So I saw a commercial for today's Dr. Phil episode and noticed porn star "Gabriel D'alessandro's" face on the screen. Apparently his real name is Marcos and he's on with his wife for "sexual addiction". I can't decide if I'm tempted enough to actually check out the full segment or not.

Has anyone else noticed this?

Lots of great advice here. I would only add take generic Metamucil every day to better solidify your poop so that douche out cleaning is quick and easy. A baking soda douche before your shower every morning then a dildo fuck in the shower and a pre-lube when you get out has you ready for the first cock of the day no matter what the size.

I appreciate the feedback! For the most part, it's exactly as I thought it was, but I have taken note of some of these extra tips you guys posted. I'm still paying attention if anyone else has anything new to add!

How have you done since first posting?

Hey slo! I just now saw your post, otherwise I would've updated you much sooner! I've definitely managed to slut out a lot more, but it comes in waves...like I'll go into heat more often than other times and then I start logging in to all the sex sites and look for random, anon tops to climb on top of me. I still haven't taken nearly as much as I like, but I'm definitely spreading my legs for random dicks, alot more these days. At least I'm in the double digits now, but still envy those that are in the hundreds and thousands.

Just took an at-home Oraquick test and tested neg. Just saw the results less than an hour ago. I just updated my status on here too.

My last test was June 2010. Tested neg at that time. I'm using this post as a bit of an admission right now too. I used to EXPLICITLY screen for neg tops every time, but haven't been as prudent lately. I still check status on profiles, but haven't actually ASKED for confirmation. And I've actually ACTIVELY considered hooking up w/ other "unknown" status guys. I attempted to hook up with a couple, but THEY flaked on me.

A few years ago I was contacted by the local health department. They wanted to test me, because "someone" who tested poz or was "at risk" gave them my info. I went ahead and got tested neg. Now recently, the health department has called me for the 2nd time. I already know what they want, because it's the same scenario. This time I've been ignoring the health department guy and he's LITERALLY been stalking me for over a month. He calls my phone almost every single day and leaves messages that I just delete. He actually came to my fucking HOME and left a message on my door. And I've been here twice and heard him knock. I don't know if he just found my personal info or if it was given to him.

Now my general thoughts: I've been acting like a real pervert lately and talked to a bunch of other hardcore pervs online. MOST have been encouraging me to stay unknown and keep spreading my legs for random dicks. A few have acted "sane" and said get tested and find out for sure. In my own "sane" mind, I know they're right. But all this dark lust is keeping me horned up and thinking like a nasty slut. I just can't decide what route I want to take...get tested and know for sure or keep on as technically unsure and letting the lust drive me...Any thoughts from anyone???

Back in Honolulu/Waikiki for my last night in Hawaii and finally met the 26 y/o athletic Italian guy I'd spoken to for months beforehand. He messaged me on A4A, when I set my travel dates, a couple of months in advance. So we anticipated him breeding me this entire time and kept in regular contact. This is my last night, before catching my plane back to Oklahoma and we finally managed to coordinate a last minute quick fuck. He messaged me out of the blue and I drove my rental car to his house. It was already "passed his bedtime", so as soon as I arrived he led me to his dark computer room. We were quiet, because his boyfriend was in another room. I asked him if his boyfriend knew what he was doing with me and he said no, he wasn't aware. I know he fucks other guys ALL the time and the fact that he readily invited me to his place made me assume they were open and perfectly aware of each other's actions...I guess I still don't know for sure. Anyway, when we got to the computer room, he bent me over his desk, crouched behind me, opened my ass-cheeks and proceeded to dig into my ass hole with his tongue. He had me hit some fresh Rush poppers, lubed and fingered my hole, and guided his dick in my ass. It really was just a quick pump n dump. He got his dick in, humped me a few good times, and drained his balls up my guts, in less than 10 minutes. When he pulled out, I cleaned his dick with my mouth and then he made out with me some more. We redressed, I pulled up my shorts, we said our goodbye's, and then I got into the car with a wet ass.

Just a few days ago, I wrote about a hot local I initially met on a scat site and that he ate me out and loaded me up. Well right before going to the athletic Italian, I messaged this same guy and asked him if he wanted to cum in me again, before I left the island. I told him I was on my way to collect the 1st load and he mentioned he liked sloppy seconds, so was eager to pump in the 2nd batch of DNA. I left the Italian's house and immediately drove to the 2nd guy. I picked him up in the rental vehicle (it turned out to be a huge van). Neither one of us could host, so he directed me to a nearby park. We parked in an empty lot and climbed in the back seats. I bent over the last row of seats and he mounted me from behind. The 2 guys were no more than about 15 minutes apart, so my ass was still totally wet and slick from the 1st load. He just slid his cock right in and humped my ass for about 10 minutes, and finally emptied his nuts in my hole as well. When he pulled out and started redressing, I noticed a bunch of cum all over the back seats. I return the van later today, so now I wonder who's gonna end up sitting in the cum stains from my 2 breeders. Most of that DNA has soaked into my guts my now, but my ass is still wet and slick. I wanted to write this up, before I push a little out and jack my own load out with it.

