SugarWalls

My husband had a 00 gauge PA and, when we met, had not been wearing it for about a year because his previous partner hadn't enjoyed it. I remember as clear as day the night we first had sex--I asked him to put his PA in because he found someone who enjoys it immensely. He never took it out after that night and I loved the feeling of his big cock and the steel moving through my inner walls..!

to answer the OPs question--being used by anyone--straight, gay, bi, trans, questioning, or any other identity--is not a turn on for me at all. To be used up by someone for their own selfish aims isn't appealing to me in many capacities, and to be used sexually without getting any pleasure from it, well, y'all can keep that whether the dick is straight or gay, I'm not interested.

My guys often tell me that they're "going to get me pregnant" and it has nothing to do with HIV but everything to do with letting me know that I'm going to get filled with their cum...but I'm also trans so that may be specific to my case and to the heightened nature of our sexual collisions.

I agree that you should ask him for clarification to you are certain of his meaning, and to ease your worry.

bbrts is very hit-or-miss (and has more recently leaned more towards miss) and it especially depends on your location.

In Los Angeles, SF, and NYC, there are so many guys on there that the choices seem to overwhelm people and no action happens. On the flip side, some of my regular sex partners have been cultivated from bbrts but in the past year (save for one) I have not met anyone new. Lots of emails or chat but no real in-person action.

On a recent trip to Montreal, I used bbrts as my only online source to cultivate action. Weeks before my trip and listed as a visitor, I generated quite a few emails and expresssions of interest and I was pretty confident that I'd be on my bed ass up for the majority of my pending trip. When I finally arrived in that large gay populated city, I met only one person for one encounter! I ended up going to the bathhouses for sex (and I had lots of it!) which I don't do ever where I locally reside. The same thing happened when I visited Toronto a week later--lots of pre-interest before I arrived and no action at all from bbrts (I expanded my online search to include A4A when in Toronto and I met two guys from there). I found myself again at the bathhouses in Toronto for sex (where I had even more sex than in Montreal!)...

btw breederboy if I were closer to you, I'd for sure let you breed me all you want!! [sadly, I'm not a furry otter boy as you profess to favour but my offer is open to you nonetheless ]

Oh to get a Golden Yellow Load is heaven!

I can say this proudly now but long ago I would've balked at the idea of it ever happening to me. I wasn't properly introduced!!

Years ago I met a guy at a bar in San Francisco and I ended up going home with him. He stripped me naked and layed me on the bed and soon enough we were fucking. In Spoon position, he rails into me and whispers in my ear "you're gonna be sweet and take my load and not spill a drop, ok?". I replied, "yes", thinking he was talking about his cum but surprise! I felt streaming warmth and fullness inside me and I was shocked that he was pissing inside me! I was so turned on and flabbergasted at the same time. He pulled out full stop and some piss streamed out onto the bed. He said, "well, now you're gonna have to sleep in the wet spot! Don't spill anymore if you don't want to sleep in a bigger spot!" I wanted to get up and sit on the toilet and let it out but he held me there spooning his beefy body over my little one, and fell asleep. I really had no choice but to obey. My ass twiched and strained to keep it in. I eventually fell asleep. A few hours later, I feel his big cock pushing into my hole and waking me up with a good rough fuck. My ass full of piss, I just laid there and took the fuck like a good kid, piss escaping while he fucked his morning load into me. He kept his cock inside and pissed in me again, holding me tight. I was beyond full and painfully in need of expelling all that piss and his loads. He just held me for a good long while after, then told me to get up and empty myself. So much came out of me! When I came out of the bathroom, he had my clothes balled up and on top of the wet spot on the bed. He told me to dress and leave and that he'll call me later to fuck. I got dressed--my clothes smelling of sex and wet with piss. I remember walking down the hill to Market St in that morning light and gettting on a streetcar back to my hotel and the scent wafting all around me, eyes looking shamefully at me, me not caring and being completely proud of my slutfuckery! I got back to the hotel and just fell exhausted into bed. I began to see him on subsequent visits to San Francisco but he never repeated the events of that first night together (we did other piggy things on these other visits--other stories for another time lol). 

