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31 minutes ago, ErosWired said:

You don’t indicate your age, but for your FWB to be fucking you every other day at 66 is a not inconsiderable libido for a man his age, and at his age, finding another person willing to accommodate that appetite is like finding a hoard of gold. I’m not surprised that he isn’t eager for you to start getting your bucket filled elsewhere. You may not be able to keep both this arrangement and a free-range fucking lifestyle, which, one might point out, may or may not get you fucked with every-other-day regularity. That’s a frequency that many a bottom would envy.

Ultimately, you have to be true to yourself, true to your nature. You cannot live a lie indefinitely. You will simply grow in misery and temptation until you achieve a personal balance. That may require you to abandon some preconceived notions of dignity and accept some negative judgments of others, and stop giving fucks what other people think about you where it doesn’t really matter.

Im 30, and i understand that if i want to "fill my bucket" more often or with others my fwb would be a no-go anymore.... 

Im just crazy horny pretty much all the time and thinking about cock/getting fucked/used alot during the day and after a session with fwb i just want to log onto grindr and find more.....

7 hours ago, ErosWired said:

We get this kind of question frequently. “I can’t stop thinking about taking cock bareback and I reallyreallyreally want to but I just can’t because I’m afraid of disease. What to do?”

The ‘what do I do’ part seems to assume there’s a way to get out of taking the risk.

There isn’t.

Bareback sex is not a safe practice, and it cannot be made entirely safe. It can be made significantly safer, with PrEP, vaccinations, regular testing, and prompt treatment of treatable infections, but there is no Golden Ticket To Fuck. Accepting the risk, even greatly reduced, means accepting the possibility, if slight, that you draw the short straw and end up with a non-curable STD. If you fuck a lot, it also means that you will almost certainly catch one or more curable STIs. It’s an inherent hazard.

So. What to do? Make a decision: Accept that you will face risk, or give up the idea.

As to the social facets of your indecision - shame, guilt, judgment, consent of a jealous/possessive/monogamous partner - that’s a whole other suitcase full of baboons.

The thing is that while i am afraid of disease, thats not my biggest concern since i've read up on PReP and know that the others is cureable.........

Its the other suitcase full of baboons im more afraid about 😄

18 minutes ago, viking8x6 said:

OK, it seems clear that you mostly know what you are and what you are interested in. Labels don't matter at all, as long as you know. You feel romantic toward women. You feel sexually attracted to men. You are mostly a bottom in that department... you "love cock and cum and can't really get used enough".

But. You have an odd feeling that keeps you from acting.

Seems to me you need to spend some time, on your own or with help (professional or otherwise) unpacking that "odd feeling". It could be a lot of things, and until you know something about it, you won't have much idea of how to change it. Is it fear (of disease, etc.)? Shame? Concern over others' judgment of you? Guilt/self-judgment? Anxiety over how you'll perform when it's time for action? Could be any or all of those. Each would require its own strategy to get past it and have the life you want.

One suggestion I have for actual action is to just try it and see! You have a great FWB who understands your drive - get him to help out, maybe by helping to organize a 3-way or group scene where he's present as a participant and gatekeeper. That kind of scene might address many of the potential inhibitions you are feeling, and be fun for both of you as well.

Enjoy!

Thanks for your reply, i think its a mix of a few of them mentioned, fear of disease (even tho i know that i can get prep if i start "fucking around" and know that some if not all of the regular ones are cureable. At the same time im also open to test often to keep my testresults fairly new) shame, yeah a bit, others judgement yeah that is also a thing and maybe a bit of guilt also....

Well he is monogamous and dont like the thought of sharing me with others... 😕

Hi there guys.... Just been thinking a lot and would love to hear stories from others around this thing.....

I have considered myself bisexual for quite some time but for the last 2 years i've been exclusive with a 66yo fwb and we have been BB only.

I know i love cock and cum and cant really get used enough, he knows it too.... The thing is that i would love to just let loose and search for more hook-ups or pump-n-dumps since him and i only meet up every other day.

I dont know what to call it but im on the fence about accepting that i am a cock and cum loving submissive fag and just cant get past this odd feeling i have that keeps me from fucking around because fucking around and getting used as a analslut is something i think about everyday.

Can someone relate and describe/tell me how you got past that hurdle? I dont want to get "pozzed" nor am i bugchasing (that part is just really hot as fiction and fantasy) but would love to just remove that mental hurdle thats holding me back since i know what i am and what i love but still cant just do it!