Back in Honolulu/Waikiki for my last night in Hawaii and finally met the 26 y/o athletic Italian guy I'd spoken to for months beforehand. He messaged me on A4A, when I set my travel dates, a couple of months in advance. So we anticipated him breeding me this entire time and kept in regular contact. This is my last night, before catching my plane back to Oklahoma and we finally managed to coordinate a last minute quick fuck. He messaged me out of the blue and I drove my rental car to his house. It was already "passed his bedtime", so as soon as I arrived he led me to his dark computer room. We were quiet, because his boyfriend was in another room. I asked him if his boyfriend knew what he was doing with me and he said no, he wasn't aware. I know he fucks other guys ALL the time and the fact that he readily invited me to his place made me assume they were open and perfectly aware of each other's actions...I guess I still don't know for sure. Anyway, when we got to the computer room, he bent me over his desk, crouched behind me, opened my ass-cheeks and proceeded to dig into my ass hole with his tongue. He had me hit some fresh Rush poppers, lubed and fingered my hole, and guided his dick in my ass. It really was just a quick pump n dump. He got his dick in, humped me a few good times, and drained his balls up my guts, in less than 10 minutes. When he pulled out, I cleaned his dick with my mouth and then he made out with me some more. We redressed, I pulled up my shorts, we said our goodbye's, and then I got into the car with a wet ass.

Just a few days ago, I wrote about a hot local I initially met on a scat site and that he ate me out and loaded me up. Well right before going to the athletic Italian, I messaged this same guy and asked him if he wanted to cum in me again, before I left the island. I told him I was on my way to collect the 1st load and he mentioned he liked sloppy seconds, so was eager to pump in the 2nd batch of DNA. I left the Italian's house and immediately drove to the 2nd guy. I picked him up in the rental vehicle (it turned out to be a huge van). Neither one of us could host, so he directed me to a nearby park. We parked in an empty lot and climbed in the back seats. I bent over the last row of seats and he mounted me from behind. The 2 guys were no more than about 15 minutes apart, so my ass was still totally wet and slick from the 1st load. He just slid his cock right in and humped my ass for about 10 minutes, and finally emptied his nuts in my hole as well. When he pulled out and started redressing, I noticed a bunch of cum all over the back seats. I return the van later today, so now I wonder who's gonna end up sitting in the cum stains from my 2 breeders. Most of that DNA has soaked into my guts my now, but my ass is still wet and slick. I wanted to write this up, before I push a little out and jack my own load out with it.

On vacation in Hawaii and on Big Island right now. Met a dude on a phone app, then connected on A4A. He's 29, 5'9", about 165, athletic/muscled white guy with a really nice body. We already decided that he was gonna pump his load in my butt.  

We met up at a local bar/club for drinks first. He was so horned up and turned on since we first locked eyes and kept feeling my ass up and adjusting his dick in his pants, the entire time we walked along the streets to find a good fuck spot. He even had me walk in front of him with my ass hanging out of my pants, so he could continue getting horned up and checking out the ass he was about to fuck.

We ended up walking to a dark, secluded bushy area with a bunch of volcanic rock. When we found a good spot, he had me bend over, so he could taste my hole and eat me out some. He wanted to dry fuck me, but got my hole wet first. When he finished tasting my ass, he got me down on my hands and knees, dropped his pants, and just mounted me from behind. He got inside, fucked me so good and hard, I couldn't resist moaning out loud. He pulled out and ate my hole some more, after he opened it up with his dick. We made out and he had me clean my ass off his dick, before mounting me again. He fucked me hard again and finally pumped several days of cum right in my guts, before collapsing on top of me for a bit.

When he finally pulled out, I stayed on my knees and cleaned my ass and his cum off his dick, balls, and pubes. He commented on how both our mouths tasted and smelled like my ass, but that only made him want to make out more. We got dressed again, walked back down the hidden trail, onto the street, and I drove him back to the condo he was vacationing in. He kissed me goodnight and told me to get ahold of him tomorrow, so we could hang out and get some more of his nut pumped into my ass.

I'm laying in bed right now, with my ass still wet and sticky, as I type this; I'm about to jack my dick, while the rest of his DNA absorbs into my body. I feel so fuckin hot right now and can't wait for this stud to mount my ass and drain his balls inside me again.