Speaking of--one this guy's friends (we were introduced at a gang bang held in my honour) also piss fucked me one night on a different visit in my hotel room--we were fucking on the counter top of the sink and he slowed down and paused for a moment and there it was, that spreading warmth and fullness. He emptied into me and then got hard again and told me to push it out and let it run down his and my legs. I pushed and let it stream down. He just fucked more and harder, and I soon caught on and started to let small gushes out while he fucked. It turned me on to stream and spray the piss all over us until I emptied it all out (the floor was a soppy mess for sure lol)! 

I currently have a Lover who does this every time we fuck--he breeds cum load #1 in me and very soon after empties his bladder into me. I can't ever hold it long enough so out it'll run. Turned on by the extra wetness and the scent of his urine, he then will breed me with a few more cum loads until he's spent his balls of all cum, me laying there, fluids just oozing out of me. So HOT!

Now, if only I can be initiated into drinking from the tap...

Be like the tortoise and not the hare--slow and steady wins the race every time!

I have a new Dom Lover who just stuck his hole over my mouth and made me rim him, no asking. I've never been into it (LOVE having it done to me though) but his hairy straight hole drives me wild with lust. I think it's because he just submits me to do it...I find myself actually lusting to do it to him more and more and oh how delicious he tastes!! He gives me the most delicous tender/rough fuck when I've rimmed him nice and sloppy and deep.

It's good to see pro-PreP reporting/coverage! Thanks for sharing the link seaguy

I like both.

Heck--IRL the majority of my sex is interracial being that I'm multi-ethnic...I LOVE a white cock in my brownish pink hole equally as much as I LOVE my brownish pink cock in a white hole.

How rude!! He should have been more willing, otherwise, take it to a room where you can be more selective and not taking up prime breeding space

For sure, go to Midtowne next time!! There is NEVER a problem getting raw dick and/or loads there. 

Sleazy-- I never have problems in revealing my "specialty"--I have no qualms in saying I've got a girlcock to anyone (and a boypussy too).

Most would say that I'm extremely "passable"-slim figure, long lean limbs, smooth soft skin, feminine features/voice, I dress very well, etc. In my experience, the guys who are interested (no matter how slight or great) always want to find out. 

I have recently cut all my hair off from long curls (as seen in my avatar pic) to a close crop pixie. Men are more curious than ever--to see a pretty feminine exotic person that looks like a boy that looks like a girl...I'm more than happy to satisfy their curiosity

Great topic!!!

I seem to have no problem with getting "car action"---

In NYC I have a livery/limo driver I directly hire and whom I suck/fuck when I'm in town. We met when I needed a driver to take me home one night five years ago from a posh industry party in Manhattan to my apartment in Brooklyn Heights which is some distance...lots of innuedo in our conversation led to him pulling right in front of my building and getting into the backseat with me so I can "relieve his stress" with my mouth that first ride. I swallowed every drop! He didn't charge me and gave me his cell number "for the next time I needed a ride". I've been using it ever since! He drives me all over NYC, to area airports, even picking me up from the Hamptons once (I had to let him fuck me on the way back into the city and again on the sofa in my apartment while watching "Black Girl" porn for that long trip). He's never charged me (I do tip him generously though--it's only fair), taking mouth and boypussy as payment. 

In London some years ago I used a gypsy cab service for a ride home one drunken night from some lounge bar in SoHo to my apartment in S Kensington and the driver (I think he was Armenian) offered the ride for free if I would let him "feel my legs up". I got into the front seat and he proceeded to stroke my legs whilst he pulled out his thick cock and stroked. I leaned over and sucked and swallowed his hot cum. He gave me his number, which I used one other time--again sucking him off in the front seat after he dropped me at my flat. I used the same gypsy service another time soon after and had a different driver (a Russian guy with a thick heavy accent) offer me a free ride if I let him finger me, so I did. I sucked him off too. He said that his "friend" told him about me and that I'm a "good fare" (he also said I am known as the 'exotic chick-with-a-dick' by some of the gypsy cab drivers in that particular section of SoHo lol). 