Thank you very much if you take your time and reply to this! 

FYI; Im only sexually interested in men, im leaning towards women if we talk about romance but love the feeling of getting fucked, feeling someone else using my ass to relieve themself and such and would probably be a pussyfree cuck in a serious M/F relationship.

On 7/30/2022 at 2:23 PM, Tanbbottom said:

Tied in the woods eh? And how many other guys loads are you hoping to have planted in your willing ass? 

if i could choose i would be blindfolded so i dont know how many 🙂

3 hours ago, blitblap said:

so hot. You’re living my dream! How old are you?

Just turned 30

***UPDATE***

Its now been more than a year and im now exclusive with this 66yo man as his cumdump cockslut. I also let him fill my ass with piss whenver he needs. 

Everything is BB and we slowly fantasies and talk about what we want to do or try... Im trying to make him kidnap me and tie me up on all fours blindfolded in the woods.

Pics of my ass and the same with his cum slowly running out.

Thank you all for your answers! Trying to find someone closeby to talk to that are gay/bi and understand what i want 🙂 Hopefully he will help me to open up and just let loose....

Im also writing with a close female friend that isnt judgemental that knows me real well that supports me being a "fuckhole" as i call it 🙂

Hopefully it will go well and these brain blockers will slowly fade away!

Thank you all once again! :)

10 minutes ago, atlfukbud said:

For me it was definitely a process -- from trusted pals, boyfriends and girlfriends to much later groups, hookups, then onto anonymous bare fucks, no questions asked, and so forth -- even today I love sex, but definitely still have my "TYPES" or favorites and tend to offer my hole up in an "anything/anyone goes" situation during a sauna or orgy situation when I'm really amped up and in a hyper sexual situation.  I do wonder about your post-nut clarity -- with me in the past, that can really be guilt, shame, shoulds, fear or worrying about what other people think more than listening to my own guidance. Enjoy the path!

Well the "Post nut clarity" is more of a "i dont like guys, i like girls WTF am i doing? type of thing.....

Hard to find trusted pals or boyfriends.... i just feel like diving into the deep end and hookup right now but as i said, i am picky as hell and i have this hump that im doing something wrong....

Well as you can see from my account here and my only post you will understand i like some cock from time to time. I identify myself as of now as a bisexual straightromantic......

I have this good feeling in my stomach when i think of bottoming and i would love to become a REAL bottom that just offers up my asshole to any top that need to get off (safe or not)

But i have this problem that im REALLY picky about who i fuck and when (as of now i OFTEN have post nut clarity and just backs out of some meetups, and i feel like that would change if i just threw myself out there.....)

I also have this bad feeling that i want to do something that society feels is odd as hell and therefore i got this mental block of shame i need to get pass in anyway.....

Now you know what i want and my problem..... the big question is then, do you have any ideas on how to get over the hump and just go for it?

PLEASE : Dont tell me to post an ad somewhere and get a cheap motelroom, im in Scandinavia in a city with like 50k inhabitants so it feels like i wouldnt be able to do that kind of thing....

57 minutes ago, RoundBooty4loads said:

Dude, good work man!  Be proud of ur hole and what it does for men!  

4 hours ago, str8mature5 said:

You'll definetly take more!

Hopefully i will 😉

1 minute ago, drscorpio said:

It won't be the last. 😉

Hopefully not 

Hi there, my first ”story” here and im talking about something that happened earlier today.

i was talking to this 65 yo guy (i love older men) on grindr ive met up with a couple times before…. He told me he would wash me out and then fuck me and i was down!

As i said we have met 2-3 times before and all the time been using condom since i want that. 

Well he started to clean me out with an enema and after that he forced me down on all fours in the shower so he could use dildos to stretch me and as he said ”force all the water out”. My smooth gaping asshole must have looked really good because before i could say anything he pulled out the big dildo out of my ass and slid deep inside me and started to fuck me fast and hard. The fucking lasted 5 minutes before he started to grunt and hold my hips hard. I was just going to ask him if he used a condom when i saw a big string of cum from his cock…. He then smiled at me and told me it was a good 3-4day load. 
 

my first raw cock, bb fuck and creampie and it all made me crazy horny for more!! 
 

pic is of my ass from earlier