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1 hour ago, Bottom Jim said:

If you said no that should stop it. If you did not want to be fucked he should have respected that. My opinion is that he is a creep . Especially being not washed ug

lol, if you go on a hookup app, and then let a guy put his bare cock in your ass, just the head to see how it feels, you have consented imo. If you say no and actually stop,  then that's a hard no and it should stop. That didn't happen here. Totally consensual breeding , and just to confirm that is what you wanted you let 6 more men breed you. You will definitely open the app on the next trip, just to check things out, and say yes to the first guy who wants to breed you. Been there, done that. It's an amusing game to watch yourself play.

So I am now back in the waiting room at the HIV clinic after just blowing a guy in the restroom after he showed up on A4A. He was also in the waiting room. We messaged and went to the rest room where I swallowed his load. Not sure what he is here for though. Hope the NP doesn't smell cum on breath.

So when I come for this work check up the first thing you do is go into the bathroom and pee in a cup. There were already 2 cups sitting there. I just couldn't help myself. Stuck my tongue in both of them.

I guess I was just exposed from it from the start. I have always done atm, I always deeply kissed my gf after she gave me oral, and would immediately go down on a female I had cum in. I remember a woman in her 50s I hooked up with at a hotel in Des Moines had never had a man do that! I gave her 2 oral orgasms after I had cum in her. She thought it was so naughty lol. I have always been sub to men and women.

If I know I am going to get fisted I always do a clinic. The first time was a little unnerving, standing in the shower with the hose up my butt, feeling the water filling my belly and watching it distend. It takes a long time for it all that water to come back out! I usually try and be done putting water in at least a couple of hours before I get fisted. I stay clean and ready for about 24 hrs after , then I have to eat something!

I am working on an old truck in my garage. I heard someone opening garbage cans in the alley, and when he got to my place he stopped and said nice truck. I am wearing shortalls and a T shirt. I said thanks. Older black guy, no teeth, looks homeless. He said cute overalls. I smiled and thanked him again. He asked what I had under them. I undid the side buttons and showed him my tightly whities. I bent back into the truck and he came into the garage. He had the worst BO! He put his hand into my overalls and felt my hardening cock, then put his hand in the leg of my undies and pulled it out. I stayed bent over but spread my legs and slipped the straps off my shoulders. He took his hand away, pulled my shortalls down and then my undies. He started playing with my balls and poking my ass with his fingers. I turned around, dropped to my knees, undid his jeans, took out his surprisingly large and hardening cock and sucked him. It smelt and tasted disgusting!  I had a jar of petroleum jelly in my tool box, I grabbed it, stood up fingered a dollop into my ass and bent down into the truck again, and he pushed right in. He fucked for at least 15 minutes with my garage door open, even though we were a little shielded by the trucks open door. He said something and I guessed he was about to cum, and felt like he was going to pull out, so I reached back and grabbed his shirt and pulled him towards me and pushed back so he got the message it was ok to breed me. He did. I just put my underwear back on , pulled up my shortalls, fastened the buttons and carried on with what I was doing. He said something I didn't understand, and I just ignored him till he left. I have had to come in to get changed because I stink of him. I suppose that's how it should be. Me being marked by a black man's scent, so that any other man coming buy could smell I was there to be bred. It really smells bad though, and I don't want it in my truck, so have to get showered and changed. It's just my body and T shirt he marked.

 The Maffia site doesn't seem to be working. I am in Chicago and would love to find some experienced person to help me explore this further. 

So after a week, inside my foreskin was red and itched like hell! Just about back to normal now.

Loads of seed in his cunt I would guess.

So is this strange?  I met a female who wants to be a key holder. Long story short I am wearing a plastic cage,  that is very comfortable, for a week. We are meeting next Saturday to take it off. All  fine, what I think is strange is that when we met to cage me she smeared cat food under my foreskin. She said it will cause a mild infection and I will be red and soar to make it uncomfortable. I get the intention, but I just thought it a strange thing to do. It smells bad as well! 😂. Think it will work?

I clean litter from a stretch of highway with a youth group. There is always one kid who will pick one up and ask why the drink is a funny color, and always someone will ask if a full bottle is ok to drink?  I am sure some of them have tried to convince another kid it's ok, but not heard of any of them actually falling for it.

I was recently picking up litter in our local park with a youth group. One boy came up to me holding an iced tea bottle full of yellow liquid. He asked if I thought it was in fact iced tea. I told him it probably wasn't, and he probably shouldn't pick up bottles with yellow liquid in them with his bare hands.