In LA I have been fucked by three different Lyft drivers after being dropped off at my place in Beverly Hills in the past year-- one driver gave me his cell #/Lyft discount code after he dropped my girlfriend and I off at a weed shop and said "if you ever need a ride..."One night I did so I texted him about using the code. He was in the area I was in and just came and picked me up, driving me to my place. Lots of innuendo and flirtatious talk, with him saying especially "he's never done anything 'like this' before (I couldn't figure out if he meant 'like this' to mean 1) with a fare or 2) with someone with a dick) but when I blatantly invited him into my apartment to seeif he'd wanted to find out, he didn't hesitate. I lifted my skirt and let him fuck my ass and breed my boypussy bent over my chaise lounge. Sadly, he always has an excuse to not pick me up when I text him for a Lyft ride.

Another driver actually picked me up from outside of my Alpha's house and I was still vibrating from the deep fuck I had just finished getting from him earlier, my boypussy full of cum. The driver asked me why I was slightly panting. I just blatantly told him I just had sex with my fuckbuddy and that I was still in the post sex throes. He asked me about the sex, I told him. I knew he was turned on. He pulled into an alleyway near my place and got in the backseat with me. He wanted to eat my cum filled pussy--I pulled down my shorts, lifted my legs up and let him eat it, finger it, taste my man's cum. He turned me around and shoved his cock in and came rather quickly but fed my boypussy another load. He got back into the front seat and finished driving me home. I gave him a five star rating for sure! I've seen him post just last week on bbrts about driving for Lyft and horny for a fuck--not sure if it's to fuck a fare or off-the-clock?!

The third driver drove me across town back to my place, asking me to sit in the front seat as opposed to the back, where I'm more comfortable. We had an awkward conversation about him moving to Paris soon to join his girlfriend who had just moved there. He told me I reminded him of her, as we have similar features, etc. except that I have longer, sexier legs (guys like my legs alot lol). I was wearing skinny jeans that night and I teasingly said that it's too bad I'm not in a skirt, you could really see them and admire them. He shyly placed his hand on my thigh and gently stroked it, not once but three separate times at stop lights/signs (he also took the longest route to my place). I didn't flinch or touch him back. When we got to my place and I paid him through the app, I thanked him for the ride and just outright offered to let him touch the skin of my legs if he came inside. With no hesitation, he came in and I let him fuck me for about 30 minutes on my bed with my legs on his shoulders. He blew his load inside me while he sucked my toes and called me by his girlfriend's name!!

cam1972--thank you! That last statement is what I believe in. And it is good to know that we are not alone in the pursuit of having our minds stimulated, our senses/souls/hearts enlightened, and our bodies in notion for pleasure! Most people w ould say that we're "romantics" for wanting to pursue connections with our sex partners. I'll be a "romantic" any day over being anything else. I really cannot help the inherit need within to have a knowing connection, with my partners. Sex is very intimate--we all know this--so how can one break the link of that intimacy and just give up the body without the mind being a part of it? I think it's impossible, really. 

tallslenderguy--Ah, wordplay foreplay! C'est si bon, non? One of the driving factors of the bonds that grow with my regular partners is when they tell me (in each of their unique ways) what I am to them, what I mean to them, what I do for/to them, how I belong to them distinctly in our polyamorous couplings, and what he will do to show me how I am his (or to my Black Daddy bottom, how he is mine). Nothing gets me hotter than getting a text or an email or a telephone call from any of them describing our upcoming adult play date...oh and ooh!, when he does those things and more...Yowsah!

subbytch--"trust building"--SO important in becoming a "good little bitch", or a Loving God/dess (like me lol)!!

Either, or, or both!!

There is definitely a difference in feeling between the two and I have had experience with both and as long as his cock feels great in my warm wet flesh and he brings me jizz joy with his cum, well--we're both happy!

I'm experienced. I want someone who is also experienced and not green about it at all. 

Yes atlbud, I completely agree--my preference is the same as yours--to cultivate friendships with my sex partners. Sex may bring us together but what keeps us together is our bonds created around our sex! I have a healthy stable of regulars who individually and collectively stimulate and elevate me, educate me to different modes of thinking, and can call me an active participant in their/our lives. Doing so is prrof that our sexual connection lives not just in our bodies but most assuredly in our minds. Isn't it in our minds that our sexual Self lives, grows, thrives, and resides? For sure!