On vacation in Hawaii and on Big Island right now. Met a dude on a phone app, then connected on A4A. He's 29, 5'9", about 165, athletic/muscled white guy with a really nice body. We already decided that he was gonna pump his load in my, but we met up at a local bar/club for drinks first. He was so horned up and turned on since we first locked eyes and kept feeling my ass up and adjusting his dick in his pants, the entire time we walked along the streets to find a good fuck spot. He even had me walk in front of him with my ass hanging out of my pants, so he could continue getting horned up and checking out the ass he was about to fuck. We ended up walking to a dark, secluded bushy area with a bunch of volcanic rock. When we found a good spot, he had me bend over, so he could taste my hole and eat me out some. He wanted to dry fuck me, but got my hole wet first. When he finished tasting my ass, he got me down on my hands and knees, dropped his pants, and just mounted me from behind. He got inside, fucked me so good and hard, I couldn't resist moaning out loud. He pulled out and ate my hole some more, after he opened it up with his dick. We made out and he had me clean my ass off his dick, before mounting me again. He fucked me hard again and finally pumped several days of cum right in my guts, before collapsing on top of me for a bit. When he finally pulled out, I stayed on my knees and cleaned my ass and his cum off his dick, balls, and pubes. He commented on how both our mouths tasted and smelled like my ass, but that only made him want to make out more. We got dressed again, walked back down the hidden trail, onto the street, and I drove him back to the condo he was vacationing in. He kissed me goodnight and told me to get ahold of him tomorrow, so we could hang out and get some more of his nut pumped into my ass. I'm laying in bed right now, with my ass still wet and sticky, as I type this; I'm about to jack my dick, while the rest of his DNA absorbs into my body. I feel so fuckin hot right now and can't wait for this stud to mount my ass and drain his balls inside me again.

Vacationing in Hawaii and planned to collect several loads, BUT it didn't quite pan out like I hoped, for various reasons. Early this morning, before the sun even rose, I signed in to a scat site I frequent and found a local dude. I solicited his ass-eating services and within minutes, he responded and was eager to taste my hole. He was close to my hotel and just walked over a few minutes later. He immediately started digging his tongue into my hole and ate me out deep. He asked if he could put his dick in me, but I hesitated and eventually gave in. He lubed my hole up, mounted me, fucked me on all 4's, then on my stomach, then on my back. Eventually he busted a decent load right up my guts. While I trekked around the island that day, I let it soak in.

Got my latest loads on Thursday night. It was my day off and I planned a breeding session with my regular 43 y/o white TOTAL top jock bud that evening. Long story short, I went to his place, we made out and fooled around, he deep rimmed my hole, then I rode his big, thick dick for a while. After several minutes and MANY popper hits, he got me on my stomach, face down, and mounted me. He pumped and ground his 3-day load into my ass, balls deep. He never pulled out and rolled me over with him and fell asleep with his dick still in my ass. An hour or so later, I came back home, so I could get sleep and work all the next day.

When I got home, I found I had a couple of emails on BBRT. They were from some new guy I hadn't come across before. He's a hot 29 y/o white guy, with an athletic build, dark features, and VERY nice hairy body. We emailed a couple of times and found out he literally lived right down the street for me. He was really horned up and offered to pump his 7-day load up my ass. I hesitated, because of working the next day, but quickly gave in and headed to his place. I pulled up, he let me in, and had me get in doggy style position on his couch. He stepped up and mounted me from behind, slid his cock right in my already juiced up hole, and emptied his balls right in my guts. After he pumped me full, we small-talked for a moment, and I came home and went straight to bed with my ass still wet and sticky and a total of 10 days worth of cum and sperm swimming around in my guts. Still feeling them both in my sore ass right now and I fuckin LOVE it.

Taken 3 so far and my 3rd just a couple of hours ago...absorbing a 4 day load in my guts while I type this.

Just got a 4 day load a couple of hours ago. It's still stewing and absorbing into my guts as I write this. Today is my total top jock's 43rd birthday, so I went over, spread my legs for him, and took his 4-day load balls deep. He never pulled out 1 time and fell asleep with his dick still inside me, while I milked every drop of cum from his nuts.

I've only had one condom inside me, my entire life and I NEVER want to add more to that count. I go out of my way to avoid and turn down guys who want to rubber up. I really, REALLY don't want to, but I've considered changing my stance, when it comes to dating and the thought of possibly missing out on a decent relationship/dating-type guy. If it's JUST a fuck and nothing more, then bareback is my ONLY option.

I'd like to preface this by saying I don't have multi-personality disorder... or at least I dont think I do. But I just feel like i have two different people inside me.

One guy is sweet, loving, romantic... A guy that wants to make love, and cuddle, and give sweet kisses and go on dates, long walks on the beach, etc etc. However, the other side of me is a pig vers/top that loves to fuck and breed a sweet ass of any age, anywhere, anyhow. Torturing a guys nipples, spanking him, pulling and slapping his balls to show dominance, leather play, watersports, etc etc.

I'm a Gemini, so I've always said I have natural multiple personality disorder, but we've all come to terms with one another...for the most part. heh