I cant believe I just did this. So yesterday whilst walking our dog in the park with my gf, I saw a condom on the ground. I could not stop thinking about it . I just got the opportunity to go to the place by myself.  I picked it up, it was large with a large load of cum in it. I undid the knot, stepped into some bushes and pushed it into my ass. I am sitting on the couch with a condom full of who knows whos semen in my body. It was outside in sub zero temps for at least 24hours, so I am sure it won't give me anything. 

Not that it's the same, but I have looked at sperm, collected 50 hrs after being bred,  under a microscope and it was still alive and swimming around  quite energetically.

I have had tops mock me as they breed me, asking if my son would be proud to see their daddy getting fucked like a bitch. Causes me such messed up emotions,  especially if it's been at our home in a place my son would have been I. 

On 11/25/2020 at 1:58 PM, MudoCock said:

 

That is outstanding! I wish I could attend a class. My top and I are flying blind. Just last night we surgically and patiently made it into the sigmoid for the first time. We ended up stuck at the end of it trying to figure out how to ascend the descending colon. With over half the forearm up my ass (not including the hand obviously) I was disappointed. I wanted that elbow so bad!!! However, the few times we pulled out, I had sensations that were 3 times better than busting a nut. Can't explain it. Just incredible. .. Anyways, wish we had some direction. Wont push too hard, and sucks to have to be patient. I just want that elbow so bad, I can't stand it. Arrrgh!

 

That's what has me totally hooked! That incredible feeling as the top starts slowly pulling out. Just a total overload of amazing sensations. 

Thank you all for your advice.  I do try all the things you suggest. The guy who has fisted me is a small spanish guy with small hands. He did go pointed fingers first and then slowly flexed his hand until he made a fist. He was in to just past his wrist, when we were trying to get him in further. He stretched out his fingers again to a point, I concentrated on my breathing and relaxing and he applied pressure.  There was plenty of lube. He said there was just too much resistance and he wasn't sure which direction to go. Him pulling out slowly was just an overload of the most incredible sensations and had me totally hooked ! lol, now I find I just want to take something larger, so would love to meet an experienced top with larger hands to open me up more.

Thanks. I get it with larges toys. I have a spherical butt plug, and when my body says it's coming out, it's coming out! It's actually a pretty enjoyable feeling. 

Tops are often very sensitive right after breeding.  It's a very different giving of oral after being bred, than before a top mounts and breeds.

I am always think it's hot to see the expression on a tops face when he comes into my house and notices the family photos as we go up the stairs. You know the wife and I and the 4 kids over the years, even one with a grandchild.  They almost all want to breed me in  one of the kids rooms when given the choice. 

One regular top always wanted to hear about how I would squeeze his cum out my ass, let it run down my balls and then fuck it into her. He always said it would be hot for her to get pregnant  that way, but it never happened. 

Hi, I am not very experienced and have only had one inexperienced guy fist me. Our first time, him as a top me as bottom, was together. We have used crisco and Jlube. I can not believe how much I have enjoyed the feeling! I can still remember the feeling of total incredulity I had when he told me for the first time his fist was actually in me, and I lifted my head and looked down between my legs and saw his wrist disappearing into me! The question is I have is about a physical feeling and reaction I have. My body obviously feels it is full and needs to evacuate.  My stomach muscles contract, I can't inhale, and I feel a totally involuntary effort to evacuate my bowels. The first couple of times he just let my body push out his fist. We decided that when it happens, he should gently push against it and try and get deeper. So my question is, is this normal? Will my body ever get trained or get used to that feeling of my bowel being bursting and needing to empty? I actually really enjoy the feeling.  I have no control over it, it's almost like dry heaving. 

On 10/6/2020 at 10:26 AM, beanna said:

Pity he not in my loci

Yes on hotmones pic is old now bursting B cup and wearing c cup bras now,will soon fill a C cup no bothet

 

That's cool! Congratulations. I have an appointment in December with an HRT Dr. Not sure I want to feminize,  but want a better way to lower my T before I finally get the courage to get surgically castrated. 

I have used androcur on and off for several years now. Each time its effects happen more quickly,  and when I stop it takes way longer to recover.  I did speak to my NP about the fact i take it, and he said if I kept taking it, the chances of one day my testicles not restarting are pretty high. I get T tested before each time I start and then when I stop and usually a month after. My T has significantly reduced from being at the high end of normal,  to its none medicated level being barely in the normal range for my age now.

Hi. Are you still looking?

I am on androcur at the moment. Enjoying the loss of T. You look great! You should post a more recent full body picture.  Have your testicles shrunk a lot? Do the feel hard?