When I started watching porn it was exclusively straight porn because there was never any condoms in them (until the 90s). All the gay porn I had ever seen was condom sex, until one day I found in my Dad's secret porn stash some "pre-condom" gay porn ("Kansas City Trucking Company" and "A Few Good Men" specifically) and got hooked on "classic" gay porn until the new era of gay bareback porn. Straight porn continues to be bareback (I especially love "cream pie" videos) in addition to gay bareback. Natural sex is what I have and what gets me off, and when I watch porn that is what I want to see.

I agree with the O.P. and with most of the responses too---for me, it is always about the mind-engagement! I too have a high profile and stressful job in my industry, so to let go and give up control in my sexual life to a Top (or even to an aggressive Bottom) is bliss! 

I also admit to envy of those "no load refused bottoms" but know completely that I need a connection, otherwise there's a serious disconnect that I simply cannot overcome. To each their own!

garambala-- perhaps you need to discuss this with the psychiatrist who is prescribing you your anti-depressants?? It appears that from your posts that you may be acting out on deep-seated impulses that you may need to address to eliminate the guilt or fear that arises after you have these experiences? If you "just want to be fucked and get some cum.  " you should. And there should be a  at the end of your statement. With examination, you can find the place to feel absolutely comfortable and fine with your choices, and you can enter them wholeheartedly and not harbor any harmful doubts. 

when a Top is fucking my boy pussy, I am at his will, yes, but ultimately he is at mine because he's there for my pleasure and my orgasm (internal and external) leaving his inside me as a "thank you" for the use of my pleasure chest--a completely mutual exchange. 

As a Top, I love to use a willing, ready cum dump who readily wants to take my girl cock shooting multiple loads inside them. I know I'm saying "thank you" to him for allowing me to please him!

My Tumblr account, a companion to my erotic literary journal site, which is mild in comparison to some of these others and more about what is titillatingly erotic and sexy to me versus ball busting pornographic: http://intrsexionxrds.tumblr.com/

Your title intrigued me and caught my attention...I used to get fucked by a hot muscled Daddy in LA who had a Scorpion Tattoo and who used to tie me up as you described and fuck my boy pussy deep. Could it be the same person? This was about the same time you're "story" is set. Hmmm...

I really hope what you're saying isn't true--I'm going to be visiting Phoenix for the first time in about three weeks and want to meet some tops and bottoms to have some adult fun with!

My Poll answers:

I use anal stimulation as a form of masturbation regularly, If I am masturbating anally, I rarely stimulate my penis, When I masturbate anally, I always bring myself to an orgasm without stimulating my penis . 

In my years of Tantric Sex training, it became known to me to figure out how to achieve ejaculation and orgasm separately (in Tantra, ejaculating is the release of Essence, orgasm is the release of Energy; the former happens in the body, the latter in the mind and is just one of the many-layered aspects of spiritual based sex) and found that for me, the real thrill lay in the Orgasm.

As a top, I easily learned to master achieving orgasm and ejaculation in multiplicity first through self-exploration then through partnered sex (hence being "multi-loaded"). As a bottom I have always been able to achieve ejaculation through the penis, with the hands or hands-free. A very pleasurable experience but I felt that I needed to know further, to explore that three second space that comes about right before ejaculation and see if I could experience and master that anally. So I studied and explored and found the pathways through anal masturbation, much like one does when they do the same in penile stimulation to grow the Energy and achieve Orgasm multiplied/amplified without ejaculating. It took knowing where in me it felt great, it took knowing how to pulse and vibrate the waves of energy throughout my interior walls, I learned through regular anal masturbation. Now, and as a result, I have a certain mastery of my "Inner World" and always seek to orgasm anally for myself and my partner(s). And being able to transmit that sensation to my partner is such an overwhelming thrill--knowing that I can make him cum by pulse and vibration and hum throughout my inner walls (not just at the sphincter but in the upper chambers/second hole and walls)--and being able to use his full length and girth to my advantage and pleasure, finding my "spots" and sending myself off to the highest heights and to orgasm repeatedly...the heavy breathing, eyes swirling in my head, the electricity surging through me, leaving the world for ecstatic moments, the feeling of true pleasure...there really is nothing else like it!